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Date Posted: 05:28:13 03/30/02 Sat
Ive heard nothing more on the murder at the docks. Noone seems to know anything about it. I even went and spent a few false coins on Sarrillion. Nothing.
The good part is that the embargo is lifted, and Faizahs agreed to sail with Dominic to get old Gluepot back. They shouldnt be gone more than a week, if weather holds good, and in the mean time, Ill take Safiya and Trevor and go on up to the cabin. Need to get started on all the repairs there, before the rains start. Ive gotten a wagon, and I suppose Im going to have to steal an old nag to haul it. I may just have Indigo send the horse she has..she never rides the thing anyway, and prefers that old mule.
Trevor is getting quite good at sitting up, and we are convinced Safiya is feeding him foods already. He is healthy and happy, and thats all that matters.
Ive found some houses going up on the skirts of the city, Ill most like get my lumber from there, and I ken Ill go back by Ciros place and pick up the tools I bought him. ..he wont be needing them anymore. I hope I dont lose it when I go there..its been so long..and there are so many painful memories there.
Even after all this time he stays in my dreams, and though his ghost no longer plagues me..I miss him. I think I will for a very very long time. I cannot even sleep in the room at the Camera..I think of how many nights he slept there with me..not touching me..just snoring away. Damn if it doesnt make me cry. I seem to be doing a lot of that these days..more than I ever remember doing in the past. I do it alone though, and noone is the wiser. Noone knows what I lost.
Faizah has been making me a spear..and the carvings on it, I cannot give adequate words to describe. There are pictures from our life together..that she carved with such detail..it touched me like nothing else has. I try to think back, to how long Ive known her, or how we actually met..and I cant. It seems as if she has always been there, and always will be. She is my tribe..and I am grateful for her. I think at times, she is all that keeps me from losing my mind entirely. Safiya on the other hand, drives me insane. Tis a good thing Trevor loves her so much or I swear I would just kill the girl. I admire her attitude though..shes a strong one, just like I always thought she was. Now if I can just get her to stop bitching.
Im going to go down to the docks..I feel compelled to sit down there alot. I think I may miss it once we leave town.
I try not to watch for a patched eye..but damn if I dont find myself doing it anyway..but there are other things to keep my attention down there. I havent seen R'Auco in days..dont know where the old furball has gotten off to. I was hoping he would fly a load to the cabin for me..but I suppose its not such a good idea to tell him where we will be. I dont know how he will react to Trevor. He could sniff me down most anywhere though, so its not like I can hide. Might as well use his strength in the process.
Will write more later.
~Cricket~
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