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Date Posted: 11:53:18 09/02/03 Tue
/:Black and purple car screams into the driveway, and squeals to a stop. Damn...he'd been hoping he'd get lucky and would have been killed or something on the way home...oh well..there was always next time. He gets out of the car, which needed a little restoration pretty badly, slamming the door and storming into the house. He should have known she wasn't coming back to him...the little faggots had done some major brainwashing, obviously. And he'd be damned if he got on his knees and cried and begged for her to stay...showed any emotion at all before she left. She must have had him confused with the assbashers she was so gallently staying with. With a sarcastically amused snort, he rips open the hard liquor cabinet. No sense in waiting around...she wasn't gonna call. Might as well get totally and utterly, undeniably and incredibly drunk. Snagging Sphinx's big bottle of vodka, he rips the cap off and bites back a snort from the bottle, the liquid a firey inferno if he'd ever felt one. He then storms into the living room, turning on the sterio. A song from that uprising rocker chick was on...Amy Lee...Evanescence, wasn't it? Something like that. He didn't care. Another shot is taken./:\r
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
/:Hah. Oh-so-fitting...well, maybe except for the 'I don't love you anymore' part. He did love her. With a growl, he takes another shot. He hated to know he loved her...wanted to hate her. Wanted to ban her from his life, his heart, his memory. He wanted her away from his soul...but she'd wounded it...and still, she was a part of it. How much alcohol would it take to flush her out of there? He'd be damned if he didn't find out. Another shot taken. And then the radio commericals end...and what plays again but Don't Cry by GNR. But somehow, cry he does, alone in the darkness in his livingroom, listening to the music of truth and pain waft over him./:\
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