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Date Posted: 12:10:23 07/21/03 Mon
Author: .tiara.
Subject: it will rain

name/alias: Tiara Williams/Rain/Skittles
age: sixteen
gender: female
aliance: x-men
school year: junior
school: xavier's institute
history/background: all right then, here we go. they tell me i'm crazy because i have my power and i'm not really crazy at all. but i think they're wrong. i think i have my power because i'm crazy. and i was really crazy first. i used to talk to myself all the time before i turned mutant. and myself would answer back. i never expected things to happen like this and i didn't ask to be different. but i'm not one of those; i don't cry myself to sleep at night and wish that i were normal. i wouldn't have it any other way and i wouldn't change for the world.

it started with my mother who always liked to party and date more than she liked me. i loved my mother, don't ever let anyone tell you different. and no matter what they say, i didn't do what they say i did. i would never do that. and rain wouldn't do it. and skittles...well...we like to pretend skittles doesn't exist. anyway. what was i saying? oh, yes. my mother. you see, she sent me away after she convinced the state that i was dangerous and should be watched closely. that under no uncertain terms was i to be trusted. because i'd beaten her. and they shoved me into a foster home. then my mother's boyfriend beat her to death and i kind of went crazy when my foster parents told me. i scared them so bad they had me institutionalized.

that's right. a mental instititution. i'd like to tell you that i didn't belong there. that i wasn't crazy. because for the longest time i was convinced that i wasn't. until dr. morely came back and told me that he'd known i was schitzo. that i blocked things out of my memory all the time. that i had been in the institution, not for a month like i thought, but for three months. that we had plenty of 'sessions' in that time in which he saw all of my personalities. and that's why they wouldn't release me and the x-men came and stole me away. they arranged it legally, of course, but only after the professor promised to help me.

i suppose a lot of this isn't making sense to you and you wish i'd just kind of get it over with. but there's really no way i can explain this to you. you don't know what it's like to have voices in your head that are you but they aren't you. and to never know they were there until someone else told you about it. i always thought that the voices i heard were other peoples thoughts. you see, i can't stop hearing people's thoughts. it's like listening to radio only it can't be turned off. the only way i escape the sound is through the hat professor x gave me. it never comes off unless rain or skittles is in control of me that day. rain doesn't hear people's thoughts. rain melts away. she first took me over when i was sad. dangerously so. and i couldn't control the sadness anymore. it was when i thought i would explode, that i'd cried so much my head should have jumped off my body and ran away, that she took over and just...melted us away. completely dissolved into water. she can control the rain - that's where the name comes from - but she doesn't like to tell people. she's always crying. she's always so sad.

skittles took me when rain became too morose for her. she brought in her smiles and her laughter and shoved rain out of the way. they always argue and skittles didn't like to argue. she's kind of evil. we like to pretend she's not there. so she hates us. and one day she just...left. just jumped right out of our body. it hurt like hell. let me tell you. and i never wanted her to do it again. but she kept doing it. we kept splitting. she couldn't stop it. and the more we fought the worse it got. until we calmed down and i took control of me again. it's scary letting someone else be you. really it is.
power: well, it's complicated. she's schitzo and each of her personalities have a power. there's tiara who can read minds. all the time. the only way she can stop it is by wearing the hat professor x gave her. then there's rain who dissolves into water. at odd times. and can't help it. and then there's skittles who has the ability to seperate herself from the others when she's angry. o.O all of those powers really are linked but you've have to read my story to get it. [rain/tiara/skittles was created way before this game, she's powerful because it helped with a story plot, but she's not really powerful. she's part of a comlex three that includes Dragon and Friction, who both manipulate their body molecules as well, and it's a lot to get into. i'm not letting anyone join a character that's near this powerful - aside from Dragon and Friction (who's up for adoption) because I trust me and I trust Ashley. And whoever gets Friction I will trust. So there.]
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player name/contacts: tiara. stars cry dreams / tiara22_99@yahoo.com
other: okay, skittles has this sorrid affair with pietro. it's really rather funny. they're not 'dating' but they're 'friendly' and it drives tiara and rain crazy. rain likes evan...who hates pietro. and tiara likes boomrang and it's really hard to deal with three girls all inside one head. :-/ theere are so many complications with it i wouldn't reccommend any more mutant schitzos.

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