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Date Posted: 14:36:30 06/09/15 Tue
Author: patti
Subject: I am broken

Dear Lord Jesus Angels, please help me. Guide me to have faith. I am alone. My love up and left five months ago, I greive every day. My daughter and granddaughter love me, but they do not call or visit or help. I can not burden my friends and family anymore for support. I want to die. to ease the pain. the loss, and now the physical pain. I am suffering again, my nerve damage from spine surgery (twice last year) has manifested and I fear a new surgery is eminent. I feel if I release all it can only be through death. I am in so much emotional pain and physical distress that my mind says this to be true. I have never known love to last. I do something in my relationships to make them leave me. or I have to leave because of abuse. Rob, my love that left, was faithful. I cant seem to forgive myself for the all these failures. why ? why have you not blessed me with a husband and a family and happiness? Rob said he would leave if I had our baby. I am so sorry please forgive me for taking the abortion pill before my baby had a heartbeat. I was afraid. I thought he would leave. he eventually left a year later. and now I have nothing. nothing but you... Please save me. Amen

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