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Date Posted: 22:08:58 02/14/02 Thu
Author: MallowGal
Author Host/IP: 68.56.241.106
Subject: Blah

Help me! Today has to be the worst day of my life. I hate Valentine's Day. Remind me to never celebrate it again. I got a cold. I got bags under my eyes. I got allergies. I got a violin lesson. I made a crayon heart for a friend and forgot it at home. It got me evicted from my room because for awhile I smelled like crayons and now SHE knows why. Yes capital SHE because in this house she's second to God. I did something else I shouldn't have and I don't know why it happened. I slept for two hours. I lost my voice so just ignore me so I don't have to talk. I'm such a crybaby. Is it normal to cry three days in a row? All of it is on account of something to do with Valentine's Day. I hat this holiday. I quit giving anybody anything. I now declare myself the opposite of generous because I'm sick of hurting myself in order to make other people happier. I never noticed it was hurting until now. I cry, I burn myself, I pull out my hair, I bang my headon the wall and I think of morbid stuff that I really shouldn't. Life sucks. Bye.

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[> Re: Blah -- Mallow Gal, 22:24:33 02/14/02 Thu (68.56.241.106)

If I look like a mess tomorrow shut up because I don't need to hear it. I know it so don't tell me. Yes, worse than normal, in case you didn't get that from my saying I'm going to look like a mess tomorrow because I probably am one everyday. I'm confused. I'm stupid. I'm never going to shut up. I'll just give up eating for awhile. Agh!!!!!!!!!!I'm crazy. I haven't even had any of my chocolate. It'll just have to wait. I hate this. DOn't talk to me at all. Ignore me. Close the circle off from me at the dance. If I'm scaring you people at least I do NOT see little men in the corner of the room staring at me. Don't ask I read it in a book. I wanna be a writer; it'll never happen. I wanna be a singer but that's even more impossible. Either way I'd just be a starving artist. Dumb girl to starving artist. Good transition. Such improvement. I hate school. I hate home. Don't get me wrong I still love my friends. I hate myself. I hate my stupidity. I hate Jack and Jill. I hate the Stinky Cheese Man. I can't wait until I find a guy dumber than me therefore dumb enough to marry me and then I can retire and do NOTHING but think of my stupidity. Stupid stupid stupid girl. Argh Argh Argh. DON'T READ THIS BECAUSE I'M AN ANGRY FOOLISH NAIVE STUPID WEIRD DELUSIONAL LITTLE LITTLE GIRL. What is with me and not puting my disclaimers or warnings at the beginning. I can't wait until I get out of this house. I'll be better by then, right? I hat being a stupid daughter. I hate being a stupid girl. I hate being a stupid student. I hate being Gabrielle (Brie) Broas Alcazaren. Don't take any of me seriously. I'm not important and never will be. I could just go back to fourth grade and be the tagalong who had no ideas and just said "ME TOO!" Valentine's Day sucks. Life sucks. Bye.

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[> [> Re: Blah -- Mallow Gal, 22:48:35 02/14/02 Thu (68.56.241.106)

RAINY DAYS AND MONDAYS BY THE CARPENTERS
Talking to myself and feeling old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin around
Nothin to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothing completely wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me

What I've got has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothin' to do but frown
rainy days and mondays always get me down

Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothin' to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down
Hangin' around
Nothin to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down

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[> [> Re: Blah -- Jenny, 20:07:13 02/19/02 Tue (68.56.114.170)

We love you Brie! It was so nice of you to make everyone that Valentine's day stuff. That was so sweet! I hate Valentine's Day as well. There is no point, I will not get a bf at PV or any where else until I move to another town when I get old, so I guess that we should nullify the holiday and then we can all get some peace! I hope you feel better and are not so sad! You made me sad reading your messages.

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[> Try this one... -- Wicked Innocence, 20:09:33 02/16/02 Sat (68.56.105.222)

P.O.D - Alive

Everyday is a new day
I'm thankful for every breath I take
I won't take it for granted
So I learn from my mistakes
It's beyond my control, sometimes it's best to let go
Whatever happens in this lifetime
So I trust in love
You have given me peace of mind

Chorus:
I feel so alive for the very first time
I can't deny you (I feel so alive)
I feel so alive for the very first time
And I think I can fly

Sunshine upon my face
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world how I feel inside
Even though it might cost me everything
Now that I know this, so beyond, I can't hold this
I can never turn my back away
Now that I've seen you
I can never look away

Chorus

Now that I know you (I could never turn my back away)
Now that I see you (I could never look away)
Now that I know you (I could never turn my back away)
Now that I see you (I believe no matter what they say)

Chorus x2

Oh and fyi its a christian band so maybe ya can relate?

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