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Date Posted: 01:42:48 08/01/03 Fri
Author: Nakiesha
Subject: I hate everything about you
So why do I love you?

It had been a week since their last encounter, and she'd been hearing things around that had her somewhat worried about him. Plus, she was still fuming over the rough way he had treated her,and just his general audacity over things. So, needless to say, she was a little wired, pacing the area in front of a club, waiting for him. She knew he would be there, he was supposed to be meeting someone from the ring, but she had told the guy that Jake had sent word saying he couldn't make it.

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(He pulled up outside the club on his bike, revving the engine before turning if off and looking up. He spotted her and froze. He didnt quite understand her cover, or her reasons for working this particular case, which to him didnt seem so dangerous or high priority. Sighing, he nodded for her to come over to him.) (NT) -- Jake, 07:30:44 08/01/03 Fri
She tucked her hair behind her ear, there was a lot more to the little ring then he apperantly even knew. Silently she looked around, before moving over to him - looking beautiful and in control. She was dressed in leather pants, and a red v pointed sleeveless top, her hair down around her bare shoulders. (NT) -- Keisha, 07:33:21 08/01/03 Fri
(He smiled at her, though he was still simmering with anger about their last rendezvous.) Whats going on? (NT) -- Jake, 07:35:18 08/01/03 Fri
"I need to talk to you. Where do you want to go?" She didn't wait for a no, just wanted a answer to where they could go. (NT) -- Keisha, 07:36:41 08/01/03 Fri
(He smirked, as if she were soliciting him or something.) Doesnt matter to me spitfire. (NT) -- Jake, 07:40:19 08/01/03 Fri
She sighed softly, shrugging, just getting on the back of his bike, her arms going around his waist. "Just go somewhere no one will see. us who knows us." (NT) -- Kiesha, 07:42:07 08/01/03 Fri
(He never argued when a bike ride was involved.) Sure. (The bike blasted to life, and spit gravel as he left the lot, not slowing until they were in a secluded area and he pulled of the road and into a deserted parking lot, surrounded by trees.) Whats going on? (He repeated, turning off the bike and not bothering to look at her.) (NT) -- Haje, 07:44:15 08/01/03 Fri
She ran a hand over her hair, straightening herself off before she swung off the bike. "You need to be careful Jake, they are starting to get suspicious of you." She'd heard them talking about his constant supply, it was unusual - and if they suspected him, then he was in danger. (NT) -- Kiesha, 07:46:07 08/01/03 Fri
(He tensed up, eyeing her.) Are you just trying to get me off the case? I could go to jail you know. (He narrowed those eyes, balancing the bike easily.) (NT) -- Jake, 07:53:40 08/01/03 Fri
"I am trying to make sure you don't get killed, for some odd reason." She crossed her arms, keeping a good distance away from him. (NT) -- Keisha, 07:54:44 08/01/03 Fri
(He didnt say a word, he still felt oddly jilted for sharing his feelings with her to no response but anger and refusal. Shrugging, he looked away.) There isnt much I can do, I would rather die than go back to jail. (NT) -- Jake, 07:56:47 08/01/03 Fri
She frowned, obvious worry in her voice. "Then tell them their some suspicion! Do something!" She growled, her arms crossed firmy acroos her chest. (NT) -- Kesiha, 07:59:43 08/01/03 Fri
(He looked up at her then.) Like they would believe me, Keisha. They think I am a two-bit drug dealer. (NT) -- Jake, 08:02:59 08/01/03 Fri
She nearly growled, she hated cops, they were all idiots. "You have to do something." She frowned again, brushing a hand through her hair, a sure sign she was agitated, and worried. (NT) -- Kiesha, 08:05:32 08/01/03 Fri
(For once he wasnt being cocky, she had him off balance - he was used to her being angry, passionate, tempered.. this was new for him.) Whats bothering you, Kiesha.. this cant be the only thing. (NT) -- Jake, 08:08:29 08/01/03 Fri
She frowned suddenly, turning to look at him with a fierce frown, though the anger was hiding the hurt. "You've never been like that before!" She growled out, her arms dropping to light up a cigarette. (NT) -- Keisha, 08:09:50 08/01/03 Fri
(He wanted to hold her, to ask her to talk to him normally, but this was better than hurt he supposed.) Like what? Jilted? I was a little angry Kiesha - I poured myself out for you and you stamped your feet on me. (NT) -- Jake, 08:11:24 08/01/03 Fri
"You hurt me! You left bruises all over me!" She frowned, turning away from him, biting her lip. He'd always been the one to touch her with tenderness, not anger. (NT) -- Keisha, 08:13:59 08/01/03 Fri
(He felt he'd been slapped, and he got off the bike, walked towards her.) You cut me deep, Keisha.. not like that makes it okay for me to hurt you. (He looked pained.) (NT) -- Jake, 08:16:35 08/01/03 Fri
She shifted a little, biting her lip and shaking her head. "You don't even know how much that changed everything." She swallowed, trying to get back to the discussion at hand. "You have to say something, you can't keep going in there." (NT) -- Kesiha, 08:18:26 08/01/03 Fri
(He shook his head.) Damnit - dont you change the subject now. (He growled out, hurt lacing his words.) I didnt mean to hurt you, I was so angry that you could lie to me like that.. (NT) -- Jake, 08:20:58 08/01/03 Fri
"Well, you did, and it's done with now." She sighed softly, her arms tightening around herself,. He made her nervous. (NT) -- Keisha, 08:23:25 08/01/03 Fri
(He looked deflated.) Well, hell. (he said simply, walking closer to her, he didnt know what to do with himself, and the instinct to leave was warring with his protection urge.) (NT) -- Jake, 08:28:01 08/01/03 Fri
She shook her head, she hadn't meant for this to be sad, but in a way it was. It was like the one thing that alway made her feel better - she honestly believed she wasn't in love with him , but when they were having sex, it was always tender, more then her usual fuck - it had been ruined that night in the shower. "Anyways.." She breathed out, brushing a hand over her hair. (NT) -- Kiesha, 08:30:30 08/01/03 Fri
(He shoved his hands inhis pockets so that he couldnt reach for her.) Is this it then? (NT) -- Jake, 08:31:38 08/01/03 Fri
She looked back to him, for some reason, the words had her heart sinking, her eyes showing her distress. "What do you mean?" (NT) -- Kesiha, 08:33:13 08/01/03 Fri
(He shrugged.) I made a promise to you.. not to ever hurt you. (Back when they'd first met.) And I broke it. (He pulled his key out of his pocket.) I should just go. (NT) -- Jake, 08:35:17 08/01/03 Fri
She sighed softly, her eyes closing once more. Her whole body was tense, if he drove away now, that would be it. It would be over, and she'd never be near him again... (NT) -- Keisha, 08:37:07 08/01/03 Fri
(He stood there watching her, deciding it would be best if he just left - he couldnt trust himself around her anymore, and he'd broken her trust.. that was it, it was over. Turning, he crosses to his bike.. it seemed at that moment that he had been doing a lot of leaving lately.) (NT) -- Jake, 08:38:44 08/01/03 Fri
She bit her lip, her voice soft. "Don't go." She didn't know what else to do, but she couldn't just let him leave. (NT) -- Keisha, 08:40:32 08/01/03 Fri
(HE stopped, turned to her.) You know Keisha - I always wanted to protect you. And you would never let me. (Cause of her work, he had always had to remind himself, no matter how much it angered him.) That's what a man is supposed to do - protect.. love.. (He shook his head.) You're not making anything easy for me. (NT) -- Jake, 08:43:13 08/01/03 Fri
She shrugged, running her hand down her face. "I'm not an easy girl." She sighed softly, turning to face him. "You need a girl Jake, a real girl. A girl who likes pink, and like to be babied, and wants to be taken care of all the time... you'd be perfect for a sweet little girl who's never seen anything." (NT) -- Keisha, 08:47:39 08/01/03 Fri
(He shook his head.) Not when I love you. (NT) -- Jake, 08:49:08 08/01/03 Fri
"We married after a week Jake, that was just..." She sighed softly, shaking her head. "This isn't what I came to talk about.." (NT) -- Kesiha, 08:51:44 08/01/03 Fri
This is what I am talking about. When is it a good time to discuss this? I cant just turn shit off and save it for a good time. (He growled.) This is feutal.. just tell me to go. (NT) -- Jake, 08:52:52 08/01/03 Fri
She looked up at him, and though her eyes were glistening lightly, though her stance was completely defeated, she murmured the words. "Just...go then." (NT) -- Keisha, 08:55:10 08/01/03 Fri
(He tried to keep his pride when he was aching, wounded.. but he merely got onto the bike.) Come on, I'll take you back. (NT) -- Jake, 08:56:43 08/01/03 Fri
She shook her head, sighing deeply, not wanting to get that close to him. "I can make it back." (NT) -- Keisha, 08:59:18 08/01/03 Fri
At least let me do this. (He didnt want to disappear from her so fast, he was breaking inside.) (NT) -- Jake, 09:00:53 08/01/03 Fri
She shook her head, before she looked back to him. "What did you do with your wedding ring?" (NT) -- Keisha, 09:03:22 08/01/03 Fri
(He swallowed.) Its in a safe-deposit box. Why? (NT) -- Jake, 09:05:04 08/01/03 Fri
She shrugged, dropping her eyes. "Just wondering.." She shifted, looking out to the woods again, her hand going to the chain aruond her neck. (NT) -- Keisha, 09:07:11 08/01/03 Fri
You know, I always thought you would come back.. when you left me. (He smiled alittle, ruefully.) It never hit me, until the papers arrived, that you were gone. (NT) -- Jake, 09:09:41 08/01/03 Fri
She bit her lip. "I thought I would too, till Tracy kept calling, and letting me know how good of a lover you were." (NT) -- Keisha, 09:11:47 08/01/03 Fri
(He narrowed his eyes, then cursed.) I dont understand.. its not true. (He shook his head.) I cant accept that I lost you over a lie. (NT) -- Jake, 09:14:24 08/01/03 Fri
She looked away. "She told me all about how you thought marrying me was such a mistake, and you rushed into it. How I wasn't what you wanted, what you needed, that it was all about the sex with me, I was just a common whore really.." She remembered it all, word for heartbreaking word. (NT) -- Kiesha, 09:16:19 08/01/03 Fri
(He shook his head.) And you believed that of me? (That hurt something deep in him. ) So this all boils down to trust. WHy didnt you confront me about it? (NT) -- Jake, 09:19:17 08/01/03 Fri
She'd confronted him about cheating on her, they'd gotten into screaming matches about it for two weeks straight. He'd always looked, but she hadn't believed he would do anything more. "We barely even knew each other..." She sighed softly, her hands playing with the ring on the chain. (NT) -- Keisha, 09:20:50 08/01/03 Fri
(He rolled his eyes.) Damnit Keisha. You accused me of cheating and then left me. Thats not confrontation - thats just cruel. (he slammed his hands into his pockets.) I suffered. (He said simply, biting off the words.) (NT) -- Jake, 09:23:21 08/01/03 Fri
"And I didn't?!" She nearly yelled, shaking her head. "Do you think I didn't hurt Jake? I fell in love with you after a fucking week, and six months later, I had this girl, and all her friends telling me how great you are in bed!" She took a ragged breath, taking off the necklace and holding out the ring to him. "This meant everything to me, I gave up everything for you, and you act like your some kind of fucking martyr!" (NT) -- Keisha, 09:26:45 08/01/03 Fri
(He fell silent, staring at the ring, speechless for once in his life, humbled by the simple knowledge that she wore his ring. His eyes were a flood of emotion and he wanted her in his arms like he wanted to breath.) (NT) -- Jake, 09:29:13 08/01/03 Fri
She took a ragged breath, turning away from him and trying to compose herself, it wasn't like her to get so emotional, and it made her angry at herself. (NT) -- Keisha, 09:30:24 08/01/03 Fri
(He ran his hand through his hair. He had never felt like losing control.. never felt like crying out and screaming and breaking down. Yet here he was, his chest achingly sore and his eyes burning - she was denying what he could see in her eyes, and denying him his rightful position as man all at the same time - and damned if he couldnt turn his back on her and walk away.) (NT) -- Jake, 09:32:35 08/01/03 Fri
She took a shaking breath, fingering the ring in her hand before she cleared her throat. "We should get back, someone might see us." (NT) -- Kiesha, 09:36:37 08/01/03 Fri
(He growled.) I said that before. (He revved the engine on the bike as he balanced it and waited for her.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:11:35 08/03/03 Sun
She moved to get to the bike, moving behind him, but not wrapping her arms around him quite as tightly. (NT) -- keisha, 00:15:23 08/03/03 Sun
(He sighed softly, twisting the bike into gear and off the pavement. Moments later they were back at the club and he waited for her to get off, he was leaving - he was going to skip town, screw the police.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:18:25 08/03/03 Sun
She sighed softly, slipping off and adjusting her skirt. "I guess I'll...see you around." (NT) -- Keisha, 00:20:35 08/03/03 Sun
(He shook his head.) No, you won't. (He zipped up his leather jacket, it got cold when you were going really fast.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:22:02 08/03/03 Sun
Her eyes dropped, just assuming he meant he didnt' want to see her pretty much ever again. "Oh, well then..." (NT) -- Kiesha, 00:25:56 08/03/03 Sun
(He arched his brows, as if daring her to finish whatever she was starting, so he could go already.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:27:03 08/03/03 Sun
She sighed heavily, reaching up to trail her hand down his cheek softly, her brow furrowed. "Bye Jake..." She leaned forward, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. (NT) -- Kesiah, 00:33:18 08/03/03 Sun
(He lifted his hand to tangle in her hair, holding her close for a moment, his lips moving tenderly over hers. If this was the last kiss, he wanted to have something to remember.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:35:32 08/03/03 Sun
She sighed softly, leaning into him. For once she was feeling soft, and emotional, and she just wanted his arms around her. (NT) -- Keisha, 00:38:36 08/03/03 Sun
(He pulled away from her, but brought her back - he wanted her desperately, it was pulling at him. The urge to run was also pulling at him and he was fighitng it harshly. Making a tonal sound in his throat, he nipped her lower lip, pulling back again.) I have to go. . (He said, though his eyes were soft and emotional on hers - he still loved her.) (NT) -- Jake, 00:44:09 08/03/03 Sun
"Where?" She questioned, softly, her gaze searching his. "I don't want you too.." (NT) -- Keisha, 00:47:04 08/03/03 Sun
(He sighed.) I dont know yet, Keisha. I cant stay here though. (NT) -- Jake, 00:49:03 08/03/03 Sun
Her brow furrowed again, her fingers dancing over his jaw. "Your leaving again? For good?" Slight hurt, and upset was evident in her tone and expession. (NT) -- keisha, 00:52:45 08/03/03 Sun
(He shrugged, his eyes showing confusion.) You dont want me around here anyways. (NT) -- Jake, 00:55:51 08/03/03 Sun
"Thats not true...at least...I don't think it is..." She sighed, running a hand down her face. "I don't know Jake...but I don't want you to leave." (NT) -- Keisha, 00:57:30 08/03/03 Sun
(He sighed right after she did.) I dont know if I can Nakeisha. I tried - you push me away. (NT) -- Jake, 00:58:25 08/03/03 Sun
She swallowed lightly, eyeing him with bright gaze. "i just don't think I'm ready for all you want right now..." (NT) -- Keisha, 01:01:46 08/03/03 Sun
Are you willing to give us a chance? Thats all I want right now. (NT) -- Jake, 01:03:28 08/03/03 Sun
She swallowed heavily, leaning into whisper something to him, something she never admitted. "I'm scared Jake." (NT) -- Kesiha, 01:09:48 08/03/03 Sun
(He ran his hand over her side as she leaned in.) Don't be scared. . (He kissed her neck softly once.) Just give us some time. (NT) -- Jake, 01:10:52 08/03/03 Sun
She sighed softly, watching him. "No rushing things?" She wasn't ready for much, she just knew she wanted to have him near, without having to rush into love and marriage. (NT) -- Keisha, 01:25:00 08/03/03 Sun
(He nodded.) You know how I feel about you. (He shifted the bike beneath him.) We'll just start over.. thats all. (NT) -- Jake, 01:27:00 08/03/03 Sun
She was nervous, and scared, and anxious, and all sorts of feelings she wasn't at all used too. "Just..don't leave, alright Jake?" (NT) -- Keisha, 01:28:21 08/03/03 Sun
(he smiled for once.) I won't Keisha. Now let me go figure out what to do about this police work. (NT) -- Jake, 01:30:24 08/03/03 Sun
She smiled softly, kissing his lips once more. "I'll see you 'round Jake..be careful." (NT) -- Keisha, 01:34:40 08/03/03 Sun