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• Baptized by tears and awash in the blame. -- Storm, 07:31:20 12/06/04 Mon
  • He was pretty messed up, but when the knock came at the door, his eyes widened and he stubbed out the joint, tucking it in the drawer of one of the end tables, staggering to his feet and toward the door. Peeking through the peephole, he threw the door open wide upon seeing her before remembering that he had, at one point, been angry with all of these "most important" women in his life. "C'mon in.." (NT) -- Ice, 07:35:26 12/06/04 Mon

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• "Thanks." She stated, glancing around the apartment and taking in the haze. Quickly, she closed the door behind her to avoid letting the scent waft out onto the hallways clean air before she shifted to kick off her flip flops. Leave it to her to wear flip flops when it was 32 degree's outside. It was evident that he was trashed but she to had smoked a bit over the time apart - the difference being that he had a drug problem and she didn't. (NT) -- Storm, 07:40:31 12/06/04 Mon

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• He took note of her taking note of the distinct sweet odor that the apartment held and allowed a lazy smirk to cross his features. "Want some, babe?" (NT) -- Ice, 07:45:14 12/06/04 Mon

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• She pursed her lips for a second before she shrugged, heading over to the couch. It was strange how they just seemed to be so on and off at all times. "Sure, why not." If he was already fucked up there was no reason she couldn't get a little buzz going on. (NT) -- Stomr, 07:51:45 12/06/04 Mon

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• He dug out the half-smoked fag and lit it up, handing it over to her before he flopped himself back down on the couch. "Sorry I haven't called much.. communication skills been somewhat kinda sketchy to say the least." Sketchy as in if he didn't want to think about things, he didn't have to. For the general whole of it, he felt as though he had let her down - that by not being in prison he had disappointed her. (NT) -- Ice, 07:55:34 12/06/04 Mon

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• She shrugged a bit, taking a long hit off the joint and handing it back to him to have his turn as she cuddled down into the crook of the couch and closed her eyes. "No worries..." (NT) -- Storm, 07:59:50 12/06/04 Mon

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• He leaned back on the couch, took a toke off of the joint and then just held it between his fingers for a moment or two. His gaze slid to her for a second before he wrinkled his nose. "No, I'm really sorry, Stormie." (NT) -- ice, 08:08:32 12/06/04 Mon

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• She shifted to sit up on her knee's, facing him - so that she could look at him for one thing - but definately so she could take the joint from him and take another long suck off of its tantalizing end that provided such pleasant sensations for her. "It's alright, Ice. For real." (NT) -- Storm, 08:10:41 12/06/04 Mon

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• He slid his arm around her waist, giving her a sharp tug toward him, upsetting her right into his lap - though it may not have been his initial motivation when he'd slid his arm around her to begin with, it certainly didn't have unpleasant affects., for him anyways. "You sure?" (NT) -- Ice, 08:16:34 12/06/04 Mon

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• "I am sure..." She took one last hit off of the smoke before she let out a soft breath and cuddled against his chest lightly, drawing his arms around her and placing his hand on her stomache - beneath her shirt. "I am sure..but hiding around isn't good either." (NT) -- Stor, 08:44:38 12/06/04 Mon

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• He held her against his chest, holding the smoke away from the two of them for a moment, cradling her lightly. "m'not hiding, I'm being... I'm finding myself." (NT) -- Ice, 08:50:53 12/06/04 Mon

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• "Well...you should find yourself with me...." She murmured lightly, shifting to cuddle impossibly closer to him. "or at least hide away with me...don't you love me, Ice?" She questioned, her fingers playing over his on her stomache. (NT) -- Storm, 09:23:49 12/06/04 Mon

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• "What kind of a question is that?" So he hadn't been the most spit-shined example of a boyfriend lately - he hadn't been the most spit-shined example of a human being for that matter, but he'd always assumed that once they'd found one another again - when she'd been missing, that she knew that he loved her, and no matter what happened, he always would - that was why he'd nearly killed that man, that was why he'd been put in prison, that was why he was so pissed off at Aly right now. "Of course I love you." (NT) -- ice, 09:26:58 12/06/04 Mon

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• "Then you should want to be with me..." She murmured softly, tilting her head up to look at him - her eyes serious. Yes, he had hurt that man because he loved her, and yes he had been willing to take the time because he loved her - but shouldn't he be happy to be out because he loved her and wanted to be with her? (NT) -- Storm, 09:28:44 12/06/04 Mon

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• "Honestly, baby, I don't even wanna be with myself right now." He narrowed his eyes a little, wiping his hands over his bloodshot eyes for a moment. "I love you, Stormie.. I really do." (NT) -- Ice, 09:39:26 12/06/04 Mon

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• "I want to be with you" The words were so simple, but so honest. She lifted her hand, showing off the diamond on her left ring finger that had been there for so long - since they were seventeen years old really. Six years was a long engagement. (NT) -- Storm, 09:41:18 12/06/04 Mon

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• He'd spent two and a half of those years in prison, and she'd spent one of them disappeared, so he couldn't count them all, he didn't think, but even without, it still added up to a lengthy wait for the promise that he'd made her. "Well I wanna be with you too, boo..." (NT) -- Ice, 09:44:41 12/06/04 Mon

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• "So be with me instead of hiding out in your apartment by yourself." She stated, it was quite simple in her mind really. He just made it more complicated then it needed to be. "Just...." She turned, her hands sliding up his chest, facing him as she pressed a warm kiss to his forehead. "Just be with me." (NT) -- Storm, 09:57:26 12/06/04 Mon

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• He raised a brow at her philosophizing, and leaned back on the couch, one hand gentle in the small of her back, rubbing aimless circles. "Alright." (NT) -- Ice, 10:09:29 12/06/04 Mon

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• "Simple enough?" She questioned lightly, her hand raising up to brush back through his hair and evantually run down to the nape of his neck. "I love you." She smiled softly, dropping her lips to his slowly, softly, (NT) -- Storm, 10:10:42 12/06/04 Mon

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• "I love you too." The soft feel of her body, the way she sank against him when he finally responded to her kisses, and the way that their bodies fit together so well, it all reminded him why exactly he was here... "Simple enough baby.." (NT) -- Isaac, 01:36:28 12/07/04 Tue

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• She let out a low breath against his lips, her hands sliding down his arms, enjoying the well formed muscles there. "I think I should just stay here with you to make sure you keep bein' social with me." (NT) -- Storm, 01:44:08 12/07/04 Tue

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• "You wanna hide with me?" It would be fine - maybe he could let people back in, one at a time, until they'd built a little empire. He was just so sick.. of everything. He smiled a little at her actions, tipping his head back against the sofa so he could get a look in her eyes. "I think you should.." (NT) -- Isaac, 01:59:47 12/07/04 Tue

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• She smiled lightly, tilting her head. "Well, thats where we meet a problem...cuz I like to go out..you know..and I have friends..and a job...so I have to leave sometimes..." She shifted to let her lips move down his neck softly, anything to make him feel better. "Venturing out isn't so bad...your gettin' kinda pasty." (NT) -- Storm, 02:01:59 12/07/04 Tue

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• He wrinkled his nose at her comment and looked down at his hands. "I'm not pasty... I'm pale... I must be sick or something." (NT) -- ice, 02:07:26 12/07/04 Tue

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• "Your pasty and your going to get flabby if you keep just sitting around on the couch all the time." She stated honestly, nipping at his neck softly before she soothed the mark with her lips and tongue gently. (NT) -- Storm, 02:09:59 12/07/04 Tue

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• He scowled a little, but made a soft noise at her motions, his hands resting idly on her hips. "Wait.. but you'll still love me pasty and flabby, right?" (NT) -- ice, 02:14:19 12/07/04 Tue

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• She let out a low breath, shrugging gently. "We'll see...." She teased lightly, her brow furrowed as she gazed down at him. "You could leave the apartment and the couch and get sun and muscles." (NT) -- Storm, 02:17:10 12/07/04 Tue

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• "But I would rather stay here... with you." He grinned, reaching up to trace a finger along her jawline, taking in her exotic features. "I know I would still love you if you were pasty and flabby.." (NT) -- Ice, 02:19:55 12/07/04 Tue

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• She laughed lightly, shifting to run her hands beneath his shirt, across the smooth muscle there. "I would still love you...but your damn hot all toned and tanned...it's hard to not like that too." She grinned gently, catching his fingertip between her lips and sucking lightly, idely for a moment. (NT) -- Storm, 05:18:49 12/07/04 Tue

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• He raised a brow lightly at that, reaching up with the othe rhand to cup her cheek lightly. "Alright, I'll try to keep myself in acceptable shape." (NT) -- Ice, 05:31:56 12/07/04 Tue

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• She laughed lightly, sighing gently as she gazed at him. "I love you..." She stated absently, though completely honestly and meaningfully. "We gotta get our relationship going on the right track, ice." (NT) -- Storm, 05:33:31 12/07/04 Tue

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• He nodded a little at that, looking absently toward the coffee table.. he needed to get his priorities worked out, that was for sure. "I agree.. I'm going to work on that, really." (NT) -- Ice, 05:37:54 12/07/04 Tue

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• She let out a soft breath, her head tilting for a moment as she cocked a brow. "How do you plan on working on it?" She questioned, her brow furrowed in question as she gazed at him. (NT) -- Storm, 05:42:32 12/07/04 Tue

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• "First of all.. I'm going to stop dressing in gym clothes all the time." He raised a brow, indicating the track pants he wore, and the tshirt. "Second of all, I am going to get some sun." (NT) -- Ice, 05:45:54 12/07/04 Tue

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• She laughed softly, her eyes on him for a minute. "When I said our relationship I didn't mean your appearance, silly." She winked lightly, her hand running down his cheek lovingly. (NT) -- Storm, 05:52:06 12/07/04 Tue

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• "wait, I'm not done yet." He pressed a finger to her lips to silence her. "So that I look respectable to be seen in public with you. And we're gonna go out to dinner at least once a week." (NT) -- Ice, 05:57:45 12/07/04 Tue

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• She smiled lightly, letting out a soft sigh as she nodded quietly. "Ok..." She sat quietly, letting him continue as she watched and listened with a small smile on her face. (NT) -- Storm, 06:00:17 12/07/04 Tue

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• "And you are going help me set a date, and then you're going to start planning a wedding." It would probably take the year before their wedding for them to actually get their act together, but at least it would keep her preoccupied. (NT) -- Ice, 06:05:37 12/07/04 Tue

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• A slow, broader smile crossed her pretty lips at that, her eyes on his widening just a touch. "Really? Set an actual date?" She questioned, her brow cocked a bit. It was amazing how they could hardly be 'together' but talking about getting married. (NT) -- Storm, 06:08:29 12/07/04 Tue

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• "If you feel.. out of sorts about it.. you can set it as far ahead as you want." He realized that they were in pretty rough shape to be planning a wedding even within the next six months, and she had no reason to trust him as far as his consistency went, so he was letting her take charge here. "Yes." (NT) -- Ice, 06:17:39 12/07/04 Tue

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• She pursed her lips thoughtfully, before she shook her head. "I don't need to much time...are you sure this what you really want?" She questioned, her brow furrowed gently. She didn't want him to marry her just because they had always planned on being married. (NT) -- Storm, 06:57:30 12/07/04 Tue

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• and he didn't want to marry her just because they had always planned on being married - so that wasn't why he'd told her to go ahead. He was starting to realize that frankly, it was lonely when you push everyone away. "More sure than anything." (NT) -- Ice, 07:03:20 12/07/04 Tue

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• She let out a soft breath, her hand trailing down his cheek as she looked down at him seriously. "I have a question for you." She stated softly, her head tilted to the side as she regarded him with an intense curiosity. (NT) -- Storm, 08:25:24 12/07/04 Tue

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• A question that had to be pre-empted with an announcement that a question was coming was never usually a good sign and he tensed up a little, tipping his head to the side and watching her closely for any glimmer of a clue as to what it was about. "Go ahead." (NT) -- ice, 08:31:01 12/07/04 Tue

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• She pursed her lips just a little bit before she grinned gently, her eyes on his. "I know..I know that you have a baby with Lacey and all..and I know that she's your little girl and all that...but..I mean..when we get married..would you want a baby with me?" (NT) -- Storm, 08:33:38 12/07/04 Tue
  • he raised a brow at that - she had never seemed like the mothering type, and though he loved his little girl more than anything, it was hard to imagine having a baby with her. He was..silent for a moment and then nodded. "Of course I would want a baby with you.. if that's what you were to want." (NT) -- Ice, 08:44:50 12/07/04 Tue

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• She pursed her lips at his hesitation, her head tilting to the side as she gazed at him. "Really? Like you would really want a baby?" She questioned, tilting her head in confusion. "Would it be something you wanted?" (NT) -- Storm, 08:59:48 12/07/04 Tue

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• He raised a brow at her incredulous reaction. "Well, you know how much I love Della... I would love to have another running around.. one or two.." He nodded a little bit. "But I don't want you to feel like you need to have one to make me happy.." (NT) -- ice, 09:11:32 12/07/04 Tue

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• She let out a soft breath, nodding a bit as she pursed her lips."I never really felt like I measured up to Lacey...you know?" She stated softly, her brow furrowed as she gazed down at him. Apperantly the herb made them a bit more blunt and honest with each othr. (NT) -- Storm, 09:23:42 12/07/04 Tue

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• "You're all the woman that Lacey is, for sure." He nodded, and tipped his head toward her. "More, even. I just didn't think that you were the baby-making type, is all." (NT) -- Ice, 09:27:45 12/07/04 Tue

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• She frowned lightly at that, letting out a soft breath. "I am the girl you date you know? Lacey is the kind of girl you marry. I am the girl that you go out and drink and party with and have sex with in the backseat of a car with....she's the one you want to raise a family with." Not him in particular when she said 'you' just a general thing. (NT) -- Storm, 09:31:42 12/07/04 Tue

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• He raised a brow at her long winded response, and then shook his head. "Not for me, she isn't, and not for me you aren't." (NT) -- Ice, 09:35:16 12/07/04 Tue

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• A small smile tilted her lips as she watched him for a short moment before she leaned back to press a soft kiss to his lips, her hand running down his shoulder slowly. "I love you..and I want to marry you...and have your baby...someday." (NT) -- Storm, 09:38:06 12/07/04 Tue

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• He grinned, looking very satisfied with her and with himself. "Good.. I love you too, baby.." (NT) -- Ice, 09:40:41 12/07/04 Tue

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• She smiled at that, settling back to cuddle against him once gain, yawning gently as she let out a soft breath and closed her eyes. (NT) -- Storm, 09:52:46 12/07/04 Tue

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• "I'm glad that you came over to find my pasty self." He smiled, cradling her against his chest and letting his fingers brush through her dark hair. He lifted it, letting it slide through his fingers, and watching the ebony hair. "We'll make beautiful babies." (NT) -- Ice, 09:56:11 12/07/04 Tue