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Date Posted: 22:47:24 09/10/01 Mon
Author: John Nguyen
Subject: I feel weak

i feel weak
i feel tired
i feel like shit
i don't want to go anymore

do you know how i feel?
do you know who i am?
i sure as hell don't
there's two of me that i don't understand

people say that i'm the cool happy-go-lucky guy
the one without any worry in the world
the one that has no care in the world
the one that never cries

let me tell you something
that's only one side of me
there's another side
the total opposite

welcome to my world
unreachable dreams are common
sadness rains all day
depression shadows the nights

want to know the real me?
are you sure you do?
wouldn't you just rather ignore it and be friends
with my happy side?

...everything is so dark...
i can't see a thing...
where is everybody..?
did i miss something..?

...i can't think right...
everything is all jumbled up...
what happened to me...?
where did i go wrong...?

...i don't see any support...
i'm all alone...
what have i done..?
where is everybody..?

...i can't find anyone...
i don't see any faces...
why am i alone..?
this can't be right...

but it is... why...?

no one is there for me...
but i'm always there for them...

no one is helpin' me...
but i'm always helpin' people...

i'm always happy...
or am i puttin' up a front...?

i give away so many smiles...
but i don't see any in return...

is this how it goes?
is this the way life is?

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