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Date Posted: 19:49:44 07/02/02 Tue
Author: Jezi
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 12.150.138.238
Subject: bafflement
In reply to: Travis 's message, "Jezi and Travis Cont." on 07:45:33 07/02/02 Tue

Lithe frame curls moreso on itself, hugging limbs tighter to hollow chestal cavity. "I just...don't want to be a burden...it's always been the same I get attached to someone, things are going fine, then I fuck up...I become a burden then next thing I know I'm being abandoned to the streets or to hell itself." Tear stained cheeks lift to peer up at him pleading for his understandment...."First with my parents, then with clay, then Jas....and now....you. I don't wanna be alone, I'm scared of the world that hates me and my kind." Crania shakes before tear filled ooids turn to him, she knew she wasn't helping him like he needed it. He needed someone to be strong and help him conquer his own conflicts, and here she was being weak and an encumbrance. "I'm scared of the world that believes I should be discarded into the pits of hell with all the other street urchins and orphans. Crap even you and Raines would be better off without me around." Depression and anguish finally become too much, fatale slowly lays down pon the blanket, now happy she'd settled so far away from the rest of the populace, curling in on herself allowing the tears to flow their course. Young mascu turns over from his back to lay pon his stomach, always seeming like a happy child attention turns to mother's locks happily entwining infantile digits pulling gently. Troubled fatale breaks into hysterical laughter, "I can see it now, parents day at school! 'Yes Raines and what does your mother do for a living? Oh nothing much, momma use to street race, b and e, and boost cars!She's been an up and coming protege for two gangs and a member of a third! wanna see her tattoos?!'" Tears still streaming unchecked thou she begins to laugh at the ridiculous prospect of the coming future.

[yea i know long post...sorry...unsure how often i'll be able to get on....we've been having bad storms and i've already had to buy a new modem *cringes at the thunder* -laterz-]

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Replies:

Deep Sigh. -- Travis, 11:09:01 07/03/02 Wed
- hurt -- Jezi, 12:11:37 07/03/02 Wed
  - Sighs. -- Travis, 12:28:52 07/03/02 Wed
    - plead -- jezi, 12:37:58 07/03/02 Wed
      - Shakes his head. -- Travis, 13:07:23 07/03/02 Wed
        defiance -- Jezi, 13:17:18 07/03/02 Wed
        So hard. -- Travis., 13:22:51 07/03/02 Wed