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[> Subject: Re: remember me?
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zura*
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Date Posted: 23:31:56 01/03/03 Fri
How could I forget? bah. 2010? yes perhaps we'll be able to speak again 7 years from now, when maybe I'll be over the damage that you've done to me and maybe by then you have learned to be a "better" (is that even possible?)person. *LOL*
You may think I'm cruel to be like this, but don't flatter yourself too much, I don't avoid you because I hate you, or because I can't contain you, it's more of a personal thing really. I don't hate you. Actually a part of me still admires you muchly. Very much. Maybe a little too much for my own good. I know that you'll always be a part of me, for better or worse.
I only hate the part of me that still wants to adore you. Someday we'll be able to look back at all this and laugh, I think. Or at least I like to think so. Wouldn't it be cool if we could just laugh it all off?? You know....like it was some big joke?? I hope I can laugh at it someday. I hope that whenever I'll think of you in the future it will bring back the good memories and not the bad ones we shared. That is what I wish for the most really. We can't be friends, cos I can't be your mate. I know it's hard for me to explain this, but it's that way.
I wish you the best in your life, and that someday you may find someone who truly loves you because it's not great to be lonely. Think about it.
ciao.
zura*
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