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Date Posted: 21:22:52 10/03/03 Fri
Author: Girl
Subject: Have I Love You? (a freewrite)

I can't stop thinking about you
I have no idea where this came from
But I miss you like crazy
Is it just because you found someone else?
I sincerely hope not
In fact, I'm pretty sure not
I started to wonder about my feelings,
If they were still there for you,
Before I found out you were (almost) dating her
Have you ever realized what you had
After you've seen what else there is
And just wished you could claim it back?
I want you back
I know I dont have two legs to stand on
I broke up with you
TWICE
How can ask for you back?
I mean, we owe each other apologies
But it will never work unless we both apologize
If you dont want to work things out
I'm left with these feelings
Frustrations
All the reasons that I told you I had to leave
(the smothering, not being able to do anything w/o me, etc)
I now know were reasons I should've held on to you
You were the best anyone could ask for
The things I wanted changed . . .
(you standing up to me, doing things on your own)
We weren't there yet
But it was going in the right direction
And I killed it
I miss your laugh
I miss your jokes
I miss you being wrapped up in me
Because now I dont care what other people think
I was so shallow when we dated before
Now I can admit it because
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
I was aprehensive about you being younger than me
I dont care anymore
I was so nervous about what people would think of me
I'm ashamed to say that now
But it was true
Now I realize what I had
I could kick myself for being so shallow
I really did care about you
And still do
I miss you so much
Please tell me I haven't lost you
I want to kiss you one more time
I want to hug you
I want to feel your arms around me
Please . . . don't turn me away

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