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Date Posted: 13:24:59 07/06/02 Sat
Author: Leah
Subject: So tired, tired of this drama ...No more, no more

She'd let herself in with her emergancy key, having sped back from the beach house as soon as she'd heard. she glances around and moves to the bedroom door, knocking gently "Ellie...its me..."

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[> she didn't move, she just called out from her curled up position on the bed "What do you want?" -- Ellie, 13:34:38 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She sighs softly, leaning her forehead against the door "Will you let me in sweety?" -- Leah, 13:50:23 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she burrowed under the blankets "If you can get in" she was not moving. Tommy had finally gone back to work, which had been expected..but that didn't mean she had to like it -- Ellie, 13:52:57 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She tried the hadle and found it to be unlocked, though as she pushed against it it clearly had something blocking it, she struggles and pushes it as far as she can and then slide her slight frame through the gap, glancing over to her little sister -- Leah, 13:57:48 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she was a bundle of blankets in the dark room, not even the tv was turned on, there was no light to be found.,The bottle of valium lay open beside her, pills scattered over her night stand, a glass of water beside them, it was the only way to keep her calm -- Ellie, 14:01:52 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She moved to her once her eyes had grown accustomed to the darknened room and sat on the edge of the bed, glancing over the pills and such " are they helping?" -- Leah, 14:10:47 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> "I haven't flung myself out the window yet, so I'll say yes" -- Ellie, 14:21:08 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She sighs a little...it seemed an age ago she'd been the image of her sister "Hows Tommy?" -- Leah, 14:39:05 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she frowns "He's at work" she knew he had to go back....but she almost felt abandoned by it -- Ellie, 14:40:42 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She nods a little "You want company while he's gone?" she lifts a brow gently, tipping her head "I dont have any plans" -- Leah, 14:47:52 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she scowls, bitter inside "Can you stand to be away from Luke that long?" -- Ellie, 14:49:47 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She frowns softly but didn't take it to heart, she had been the same. she moves to sit by her, smiling softly "I think I'll cope, if I start getting withdrawl you can always call him "She offers a gentle smile, trying to ease the tension between the two -- Leah, 14:55:46 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> "I'm not calling anyone" she snapped back, still staying beneath the covers -- Ellie, 14:57:24 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She leans against the head board quietly, Ellie would speak when she wanted to, no one could forse her to do anything until then -- ;leah, 15:02:20 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> damn right she didn't have to speak, and she didn't plan on it either, the only person she was going to speak to was Tommy if she could help it -- Ellie, 15:04:34 07/06/02 Sat

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[> Just because ewllie didn't plan on speaking didn't mean she'd leave her be. she could sit there day in day out if needs be -- Leah, 15:11:00 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> and that annoyed her "Don't you have other things to do?" -- Ellie, 15:13:20 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She arches her brows a little "No school... no doctors appointments... no baby shopping... nope, I'm pretty much stuck without anything to do" -- Leah, 15:51:09 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she sniffles as her eyes begin to water...she didn't have to worry about baby shopping anymore either.... -- Ellie, 16:13:24 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She rests her hand on the blanketed shoulders of her sister, she knew what she was going through, she knew what it was like to lose a baby, and if anyone thought her pain was less than Ellies because he baby was unborn they were mistaken -- Leah, 16:15:22 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she couldn't know what Ellie was going through, things were too different between the situation. Leah didn't have a smiling laughing baby one minute and none the next -- Ellie, 16:17:30 07/06/02 Sat

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[> But she understood the loss, the blame, the sense of abandonment. She sighs softly , rubbing her shoulder gently. She didn't presume to be able to make it all better, but she'd be there for her sister -- Leah, 16:21:08 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she didn't want to be touched, she edged away lightly, there were some things that a touch only irritated, this was one of them -- Ellie, 16:23:08 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She sighs and draws her hand away, glancing down at her lap "I'll leave if you want, I just wanted you to know I was here for you" -- Leah, 16:27:21 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she nods, her voice breaking with her tears "But you're not Tommy" -- Ellie, 16:29:08 07/06/02 Sat

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[> "Sorry" She didn't knwo what else she could say, she could only offer her own love and support, no one elses -- Leah, 16:35:47 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she didn't want anyone but Tommy right now, Tommy was who she would of turned to for support even if they were not married, he always had been. She felt better in his presence -- Ellie, 16:37:42 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She sighs and moves from the bed "If you do feel like seeing me just call" She always answered her sisters beck and call, no matter what. -- Leah, 16:40:16 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> the blankets nodded, the sobs coming from beneath them were muffled, choking her words "Ok" -- Ellie, 16:41:52 07/06/02 Sat

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[> She sighs, pausing at the door a moment before slipping back out, there was nothing she could do if Ellie didnt want her there -- Leah, 16:47:37 07/06/02 Sat

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[> [> she heard her go but made no move to make use of her manners, Leah could show herself out -- Ellie, 12:14:46 07/07/02 Sun

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