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Date Posted: 18:24:02 01/04/02 Fri
Author: Starshadow
Subject: *hesitates*
In reply to: ~*~Surreal~*~ 's message, "~*watch*~" on 16:33:27 01/04/02 Fri

It has been a while since I have spoken with another. I suppose I'm just afraid. *shakes her head* I shouldn't be. *bares her teeth, eyes wild* If you decide to turn on me like the others, you shall end up where they be. After the betrayal, I was so blinded by rage that I went on a rampage. I killed everyone and anyone that came in my way, including the traitor. But the traitor took longer to die. I made sure of that. *sighs and hangs her head, suddenly weary* I apologize. I shouldn't have overreacted like that. I killed many that day. Too many. My own family...I don't know if they died in the battle with the other herd or if I killed them myself. Either way, they perished. And it's all his fault! *stamps angrily* He pretended to be my friend. I told him everything. All about myself, my herd...then he sold the information to our rival herd. They attacked us and he gored me. He was laughing while he did. *she shudders* I challenged him to a fight, but he ran. That's when I lost it. *The dark mare sighs, shifting deeper into the shadows* A lot more than my trust shattered that day. My mind is no longer stable at all times. I have nightmares now. And sometimes the memories attack me even in the day. If you no longer wish to speak with me, I understand. Thank you for staying with me this long. *she awaits the mahogany masculine's decision, a deadpan expression setting her iridescent black features in stone*

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Replies:

~*sympathy*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 17:35:54 01/05/02 Sat
- *The ravaged mare shifts again, jet eyes glinting* -- Starshadow, 18:45:04 01/05/02 Sat
  - ~*blinks*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 19:36:25 01/17/02 Thu
    - So you haven't left. -- Starshadow, 19:56:12 01/18/02 Fri
      - ~*dark orbs smile*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 16:03:18 01/19/02 Sat
        That's all right. -- Starshadow, 20:21:26 01/20/02 Sun
        ~*dial nods*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 20:09:03 01/21/02 Mon
        *sighs* -- Starshadow, 17:52:20 01/29/02 Tue
        ~*Agreed*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 18:55:42 02/01/02 Fri
        *ears prick* -- Starshadow, 18:56:02 02/02/02 Sat
        ~*shinning orbs*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 14:01:09 02/03/02 Sun
        *takes off* -- Starshadow, 20:31:59 02/04/02 Mon
        ~*matches stride*~ -- ~*`Surreal~*~, 09:48:29 02/17/02 Sun
        *Nods with a snort* -- Starshadow, 19:30:35 02/22/02 Fri
        ~*softly smiles*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 17:48:57 02/24/02 Sun
        *tilts dial* -- Starshadow, 19:34:56 02/24/02 Sun
        ~*snorts*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 16:21:27 02/25/02 Mon
        *Eyes widen* -- Starshadow, 19:28:04 02/25/02 Mon
        ~*playful grin*~ -- ~*~Surreal~*~, 21:29:17 02/28/02 Thu