Will's THriLL's: What is wrong with me -- The Grapevine (he he) get it? I heard it through the grapevine! like the song

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Subject: Will's THriLL's: What is wrong with me

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Willie Irwin

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Date Posted: 03:01:18 01/19/03 Sun

You have to be in a special mood to type anything on this board anymore...It's not a mood i'm in...because moods come and go, it's a feeling, because feelings have the power to stay forever...why write something on a board that's been dead for nearly a year now? is it a weird mood i'm in? no....it's this feeling, a feeling that has been with me since high school, since the day i drove with adam away from my house waving good-bye to my friends who stood on my own lawn to say goodbye...it's a feeling that sometimes makes me feel like something is wrong with my life...makes me think "why can't i make new friends, friends that can make me laugh, or i can be myself around?"... "why do you stay up till 5 in the morning working on a video to give to all your friends from HIGH SCHOOL"..."why are you so pathetic as to sit here and write to these friends, and sound like a loser who can't make new ones?"... it's because feelings have the power to last forever...i often sit around and think of a reunion between us friends, and how nice that would be. i wish i had a lot of money so i could pay for everyone who needed travel so that we could all meet on a beach somewhere and hang out for a week...i picture us all there, sitting on a beach, hanging out all day, surfing, laying out, listening to music, having dinner all sitting around a big table, not going to bed but staying up all night around a fire on the beach, and anything that is wrong with our friendships today would be erased...but then i worry maybe once all together it would be clear how much we have all grown apart and i would have to realize things will never be like that again...so i stick to just dreaming so that i can just imagine us all getting along and having a good time together once again....because sometimes dreaming is better than reality.
So friends, i correct myself for saying earlier, why do i stay up working on a video for my HIGH SCOOL friends... because your not just my high school friends but life long friends....friends that left me with a feeling that will never leave, and a dream of us all on a beach someday that makes me smile...a dream.
Thats it for me !! Willie

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