It's been almost a year. I think about you a lot and miss you. -- "A Song For Justin"

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Date Posted: 04:51:47 12/17/02 Tue
Author: Lance
Subject: It's been almost a year. I think about you a lot and miss you.

A couple weeks ago I came across a letter I had saved that I was writing to you. I never got to send it. I had forgotten all about it. In it, I was discussing something about gay rights (of course) and it brought back all the discussions that we had. I couldn't even read it.

I was very proud of you Justin. I don't know if I ever told you that, but I was very proud of you.

I don't know what happens to people when they die. Ducky thinks you're in some place -heaven? - where you'll be hanging out with lots of other people. If that's true then you met a whole bunch of my friends from high school. They're your age, a few a couple years older. They're all prolly still taking gym class with Miss Puchi just so they can check her out. Alex is prolly still stage diving. The song I wrote for them is recorded now. It was one of the hardest things I ever did but I finally sang it and I wouldn't quit until it sounded exactly how I felt, sad and angry and screaming. And I guess maybe you met Robbie. He was 14. And Matthew. And Gwen.

Maybe you all are together. I don't know.

But I know your memory lives on in the people who knew and loved you. I miss you.

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One of the last posts Justin made Posted 12/07/01 "About Christmas -- by Justin the Okie" -- Lance, 05:07:36 12/17/02 Tue
Justy, it will be a year, in 2 days, since ya left us. The tears then were real, they still are, (NT) -- Ashley, 00:18:09 12/30/02 Mon
Your death weighs heavy on my heart as the hour comes closer. One year ago... -- Lance, 13:58:08 12/31/02 Tue
One year, and there are few days I don't think of you. I miss you Justy. (NT) -- Alie, 07:40:40 01/01/03 Wed