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• -surprise was written in his features as he opens the door, both brows raised-Baby.....what are you doin here? (NT) -- Logan, 08:06:51 02/04/02 Mon

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• *Touching a hand to her forehead, she brushes past him and heads to his room.* I need to talk to you... (NT) -- Jordan, 08:09:34 02/04/02 Mon
  • -frowning he follows her, arms crossed-What is it? (NT) -- Logan, 08:12:49 02/04/02 Mon

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• *She shuts the door behind them, leaning back against it, thumbs tucked into the waist of her sweatpants.* I'm late, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 08:16:06 02/04/02 Mon
  • -he stares at her blankly -Well then why are you here instead of where you're supposed to be? (NT) -- Logan, 21:21:00 02/04/02 Mon

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• *Staring at him irritably, she growls - she wasn't being clear enough, but as far as she was concerned, he should know what she's talking about.* No, Logan. I'm late... With... My monthly thing. Like, late. (NT) -- Jordan, 03:28:01 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he only stares at her, really trying very hard not to comprehend what she was saying-Oh... (NT) -- Logan, 04:54:47 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She fidgets anxiously with the waist of her sweats, eyeing him sideways.* I haven't taken a test or nothing yet... I'm shittin' myself here, West. (NT) -- Jordan, 04:56:58 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he frowns, shifting-Well.....what should we do?-he was absolutly clueless- (NT) -- Logan, 04:58:05 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her eyes narrow, throwing her hands up - tone sarcastic but obviously nervous.* Oh well, we'll go to the doctor to find out if I'm pregnant, and then we'll tell my parents, and then we'll all pick out names, and paint the nursery together, and buy toys and clothes! (NT) -- Jordan, 05:01:28 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he nods- hands wringing-Good idea (NT) -- Logan, 05:04:18 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Brows raising, she hesitates before responding - incredulous.* Are you kidding? (NT) -- Jordan, 05:05:46 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head,dropping to the sofa-I get busted either way and so do you (NT) -- Logan, 05:09:03 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She rakes a hand through her hair, sliding to the floor and leaning against the door.* God... Logan, I can't keep it. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:11:36 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he raises a brow, horrified at the idea-You can't kill it (NT) -- Logan, 05:13:30 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her lips purse, brows furrowed, struggling for her words.* Logan! If I am pregnant, there is no way I can keep it. Not a chance. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:15:57 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he was adamant here, she was not killing their baby, she couldn't-Nor can you kill it not a chance (NT) -- Logan, 05:17:22 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Nearly in tears, she shakes her head stubbornly.* My dad will kill us both... You first, and more painfully. My mother will disown. I'm seventeen. I cannot have a child. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:18:51 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he was shaking his head-Give it up then but that's our baby Jordan ours (NT) -- Logan, 05:25:47 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She continues to shakes her head, both furious and hurt.* It's not even a baby yet, Logan! (NT) -- Jordan, 05:27:01 02/05/02 Tue
  • he was frustrated as well his voice raises-Then why are you so worked up! (NT) -- Logan, 05:29:50 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her voice catches, taking a deep breath before continuing - careful to keep her voice low.* Because I need to be rid of it before it is a baby. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:35:49 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he stands- hands raking through his hair-You can't (NT) -- Logan, 05:38:14 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She looks up at him, words pleading.* I have to, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:40:03 02/05/02 Tue
  • -his eyes turn sad instantly and he turns away, silent- (NT) -- Logan, 05:43:56 02/05/02 Tue

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• *A shakey hand reaches up to him, eyes shining sadly.* Logan, I'm 5 months from graduation... 3 months from being 'of age'... This would ruin everything. My life, your life, our life. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:46:58 02/05/02 Tue
  • -his back was to her, he was sullen-It's our child Jordan (NT) -- Logan, 05:48:51 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her hand moves to tug a strand of her hair.* It's not a child yet, Logan. Maybe someday... But not now. I couldn't do it. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:51:35 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he was distant-it only take like 9 days for a heartbeat to form (NT) -- Logan, 05:56:07 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Wiping at her eyes, she shakes her head again - she hated fighting with him at the best of times, this was murder.* Please don't make me do this Logan... (NT) -- Jordan, 05:57:28 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he sighs, slumping-Do what you have to do Jordan.....but do it alone (NT) -- Logan, 06:00:00 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She swallows hard, that was the last thing she wanted.* I can't! I need you... (NT) -- Jordan, 06:02:38 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he doesn't turn around, only lifts his head-I want no part in the fate of our baby (NT) -- Logan, 06:06:14 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She pulls her legs up to her chest, fearing that she may lose her dinner.* You're going to make me do this alone? (NT) -- Jordan, 06:07:33 02/05/02 Tue
  • -she had no idea how set against abortion he was, to him it was no worse than killing an adult, he turns an obviously stricken pained expression on his face-I can't know what happens to it....I can't deal with the knowledge (NT) -- Logan, 06:14:25 02/05/02 Tue

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• *A hand moves to touch her forehead as she trembles lightly.* I can't do this. Logan, my parents will disown me. They'll hate me. My dad will literally kill you - he breaks things when he's angry. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:18:42 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he nods-Do what you must, but Ican't be there when you do it Jordan (NT) -- Logan, 06:28:23 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her brows raise in surprise, hugging her legs closer.* I can't believe... That I trusted you when you told me you loved me. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:31:33 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he whirls, that set him off-God damnit I love you, and if you loved me at all you wouldn't force me to be part of something that goes against my morals. I said go ahead with it Jordan I'm letting you out but don't make me have to sit there and watch it, and if you honestly don't believe that I love you....I don't know what to tell you (NT) -- Logan, 06:34:50 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Uncharacteristically calm, she watches him.* But you're asking me to throw away my life, Logan. You're asking me to throw away my life for an unborn, undeveloped child. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:40:23 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head-I'm telling you to do what you want Jordan.......just don't force me to be involved with it....please (NT) -- Logan, 06:42:50 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She shifts to get ready to stand, sniffling softly.* Don't worry, I won't force you to be involved with anything to do with me at all, from now on, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:44:54 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he lifts her off the ground, she wasn't going anywhere-Don't think you're leaving like this (NT) -- Logan, 06:50:05 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Pressing a hand to his chest, she shakes her head firmly.* Put me down, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:51:27 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head, grip almost bruising-You are not walking out on me Jordan King (NT) -- Logan, 06:53:05 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Her hand pushes more solidly against him - angry, and hurt by him.* Logan, stop it. I don't want to be anywhere near you right now. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:54:32 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head again-Tough sweetheart I cannot let you walk out of here believeing I don't love you (NT) -- Logan, 07:00:21 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She meets his gaze, teary-eyed.* What else am I supposed to think? (NT) -- Jordan, 07:03:36 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he meets her head on with a gaze of his own, surprisingly,glazed by his own tears-Why do you think I don't love you? (NT) -- Logan, 07:05:35 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Reaching out, she gently touches a hand to his face.* I can't do this alone. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:06:52 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he sighs-But I can't do what you're asking me too....to hold you hand and be by your side in that room.....I just can't do that angel....I can be there for you after, but not during (NT) -- Logan, 07:10:17 02/05/02 Tue

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• *An unnoticed tear finally escapes, entire form still shaking slightly.* I don't know what else to do. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:12:57 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he kisses away her tear, pulling her close, burying his face in her hair-I don't either princess......And I'm so sorry I did this to you (NT) -- Logan, 07:17:37 02/05/02 Tue

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• *All anger forgotten, her arms wrap tightly around him, burrying her face in his neck and releasing the tears that she had been trying so hard to hold in.* I'm so sorry... (NT) -- Jordan, 07:19:24 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head, sniffling-Don't be sorry baby......please don't (NT) -- Logan, 07:30:07 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She nuzzles his neck, arms crossed around behind his head, hands fisted in his hair.* God, Logan... Why this? (NT) -- Jordan, 07:32:32 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he smooths her hair, shrugging lightly-I guess we were meant to be found out (NT) -- Logan, 07:36:11 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Voice shakey, she hugs him tighter.* Logan, I can't tell my parents about this. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:37:31 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he swallows hard, he knew this was a long shot-Run away with me Jordan (NT) -- Logan, 07:41:02 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She shakes her head slowly, still not lifting her face from his neck.* I would love to... More than anything else... But I can't. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:42:08 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he shakes his head-Not now.....after graduation.....within three months you won't be showing (NT) -- Logan, 07:44:43 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Tears flowing freely - dampening his neck - she shakes her head slowly.* I... Don't want a kid, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:46:27 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he nods-I know baby, but there are couples out there that would give everything they owned for one (NT) -- Logan, 07:48:24 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She drops her face into his chest, a gentle sob wracking her slight figure.* I can't do this... (NT) -- Jordan, 07:50:44 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he frowns-Do......what? (NT) -- Logan, 07:53:16 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She falls silent for a moment, releasing her hold on him and stepping back a small step, hands moving to wipe at the tears coursing down her face - leaving dark trails of smudged make-up.* Any of this. I just can't do this. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:56:01 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he grabs her arm-Jordan you aren't alone here (NT) -- Logan, 08:00:12 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Slipping away from him, she shakes her head slowly.* I don't know, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 08:02:31 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he frowns heavily-You don't know what Jordan?That I love you? that I'm here for you? That I've already told you it's your decision? What? (NT) -- Logan, 08:05:12 02/05/02 Tue

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• *Only now does she raise her voice, hands moving to fist in her own hair.* I don't know anything! I don't know what I'm doing! Or what I can do. I'm losing it. (NT) -- Jordan, 08:07:07 02/05/02 Tue
  • -=he reaches for her, dying to soothe her-Jordan no matter what I want you to know that I love you above all others (NT) -- Logan, 08:08:59 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She tips her head back, sucking in a rough breath - not refusing his touch, but not moving to him.* This is killing me, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 08:11:43 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he draws her close,cradling her-How can I make it better? -there was desperation in his voice, it was killing him seeing her this way- (NT) -- Logan, 08:19:03 02/05/02 Tue

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• *She drops her forehead against his chest, shaking her head, arms at her sides.* I don't know. (NT) -- Jordan, 08:20:30 02/05/02 Tue
  • -he kisses the top of her head-Do you love me baby? (NT) -- Logan, 21:07:40 02/05/02 Tue

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• *The shaking of her head quickly turns into a nod, her arms slipping around his waist.* More than anything. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:28:34 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he smiles softly, smoothing her hair-then we'll make it (NT) -- Logan, 05:35:47 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She sighs heavily, slowly raising her red, puffy 'raccoon' eyes to him.* How can you be so sure? This is the worst thing that could possibly be happening... (NT) -- Jordan, 05:43:55 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he shakes his head-Losing you would be worse (NT) -- Logan, 05:48:29 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Reaching a hand up, she lightly touches his face.* Won't happen. Not ever. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:50:46 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he furrows his brow-Are you sure? (NT) -- Logan, 05:54:03 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She sighs softly.* I won't ever leave you. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:54:55 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he frowns-Not deliberatly no, but your parents or school, there are so many things that could take you from me (NT) -- Logan, 05:56:35 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Frowning darkly, she shakes her head.* Over my dead body. And only for another 3 months. (NT) -- Jordan, 05:58:45 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he was obviously having doubts still, her parents were anotherer matter entirely from school- (NT) -- Logan, 06:01:04 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Wishing that he would just believe her, her voice takes on a pleading tone.* Logan, I love you more than anything else... And nothing else matters. For the rest of my life, no matter what happens, I will always love you and only you. That's gotta count for something. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:05:46 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he smiles lightly-Even if I'm disfigured and impotent? (NT) -- Logan, 06:12:30 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She nods firmly, completely serious.* No matter what. I promise. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:14:37 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he tilts his head,eyes serious-Even if I want you to keep the baby? (NT) -- Logan, 06:16:41 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Her hands fist into his shirt, begging.* I won't love you any less... But I need you to try and understand what having a kid would do to me. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:18:27 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he only stares at her silently, his mind trying to comprehend what she was trying to get him to, he only saw a baby....their baby- (NT) -- Lgoan, 06:21:09 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She tugs on his shirt, eyes wide.* I'm supposed to be going to college, on a track scholarship... I definately can't go if I have a kid. That's everything I've ever dreamed of, going down the drain, because of one horrible mistake... *Her lip curls as she says the word 'kid' - her distaste obvious.* (NT) -- Jordan, 06:25:06 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he frowns, shoving away from her gently, her distaste more than evident and plainly hurtful-Fine (NT) -- Logan, 06:28:28 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Her breath catches - stepping back as he pushes away - and moving to the door, fresh tears welling in her eyes.* I don't believe this. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:33:28 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he shakes his head-Everytime I tell you what you want me to tell you you say you don't believe it. What do you want from me Jordan? (NT) -- Logan, 06:35:23 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Chewing her lip, her eyes narrow.* Forget it, Logan. I'm sorry I even came here. (NT) -- Jordan, 06:37:32 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he had her in a grip again, jaw set-Quit trying to run from me damnit and talk to me!` (NT) -- Logan, 06:41:12 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She shakes her head, pulling away from him.* I'm trying! We're going around in circles! I don't know what to say! (NT) -- Jordan, 06:42:28 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he shakes his head, his grip remaining true-Yes you do. Everytime I tell you to go ahead you try to storm out telling me to forget it. What the hell is wrong! (NT) -- Logan, 06:46:41 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Putting one hand over his and attempting to push him off, she glares.* The way you look at me, Logan! I know that I'm being selfish... But I don't know what else I can do without ruining my life totally. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:00:45 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he sighs, slumping though his grip didn't lossen-I....I'm sorry (NT) -- Logan, 07:05:48 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She fists one hand gently in his hair, placing a brief but tender kiss to his lips - despite her obvious distress.* Logan, I have to go home. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:07:31 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he nods somber-We'll go to that free clinic abby uses tomorrow.... (NT) -- Logan, 07:16:06 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She releases him, wiping at her face.* I... Don't know if I could manage getting through each day, knowing that I hurt you, Logan. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:17:50 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he shrugs lightly, what was there he could say?-Don't worry about me baby girl (NT) -- Logan, 07:21:56 02/06/02 Wed

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• *A deep sigh slips from her lips, shaking her head.* We'll just take each day as it comes. I'll call you tomorrow sometime. (NT) -- Jordan, 07:24:02 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he shakes his head-Come over diredctly after school, I want this over and done with before I change my mind (NT) -- Logan, 07:26:32 02/06/02 Wed

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• *She touches a hand to her forehead, half-mumbling.* I won't be home till later tomorrow... And I hafta check in with my parents first... (NT) -- Jordan, 07:27:52 02/06/02 Wed
  • -he sighs-Well I want it done fast, if the baby has to die I want it done before it's heart beats (NT) -- Logan, 07:33:10 02/06/02 Wed

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• *Her lips purse, frowning sadly - she didn't know if that would be possible or not.* We'll see what they say... (NT) -- Jordan, 07:36:12 02/06/02 Wed