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Date Posted: 21:52:23 06/28/04 Mon
Author: Arista
Subject: Its gonna burn for me to say this....

It was with a heavy heart she approached his door, dark gaze flickering up over it as she knocks lightly, swallowing lightly. Faded and torn jean cut offs hugged her hips, a bright pink halter over her white bikini- brazilian skin tones one or two shades darker than normal. SHe had been spending an awful lot of time out on the water- not unusual when she was struggling with life or her emotions... right now it was both... she was lost.

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He made his way out of his bedroom, to beat the heat, he was wearing only his boarding shorts and had been preparing to find her, to seek her out - it was far too warm to be in the third floor in the heat. He pulled the door opened, and raised a brow. "Was just on my way to find you.." (NT) -- Kev, 22:01:57 06/28/04 Mon
She flahes him a smile- though it was a little hollow... "Beat you to it..." (NT) -- Ari, 22:03:03 06/28/04 Mon
Again he raised a brow and moved out of the way to allow her on into the apartment. "C'mon in then, babe." (NT) -- Charlie, 22:14:49 06/28/04 Mon
She glanced around easily, the place she'd sworn she'd never go back to... and she remembered why now. (NT) -- Ari, 22:42:50 06/28/04 Mon
His brow furrowed as he watched her, cocking a brow at her lightly as he shut the door behind her. "What's up?" (NT) -- Kev, 02:08:16 06/29/04 Tue
She smiles softly, shaking her head, reminding herself, there were parts of her still here too. "Its just strange being back" (NT) -- Arista, 02:17:17 06/29/04 Tue
He again pursed his lips and let out a breath - he'd forgotten that it'd been that long since she'd been here. He reached for her easily. "I know." (NT) -- Kev, 02:26:02 06/29/04 Tue
Her hands rest on his sides, swallowing gently, her face tipped down... things had just never been right... he'd never really fixed things- she doubted her ever could (NT) -- Arista, 02:31:45 06/29/04 Tue
He frowned when he saw her fallen face - and he knew something was wrong - he had tried his best, hadn't even thought of Kenzi since he'd come back to her - but something was obviously wrong. "Arista?" (NT) -- Kev, 02:47:01 06/29/04 Tue
She looks back up to him, biting her lip softly, gaze flickering over him gently, voice soft "I've been trying to back things go back... but they can't...can they?" (NT) -- Ari, 03:02:00 06/29/04 Tue
He frowned, his hands dropped to her waist easily - he knew what was coming, he should have seen it from a mile away. "I want them to.." (NT) -- Kev, 03:03:38 06/29/04 Tue
She nodded slightly, watching him easily as tears glazed her dark eyes, voice soft "Me too... but they can't... we cant... we have to keep moving forward... but ...together...we can't do that either... we're stuck " (NT) -- Ari, 03:18:11 06/29/04 Tue
He sighed heavily, reaching up to brush a hand over her hair - how he'd fucked things up... "I'm sorry, Ari." (NT) -- Kev, 03:24:30 06/29/04 Tue
She offers a soft smile, nodding slightly "I know Kev... but... things work out the way they are meant to... you still love her Kev... you loved her your whole life... how can I compete with that?" She bites her lip softly, shaking her head "I'm not blaming you Kev... I doubt even you knew you met the love of your life at age four..." (NT) -- Ari, 03:37:16 06/29/04 Tue
He frowned, reaching down to cup her jaw - there wasn't any sense in fighting something that she obviously felt wholeheartedly. "You need to know that I loved you too, though, Arista." (NT) -- Kev, 03:55:56 06/29/04 Tue
The tears fell at that though a smile slipped over her lips, laughing softly "I loved you too ... two years... feels like forever doesn't it?" (NT) -- Ari, 03:57:18 06/29/04 Tue
he nodded quietly, and felt like crying himself as he used his thumb to smudge away her tear, before pulling her into his arms, pressing his face against her hair. "You've been so good for me." (NT) -- Kev, 04:05:52 06/29/04 Tue
She nods softly, biting at her lip as her arms snaked around his neck, closing her eyes "I booked a ticket to Australia.... I guess I'm more like my mother than I ever thought" (NT) -- Ari, 04:07:51 06/29/04 Tue
He sighed, and his hand cupped the back of her head lightly, and he shook his head. "You're an incredible person, Ari.. you have to do what's good for you." (NT) -- Kev, 04:11:38 06/29/04 Tue
She lifts her face to see him, dark gaze flickering over him, the brazilians stunning features barely compromised by her tears "You too Kev... I want you to be happy...." (NT) -- Ari, 04:28:44 06/29/04 Tue
He moved toward the couch, sitting and drawing her into his lap so he could press his face against her hair again, worrying his lower lip idly, his dark eyes closed. (NT) -- Kev, 15:01:00 06/29/04 Tue
She settles in his lap easily, closing her eyes, her hand lifting to his cheek tenderly, her lips brushing his with a soft sigh (NT) -- Ari, 15:04:28 06/29/04 Tue
He swallowed heavily, and let out a long sigh, his fingers finding hers easily. "Are you really sure about this, Ari?" (NT) -- Kevin, 15:22:05 06/29/04 Tue
She sighs softly, shaking her head "No... but I am sure this wont end happily if we carry on... and I'd rather leave now... " (NT) -- Ari, 15:23:43 06/29/04 Tue
He sighed heavily, pressing his lips together. "I had hoped, Ari, that I could make you happy... I had really hoped that I wouldn't destroy you..." (NT) -- Kev, 15:27:37 06/29/04 Tue
She smiles a little at thatm her thumb tracing his features "You haven't distroyed me... and i have some of the happiest memories of my life with you... " (NT) -- Ari, 15:41:24 06/29/04 Tue
He pressed his lips together - he didn't want this to end at all, and not like this. He sighed heavily. (NT) -- Kev, 15:45:16 06/29/04 Tue
She watched him easily, tipping her head softly "You're not the bad guy Kev, we just met at the wrong points in our lives..." She still had the bug to explore and he was still caught up in his ex... (NT) -- Ari, 15:49:35 06/29/04 Tue
He continued to watch her, with a frown, and leaned back on the couch, but didn't let off his grip round her waist. (NT) -- Kev, 16:26:34 06/29/04 Tue
She sighs softly, dark gaze flickering over his "You know this is for the best Kev...you know what i'm saying is true..." (NT) -- Ari, 16:28:24 06/29/04 Tue
He still didn't have much to say - he didn't know what he was supposed to say - he almost felt like someone shoudl just do away with him and put him out of his misery. (NT) -- Kev, 00:58:13 07/05/04 Mon
She sighed gently, her brow furrowed as she watched him, dropping her gaze eventually to the ring on her finger, slipping it off after a long moment and offering it back to him "I guess... this is yours... " (NT) -- Ari, 01:09:28 07/05/04 Mon
He shook his head firmly, and pushed her hand away. "Just keep it, Ari.. let it remind you of happier times." He closed her hand over the ring and brought her fist to his lips, kissing her knuckles lightly - he felt resigned. (NT) -- Kev, 01:14:20 07/05/04 Mon
She swallows gently, her arms wrapping tightly around his neck, hugging him tightly as she closed her eyes against the tears that she had promised herself earlier she wouldn't shed, they had been so...so happy for a while... she wouldn't ever forget that (NT) -- Ari, 01:24:52 07/05/04 Mon
"And once in a while, I want you to think of me." He sighed a little as he buried his face in her neck - it felt like sending her off to Hawaii again except he knew this time she wouldn't be coming back. (NT) -- Kev, 01:44:16 07/05/04 Mon
Her brow furrowed softly at that, the tears slipping from her tight-closed eyes, sighing softly as she hugged him still "Oh kev... don't ever imagine I could ever forget you" (NT) -- Arista, 01:46:30 07/05/04 Mon
He didn't want to, but he was getting misty eyed himself - he'd never been left before.. he'd always done the leaving, and so he had never known what it was to want something so badly, and not be able to have it. He frowned and sighed against her neck. (NT) -- Kev, 02:00:29 07/05/04 Mon
She swallows lightly, drawing back and wiping at her tears, watching him a moment before her lips met his tenderly, but unlike any other kidd they'd shared...it was obvious this was goodbye "I should go now..." (NT) -- Ari, 02:04:14 07/05/04 Mon
He again sighed, and cupped her cheek lightly for one last second. "I love you Arista.. I really do." (NT) -- Kev, 02:17:24 07/05/04 Mon
She smiles sadly and nods, reaching to brush his hair back from his face tenderly "I love you too... " But it wasn't enough... she eases herself from his hold and slips the ring back on her finger, heading for the door, glancing back to him when she reached it "Bye Kev..." (NT) -- Ari, 02:23:52 07/05/04 Mon
He just sat on the couch dumbfounded as he watched her go - he couldn't believe that they were actually ending, that she was actually leaving and all of this was for real. (NT) -- Kev, 02:27:49 07/05/04 Mon