Sadness -- Bright Sand Beach

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Date Posted: 18:30:24 10/23/02 Wed
Author: Shadow
Subject: Sadness
In reply to: Tyrone 's message, "Followed...." on 15:47:02 10/21/02 Mon

Her eyes traveled slowly up the course of his body, starting the with feet, up the legs the torso. Hovering around his neck she finally lifted her eye to his face. Locked with feirce intensity onto his eyes, they blazed in the dark and brooding fashion. Tears slowly built and brimmed along the edges, threatening to spill yet held their place. Now was not the time.Delicate features twisted slightly as she thought of the pain and anguish he must have been in, the pain and anguish she had been in. Things had gotten so complicated so fast. Biting her lip softly as she thought, eyes still locked on his, loving the feeling that it created. The slowly rising tension, and attraction and feeling of being togethr totaly was rising.Frame still draped haphazardly yet elegantly, the sand seemed to wrap around the two of them. The sun seemed to shine on only them and the waves crashed for only their ears. Sighing softly she began, voice lilting throatily in her fashion, spilling her story simply hoping he would understand.
This might sound fake, and this might sound silly but, it's what happened and it's all i can give you. It started when i lost all my horses, there has always been a feirce rivalry between my sister Venus and I, and this almost was the last straw. She was always the perfect one, the older one, the good one i was the bad child.
Her fingers trailed loosely through the grains of sand, slipping through her fingers as the grains of time sliped from her grasp. She wished so bad that she could go back, and never leave him, but she couldn't she could only do her best.
Well, I used to have this bad history with drugs. I used to be addicted to herion, I geuss i should have come clean with you from the begining but i just coudlnt. I'm, sorry and i hope you can forgive me for that. After i lost all the horses, my mother wrote a letter to Venus congratulating her on her succes with being a trainer and rider, and she gave her an old family heirloom that was supposed to go to me. She told Venus to tell me that she was goign to get it instead,the mother thought she would take better care of it or some crap like that. It was the last straw, i just coudlnt take it anymore.
Her face shifted, eye contact broken as her gaze fled over to the horizon. Hiding in the security of the far away beauty knowing it would never judge her. Finger halted their shifting as she squeezed them tight. Her face turning back towards her love, one tear slid crystaline down her cheek. Spilling over her high cheek bones and down off of her jaw.

I went back to using, I couldn't be around you like you, I couldn't let you see me like that. I had to leave, I didnt tell anyone, i just ran and went to a big city, I don't really want to tgo into the details about that month, it was not a proud time for me, but if you want to know i'll tell you everything. I just want you to know, that there was never another guy, never another person, never even another whom touched me. I would not let them, i loved you to much, It was my love for you that brought me back, and made me see whats wrong with how i was living and how life isnt all bad.
More tears joined the chase as the dam burst, spilling eagerly down her cheeks and she silently wept beside him. Her body ached for his touch as she sat beside him it felt like a million miles away. The closeness of the sand and water and air pressed close and almost overwhemling yet she felt alone, she needed to hear his reaction. Her eyes trvaeled anquishly over his face as she waited to see what he would do. She needed him, she loved him, she would forever.

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OOc -- Shadow, 18:32:10 10/23/02 Wed