Subject:  The darkness and light of my Yin and Yang |
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Date Posted: 05:39:01 02/23/02 Sat
The darkness and light of my Yin and Yang
I would like to try and make you see,
What it is you mean to me,
Yet sometimes the power of my words,
Doesn’t help my cause,
They only seem to disturb,
Sometimes words just aren’t enough,
Yet sometimes they are far too much,
Did I say the wrong thing?
Have I messed things up between us?
I am not trying to demand your attention,
Just trying to clarify where the problem lies,
Once I know, then I can begin to try,
To help and assist, should you need help?
Or not to barge in and stay out of your way,
When you have it under control.
I worry about you,
For you have so many worries.
I do not want to add to this list,
Nor become another burden to you,
For you do so much for me,
I would like to return the favour,
Being in the background is not a problem,
Just remember my name,
For when you want or need me just call it,
I shall be there like a shot,
Ready to do what I can.
When my dark side is in session,
I sometimes loose the reins,
It eats and burns away my track of thought,
I try to keep it at bay and out of the way,
Your emotion has helped it stay afar,
Sometimes though it creeps in,
Like a dark and sinister moody little sin,
My Yang looses out to the Yin,
My cool exterior only a cover for the deeper currents,
I get lost in the flow sometimes,
Caught up in its drift,
Cast away on the tide of depth and dimness,
When my dark side begins.
It has been a long time coming,
Its arrival has been expected,
Yet I can do nothing but wait for it,
Now it is here, I try and face my fear,
Controlling the uncontrollable is no easy task,
I wait for it to wash over me,
As the tide cleans a beach,
Each and every wave eroding the trials and tribulations,
Waiting for my sentinel to take control,
As hard as it is for you to understand,
This process takes over and has full command,
Like the lunar effect on the sea,
I try to hide it,
Yet this is just me,
This is who I am.
I wait for your whisper on the wind,
For that moment in time when we are together again,
I shall stand on the cliffs and wait patiently,
Staring out across the dream sea,
Dreaming of times gone and past,
Hoping that they wont be the last,
I await your words my lady,
I obey your every command,
Dreaming of the moment when,
I next get to hold your hand.
Please forgive me for spreading my darkness,
I am sorry for blocking your light,
I was in a moment of weakness,
My judgment blurred in my fright,
My fear was loosing you,
Something I could not stand,
I understand my mistake,
I would like to rectify it so tell me how,
I will do what is in my power,
I shall neither crowd nor confuse you.
Waiting on the cliff face,
Like only I know how.
This is for you my earth angel.
In the hope that you can see me for what I am, and also what I can be.
You know where I am when you want me.
25/02/02
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