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Date Posted: 20:10:00 01/22/02 Tue
Author: Amaia Neci
Subject: Childhood-

A small girl wanders through the streets alone, her schoolbag hangs form her shoulders, she grasps a stuffed toy in her tiny palms wandering around aimlessly while her little face begins to numb. Things were pretty much the same. I remember her, she was me fifteen years ago, I hated myself then and now I still do. She was always cold, hungry and lonely and now i'm still the same. I wasn't lost just never found. Running all my life I know nothing else. At home, I ran away from shouts and fists and now I'm running from the only chance of happiness I have. I should know better, no man can ever solve my problems no matter how much he thinks he can. Fuck him, there is no love. Unless love is some guy pounding your face in, then i've felt "love". A long time ago I promised myslef i'd never do two things. 1. Trust anyone and 2. Love some one. These things always lead to more hurting. Depressing? No, just smart. I managed to get this far, all I have is myself so who the hell cares what happens.... Loud voices echo in the distance waking Amaia. She glances up her chain of thought broken. It's still dark out maybe 4 or 5 in the morning. She shuffles around trying to get confortable again. Not so, her stomach rumbles continuously causing her ribs to throb. Nine had done a quite number on her. There wasn't many more beatings she could take. Amaia gathers her belongings and walks down the alley next to Cale's building. She settles next to a dumpster, her thoughts returning and with them sleep.

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Replies:

-Cale- -- Amaia Neci, 19:50:03 01/23/02 Wed
- ||Stop|| -- Cale, 21:27:29 01/23/02 Wed
  - -Yes?- -- Amaia Neci, 14:32:34 01/24/02 Thu
    - ||Not Why I Stopped You||
      -- Cale, 15:57:38 01/24/02 Thu
      -Understand- -- Amaia Neci, 17:03:43 01/24/02 Thu
      ||What?|| -- Cale, 17:41:22 01/24/02 Thu
      -Wrong- -- Amaia Neci, 19:26:50 01/24/02 Thu
      ||Fine|| -- Cale, 19:31:11 01/24/02 Thu
      -Think- -- Amaia Neci, 19:47:18 01/24/02 Thu
      -Oddness- -- Amaia Neci, 21:19:28 01/24/02 Thu
      ||My Turn|| -- Cale, 22:01:46 01/24/02 Thu
      -What's wrong- -- Amaia Neci, 11:20:54 01/25/02 Fri
      ||Surprised|| -- Cale, 15:57:59 01/25/02 Fri
      -Smiling- -- Amaia Neci, 16:17:30 01/25/02 Fri
      ||Maybe|| -- Cale, 16:46:16 01/25/02 Fri
      -Drift- -- Amaia Neci, 16:56:31 01/25/02 Fri
||Playing Stupid|| -- Cale, 20:06:07 01/25/02 Fri
- -Vowels- -- Amaia Neci, 20:38:46 01/25/02 Fri
  - ||But I Like Consonants|| -- Cale, 21:35:52 01/25/02 Fri
    - -Letters -- Amaia Neci, 21:42:13 01/25/02 Fri
      ||Why?|| -- Cale, 21:44:39 01/25/02 Fri
      -Then- -- Amaia Neci, 21:47:50 01/25/02 Fri
      ||I Dunno|| -- Cale, 22:25:24 01/25/02 Fri
      -Nevermind- -- Amaia Neci, 22:29:47 01/25/02 Fri
      -nevermindLOS- -- Amaia Neci, 22:40:57 01/25/02 Fri
      ||Say What?|| -- Cale, 23:24:11 01/25/02 Fri
      -Very Sure- -- Amaia Neci, 00:10:41 01/26/02 Sat