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Date Posted: 16:06:09 06/17/02 Mon
Author: bryson hodges
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 64.233.218.157
Subject: ))I'm speechless....what else is new?((
In reply to: Rachelle 's message, "')(' This ')('" on 13:20:24 06/15/02 Sat

he made a weak attempt to aid her with his 160lb weight as she half dragged him into her small apartment. collapsing onto the couch he waited patiently as she fetched blankets and wrapped them around his frigid body, eyes pulled firmly closed so that she would not try to speak to him just yet. right now he needed time to brood over what he had almost done...again. what had made him stop? he had been beyond feeling, but she stopped him. a shudder coursed through his soggy body as his temperature gradually rose. slowly. slowly. though it would not reach normal until he had the right amount of blood flowing through his system. he was not willing to go to the hospital either. so, maybe he would just have to grow accustomed to being weak and cold...or maybe not. opening his thick wad of lashes he looked directly ahead, seemingly oblivious to everything. though he was not. his other senses took in all that they could quickly accessing his situation. he was in an apartment with a girl. alone. he was not happy about this. he didn't really like being with girls (or people in general) in the first place, but to be alone with one? unthinkable! and, in no way was he in condition to leave, so for now all he could do was lay there on her couch and contemplate his position.

strong brow furrowed, his face was almost stony, eyes jaded as always. no emotion would he show. as the cold grew out of his body the stabbing pain of his previous wounds caused him much grief, which he dealt with in silence. bluish toned lips slowly grew back to their fleshy pink. though he could not stop shivering due to how thin he blood was, he was not as cold as he had been when sitting in the rain. he longed for dry clothing, but knew that two women living together would have nothing that a teenaged boy would find suitable for wearing. his mind cascaded back to the warm clothes he knew was sitting in his duffle bag in an alley; miles from here. why had he gone on without it? because he thought he would be going back there. but for now he would just have to wait out in soppy coverings on a quickly dampening couch under a layer of blankets that would, no doubt, be wet and cold in only a matter of time. he couldn't think of a time in his life when life had been worse. knowing that he would be killed within the week, and wet, cold, and only wishing to end his life and not let him take it away, as well as his pride. if he had been more in tune with his emotions we would have caught on to the fact that he felt like crying...sobbing. but he wasn't, and so his pain went on, almost unheeded, until one day he would break and would be destroyed by his deep longing for something pent up inside for too much time.

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')(' Get Used To It ')(' -- Rachelle, 11:06:01 06/18/02 Tue
- ))not likely(( -- bryson hodges, 11:16:15 06/18/02 Tue
  - ')(' Oh Well ')(' -- Rachelle, 16:31:11 06/18/02 Tue