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Date Posted: 14:56:13 05/11/02 Sat
Author: Celeste Riecburg
Subject: A Written Record

Is it me? All the pain I endure, me? My own fault? My own cage, my own trap, that I set? It seems all the years of shallow lies, of evil, petty things are coming back to me now. There were nights of wonder way back when, ah...the good times. Now my whole World is just one long night, one long punishment.

All the time of putting things off, of judging, of hating-all coming back. All hitting me in the face, delivering what I had I had delivered all this time.

Julian is right. What we don't deserve we don't get. I don't like it, but it is the truth. I don't deserve anything but the pain I've inflicted ten fold. Time to face the music.

It is time to endure the hate...the heat, I am ready. Celeste Riecburg can take it, what goes around comes around, and now that it has came- I'm prepared. Pain caught me by surprise one time, a single solitary time with Julian, pain won't catch me off guard again. Not ever. Not if I have anything to say about it.

Confusion is a game we play, but little does the World know, Pain is the expert player. If you beat it- you beat life. Then what, Heaven? But how can anyone wait fro Heaven? And who has that much time? It's hard to keep my feet on the ground, when I know-I was born to fly.

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