| Subject: Re: **~*Wishin' On A Star(Story)*~** |
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Date Posted: 20:23:18 06/26/02 Wed
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's message, "Re: **~*Wishin' On A Star(Story)*~**" on 20:15:13 06/26/02 Wed
Me:...Who was that?...
Shadd:Nobody,I'll be back lata aight?*puttin' his shirt on*
Me:K...
*Shadd walks ova to me & kisses me,then he bizounced.*
*~I was startin' to suspect that Shadd was hidin' somethin' from me,& I had a feelin' he was still slangin' too...I can't believe Shadd's from Marcy...& he had said he knew somebody named Carlos...& T..which was my brother Carlos's bestfriend when he was alive....if Shadd was talkin' about my brother Carlos than maybe he knows somethin' about that night Carlos died...I don't know maybe I'm talkin' crazy there's lots of people named Carlos...but...what if he was talkin' about my brother...I made up my mind that I was gonna have a lil talk wit Shadd lata tonite when he got home...I just needed to get some thangs cleared up,I had some questions & I needed some answers...so I decided I'd wait up for Shadd til he got home,to pass time I picked up my song book & just started writin' whateva came to mind...I've been writing songs since I was about 6yrs. old...& singin' since I was 2..my mami taught me...when I was a lil gyrl I remember how beautifully she'd sing to me every night...writin' was my get away,it was the only thing in the whole world that could calm & relax me...I picked a pen & startin' writin' down some lyrics to a song I'd just thought of...**
**Won't Cry**
Intro:Hmmmmmmm ohhhh hey yeah yeah yeah ohhhhhhhh
Verse 1:See I,I gave you all my love boy
& I don't think I can take no more(no,no)
Why you wanna play me like you do (why you wanna Play Me) Boy why you Wanna break my heart
Should've known ri from the start (ohh,ohhh)
No,You don't wanna see what you're doin' to me
So I'll go my way & you go yours
I'd rather just be alone
Chorus:No I won't Cry(I won't cry)
Won't Cry a sea of tears of you boy
I'll dry my eyez(dry my eyez)
& I'll survive
Cause I don't need you no way baby
Verse 2: Oh baby,baby,baby
I really don't understand
thought what we had was good,somethin' rare
but you don't seem to even care
Don't wanna go,
But I'm not gonna stay & let you take advantage of me
Did all I could,to show you I love you
But you took my love & you used it in vain
Boy why you wanna cause me pain
But it won't rain no more(rain no more)
chorus
bridge:oh why oh why(why me,why me baby)
Why You hurt me(boy why you hurtin' me)
I used to love ya(but not no more)not no more
*I was still lyin' in bed writin' when Quan came home a few hours lata...*
Shadd:Hey baby.
Me:Hey.*closin' my book & puttin' down my pen*um....Shadd can I talk to you for a minute?...
Shadd:Sure baby,whats on yo mind?
Me:Well um...early today when you were on the phone wit yo friend T I heard you say you were from Marcy...I didn't know you were from Marcy...
Shadd:..Oh..well yeah I am...*starts changin' out his clothes*
Me:oh...but uh..I also heard you say to T,that you wouldn't wanna have to let him go like you had to do Carlos...who's Carlos?..
Shadd:Oh..well Carlos was this dude that used to kinda run wit me & T when were slangin' down in Marcy,we were all in a gang together called Mafia Niggaz,his name was Carlos Morales...he
Me: (gasps cuttin' Quan off)Oh my god!*tears wellin' up in my eyez*oh my god!!*cryin'*
Shadd:Boo whats wrong?.... you aight?...*comes & sits next to me & starts holdin' me*
Me:*still cryin'*...The guy you're talkin' about..Carlos Morales...I know him,he was my cuzin'!...
*Note = she sayin' Carlos was her cuzin' instead of her brother cause she don't wanna have to tell Shadd about her past & who she really is,just thought I'd clear that up =)*
Shadd:*shocked*What?!
Me:*still cryin*I had a cuzin' named Carlos Morales who used to slang down in Marcy & was in a gang called Mafia Niggaz..he was murdered about 2 yrs. ago...the police neva found out who killed him or what happened...
Shadd:Shit..Carlos was yo cuzin...*lyin*damn that was my boy..we was tight as f*ck..I would've did anything for that nigga...
Me:...So... do you know...what happened that nite Carlos died?...
*Shadd walks ova to the bed & sits down on the egde slowly*
Shadd:*fakin' & actin' like he was havin' a hard time tryna tell the story*...That nite me Carlos,T & a few of our otha boyz were all supposed to go & take out this dude named Big Pat..we had been plannin' it for months..Pat was the drug King of Ny.. we was plannin' on killin' Pat,killin all his boyz,takin' all his loot & all his stash...but thangs ain't go quite like that though...That nite everybody was supposed to be meetin' @ my house...*lyin*but Carlos..he ain't neva show up...no one saw or heard from him the whole nite & we had all agreed that if one of us didn't show up then the rest of us was leavin' with-out that person...so we left & did what he had to do...then the next mornin' cops come knockin' on my door tellin' me Carlos had been murdered & shit & to come down to the station for questionin'...when I heard I was like hell naw...I couldn't believe what they was sayin' you know..I didn't wanna believe it..Sometimes I feel like its my fault for him bein' killed..*puts his head in his hands*
Me:*huggin him*Its ok baby...its not yo fault*tears commin' down my cheeks*
~note=song = Copywrite by me~
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