Miserable -- The Hidden Waterfall

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Date Posted: 18:57:08 04/24/02 Wed
Author: Steel
Subject: Miserable
In reply to: Cattava 's message, "A message of Truth" on 16:19:16 04/24/02 Wed

*Steel was hurt by her assumption he was casting his love for her away. The pain he was going through was immense-torn between his past and future. He loved Cattava so much that he wished for death, rather than leaving-and although he hadn't told her, that had been his plan: death. But he hadn't wanted to hurt her, to share the terrible truth with her-it would be so much easier for him, and everyone, if he were just gone.*

Cattava, don't ever doubt my love for you. EVER. I love you so much Cattava, and the same feelings you're experiencing, I am as well. But you've betrayed me, and what is there left for me to do? I feel I cannot trust the only unicorn I thought I could.. so where do I turn now?

*He sighed deepily, the tears pouring down his already soaked face. He loved her so much, why didn't she understand? The only thing that had ruined his life was trusting someone he shouldn't have-his father. So how could she expect him to trust her, when she'd already betrayed him? He wiped the tears away with his wing, picturing his fall to the ground-he'd already picked a spot, closer to his first home-Devil's Peak. All he had to do was jump, close his eyes, and wait for the pain of the ground-it would be quick, and then done... Pushing away those thoughts, he thought about Cattava.*

I love you more than life itself Cattava, why can't you understand? But I can't risk the pain and disaster of betrayel, it's ruined my life once, and I won't let it again. Ubel won't trust me, and I can't trust you. Do you see? It's a vicious cycle.

*He felt himself quivering, and looking back at himself, found that he was shaking quite thoroughly. Silently he waited for her response...*

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Replies:

Understand? -- Cattava, 18:46:05 04/25/02 Thu
- Second Chance? -- Steel, 08:57:56 04/27/02 Sat
  - Cattava -- Together, 09:22:33 04/27/02 Sat
    - Disappears... -- Steel, 12:39:12 04/27/02 Sat
      - Apologies -- Catt, 16:34:40 04/28/02 Sun
        Our Wedding -- Steel, 18:13:59 04/28/02 Sun
        I agree -- Cattava, 18:26:17 04/29/02 Mon