Time And Time Before -- Courtyard of The Suns

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Date Posted: 10:46:52 07/16/00 Sun
Author: Daffodil Angel
Author Host/IP: spider-tr022.proxy.aol.com / 152.163.201.182
Subject: Time And Time Before

Relax my friend, relax
I never thought it would come down to this
It was not easy
Pushing myself back onto the right track
I wished that I could walk on the rings of Saturn
Travel to where no one has boldly ever went before
I thought that I could communicate with Mother Nature
And grow some blossoms in my soul
I wanted to climb the largest mountains
Ejaculate my empty words upon the crowded land
I hoped to escape upon this cognizant highway
Surrender from this place as fast as I can

I never found myself
Every time and time before

I remember when I was 6 years old
Lived on merry old Sierra Drive
I was small, I was shy, I was lonely
I was baffled at why I was alive
I dreamed �Can�t I sail with the lightning?�
Please God, I need you now
Won�t you come and save me
Won�t you come and hold my hand

None of my hopes ever came true
Time and time before
I kept tossing and turning in my sleep
Time and time before

Well I thought that if I was standing my ground
That someone would come to help me
I thought, �Why am I here if I�m so translucent?�
Why can�t anyone see me, why can�t anyone understand me?
I look back and see my reflection ricocheting
From this burning mirror of ludicrousy
See my bones melt beneath my skin,
see the pieces shatter at my feet
And I felt that I was jading away
I wanted to hop aboard my Red Tyke trike
And race against this storm
Before the storm devours me in a single strike

I felt so dirty
Time and time before
I was never the diamond in the rough
Time and time before
No one but my family respected me
Time and time before
That was never the final straw
Time and time before

And I am still awaiting for the sign

Copyright 2000
Noah Eaton
7/16/00

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