Date Posted:12:16:05 11/18/04 Thu Author:Carolyn Subject: Still hurting after 2 yrs & 9 mo. My Angel Lee
I lost my daughter Lee at the age of 36. She had a heart attack which was drug induced I strongly beleive. This was due to her doctor giving her narcotics for pain. She was scheduld for back surgery one moth after she died. She left behind 4 children. I miss her so very much and the sadness never goes away. We had a troubling relationship for many years but we became very close the last 6 months of her life. So I feel guilt,among many other emotions. I write poems to her and that helps occasionly. My family and friends think I'am doing fine, but they just dont know the tears I shed in the darkness of night, missing Lee so. She was on life support for 3 days. So beautiful as she lay there. All the family decided to let her go. This was just the shell of her. I'am a nurse and knew she was brain dead. It was time to let her go.I just wanted to say that I still hurt with missing her.A part of her will always live as she was a donor. Please hold your children close. Tell them you love them everyday. You know that in the blink of the eye, they could be gone.
