||Illness has taken its toll upon me, silently I disappear from the hubbub of the madding crowd. The talks of a tournament wash briefly over me but I remain oblivious to the noises and the injuries already being inflicted and continue to make my unnoticed disappearance with only my youngest in tow. She refuses to leave my side and obediently follows. She knows what is to come. My eldest is still trying to worm her way into her fathers cold heart; she'll get there eventually. She'll make him be proud of her - he couldn’t be anything else. My past becomes a blur, my present hazy and my future impossible to even think about. As I begin to speak about my life to my youngest daughter I can feel the presence of my eldest around and this is why I begin to speak knowing both are with me and listening.||||my childhood||
||born to Dragon Eyes and Depth of Darkness. Me, Just Shameless and Hell's Sunset; The three of us where inseparable. We even went to our first harem together. Mum was best friends with Just Shameless's mother, and after her death Just Shameless was protected by mum. The three of us became more like sisters after that. Crucified took the three of us when we left our home but eventually he left leaving us back in the mare's land for a bit. We decided to return home but we soon grew bored - home was no longer where my heart was. My sire had disappeared, my dam was pleased to see me but felt as though she was in my way and so eventually I made the decision to leave. I do not know where my friends had gone to; although the last I had heard Just Shameless had given birth to a foal and then moved to live with The Ghost.||
||my lover||
||Bound until my untimely death to the one they call Painting of Black. Not much to tell to you about that. Made a few alliances in my time here but none were ever as strong as my childhood "sister's". Slowly I made it up the ranks until I reached the government - and that was it. No real ambition to be top dog. Just quite happy in the middle road. That’s where I'll always be I guess - pottering along in the middle road.||
||my children||
||This partnership with Painting of Black inevitably lead me down a strange and previously unimaginable road, children. I had always thought they would be forced upon me but one day I just gave in and agreed producing two daughters who will eternally continue to make me proud. They give my life meaning and my death will not be in vain.||
||valuable lessons learned||
||There are several things that you must learn and never veer from.||
- Never allow others to question your self worth
- Only challenge authority when you feel they are not upto scratch. Sometimes it is better just to settle being second; it is from there that you remain more in touch with others and can have the power to alter the ways of the world
- Never forget your roots.
- Remember home is where the heart is. Family remains important and stays with you even in death
- Never try to alter yourself to suit another. Soon you will only lose the true you.
||You'll always be my shooting stars||
||mother to Sanity and Fade to Black||
||allied for eternity with Hell's Sunset and Just Shamelessl||
-death becomes her-
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