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Subject: Hates my guts...but loooves my ass!

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Jeff - Jigabooty

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Date Posted: 16:31:48 03/01/03 Sat
In reply to: John 's message, "Re: Missing posts" on 00:28:13 03/01/03 Sat

HA! Ken, you are so funny. I busted up as soon as I saw that! We must have been on the same wavelength as I thought of posting "Fuck you rotten bastards".

I got my 'dear Jeff' email from the sales guy. He's backin' out of helping due to the difficulty of selling air time because of such lame ass reasons like: (with whiney voice)
Listening Audience statistics
projected increase of sales
any data involving listening audience etc.etc. that any business would need but I can't provide because no such show exists that I propose to create.

Fuck.

His points are true..and I'm very disappointed in telling me reasons why he chose not to help whether then tell me why he can. I hate that. I don't like people who tell me why they can't do something...tell me how you ARE going to do it. Even with unfaceable challenges, tell me how you are going to face them....even if you can't overcome but have the balls to face them anyway.

So right now I feel beaten. I feel like I got kicked in the gut and part of me wants to just stay in bed and forget the whole fucking thing. The woman I see now and then started responding with supportive one liners and trying to be humorous and see the silver lining and that just pissed me off. I don't want supportive words of comfort...I want some fucking action...I want a plan and help. 100 people could tell me what a good idea I have but its all empty if I'm all alone to do something that takes 3-5 to accomplish. Fuck this.

So, the one I thought would be my best chance for success has backed down. I am at a loss and don't know what direction to take so I'm going to 'hibernate' go back in my cave and stew for awhile. And the next muthafucker who tells me 'good luck' or 'make that dream a reality' or some other worthless bullshit response, I'll beat their ass with all my fucking strength and gnaw on their skulls with my bare teeth.

I don't know what to do next.

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