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Date Posted: 03:07:41 10/02/04 Sat
Author: Sage
Author Host/IP: alb-69-200-14-65.nycap.rr.com / 69.200.14.65
Subject: To Bar

Sweetie, I want to apologize to you for not even checking my yahoo mail recently. One day I remember being near my desk and seeing an email come in from you in re: health update. Was this about you or Ron? Tell me what's going on, as I have still not checked email for the past couple of weeks. Frankly, I have been ocd-ing on some research lately and as I've mentioned to a few, it has taken me to some strange areas making me feel like I couldn't discuss anything coherently for awhile. Going back to NY was not easy - has not been easy, but I am slowly beginning to deal with the choice I made. I am trying to get back into writing again. I pretty much gave that up after Laf was diagnosed with cancer in March of '03. I just didn't have time for it after that. Being back in NY hasn't been conducive to writing either as I am now back to baby-sitting on a daily basis and dealing with a full household again. It's amazing how quickly one can get used to being in an adult-only household and even more so, being completely alone (and enjoy it). It's tough getting used to having so many people around again. It doesn't seem possible that I've been back for only 5 months. I've spent most of the time trying to hide, I think, as it seemed that I had to leave Georgia so quickly that I didn't even have a chance to go through the grieving process. But, even so, the lion is still at my side in so many ways. He always will be. I know he was "glad he got me." I can hear him saying that. Remembering the light in his eyes when he said it makes me smile. I was glad he got me, too.

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