| Subject: just to set this straight... |
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anna
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Date Posted: 19:53:03 01/28/03 Tue
Okay here goes you guys I know I shouldn't be here god knows why I'm doing this but I got to say I’m really disappointed. Well more than that I’m so fucking mad that you guys would ever, ever, EVER listen to, believe, and SPREAD rumours. ESPECIALLY about me. I seriously thought you guys were more mature than that. Well, most of you. Thomas i thought i could trust you i never thought just 'cos we have some problems that you would do this. Just to let you know. And while we're on it, tom I don’t know if you hate me and right now I don’t think this has anything to do with it but if you are mad at me the thing to do isn’t listen to fucking rumours. And Sean. Sean I don’t know if you ever come here but I’m going to make it a personal goal to try to never ever... guh... i don’t even fucking know. Now I know tom and i haven’t exactly been on GREAT terms but I though that you (Sean) and I were still friends. I don’t know I guess we were before I can’t really tell it’s beside the point what the hell were you thinking to tell people a bunch of shit? What the hell made you believe whatever matt Munely or whoever the fuck told you? Regardless of whatever I did this weekend wasn’t ANY of ANY OF YALLS business; Not Marcus’s, not seams, not toms, not Lindsay’s, no one but mine. so not only am I extremely upset yall believed these even for a second, and then you TELL each other and THEN you tell other people I feel so fucking betrayed... Sean I didn’t do anything to you. I didn’t do anything to Marcus. FUCK, I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING TO THOMAS. And THEN it's not like you would come up to me in private and say hey 'Anna are these rumours true?' No you have to yell it and accuse them in FRONT of people. Tom, you wonder why I haven’t been smiling? Hmm lets see maybe its cos it makes me sick to think a group of guys I THOUGHT I was friends with helped spread rumours. But no it’s not like yall were the only ones no so many people are spreading them. Fuck that. God dammit this is SO ridiculous I can’t believe I am spending my time at this but I just want you guys to know that I'm so, so, so fucking mad and to never ever, ever, EVER spread shit about me don’t listen to it and certainly don’t bullshit your way through life pretending to be nice to me so I THINK I have friends when I don’t cos I can tell you, the truth hurts, but certainly not as much as lies. I am tired of pretending to be y'all's friend, but only a kind of friend. What’s done is done I don’t dwell of the past but I'm sure as hell y'all aren’t mature enough to let this drop and I know that cos you guys are too fucking chicken to talk to me so fuck that I’m tired of this. I’m tired of it all. No more bullshit go ahead y'all at school just come up to me say 'Anna guess what I hate you' well guess what I don’t fucking care. I’m not coming back to this site I’m not going to talk to y'all in the halls I’m not going to IM y'all I’m not going to hug y'all(not like youd let me) I'm not going to sit near you guys if possible, and I'm not going to do anything, I've lost ALL trust in you guys. Way to go: y'all have ruined it. Oh well i guess maybe I did, right? Oh well it was bound to happen, right? Just don’t ever expect to see me smile again. Not even a fake one. Fuck this I'm too upset to type anymore.
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