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Date Posted: 11:44:28 05/13/02 Mon
Author: Jezi
Subject: cos he doesn't like me doing it
In reply to: Kalvin 's message, "He did know." on 11:32:58 05/13/02 Mon

"and the last thing i wanna hear about is how i went behind his back on something." a slight frown dancing forth once more, "i did cry, i cried in the car on my way home from the doctor's office. i cried myself to sleep on the couch, it's a lot easier to do what i'm use to doing these last few years, to not feel, cause if i let myself feel then the pain gets too much, i'm trying to be there for him and to comfort him, shit he acted like i killed him when i told him I lost a babe, he went to sleep and the only thing i could think about was how much i wished Clay or Jas was around." a sheepish smile crawling forth, "Clay use to sing a fucking song when ever I started thinking about what happened at the foster home and all, if anything happened there he was, and when Clay wasn't there well there was Jas right behind him, no matter what if something upset me there Clay was ready to fold me up in his arms, always telling me i was his baby girl." crania shakes, refusing herself to think about it, "I try not to even think about them anymore, I don't have the cars to work on anymore, nothing to put any anger or pain into cept the punching bag anymore." she states a single tear welling up thou she tried to hide it, it wasn't his place for her to cry on his shoulder, he had his own life to content with and she had her's.

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Replies:

Pulls the car over. -- Kalvin, 11:53:11 05/13/02 Mon
- i can't -- Jezi, 11:59:42 05/13/02 Mon
  - Gets outta the car. -- Kalvin, 12:03:33 05/13/02 Mon
    - Cries -- Jezi, 12:07:43 05/13/02 Mon
      - Lose for words. -- Kalvin, 12:10:44 05/13/02 Mon
        quiet sobs -- Jezi, 12:16:45 05/13/02 Mon
        Smiles a little. -- Kalvin, 12:19:11 05/13/02 Mon
        slight smile -- Jezi, 12:22:00 05/13/02 Mon
        Smiles. -- Kalvin, 12:24:41 05/13/02 Mon
        soft laughter -- Jezi, 12:27:44 05/13/02 Mon
        Smiles. -- Kalvin, 12:31:01 05/13/02 Mon
        stands up -- Jezi, 12:33:44 05/13/02 Mon
        Smiles. -- Kalvin, 12:38:20 05/13/02 Mon
        shakes her head -- Jezi, 12:41:05 05/13/02 Mon
        laughs. -- Kalvin, 12:43:25 05/13/02 Mon
        laughter -- Jezi, 12:49:25 05/13/02 Mon
        laughs. -- Kalvin, 12:52:26 05/13/02 Mon
        giggles -- Jezi, 12:55:20 05/13/02 Mon
        Nods. -- Kalvin, 12:57:44 05/13/02 Mon
        evil glare -- Jezi, 13:00:10 05/13/02 Mon
        Smirks. -- Kalvin, 13:08:17 05/13/02 Mon