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Date Posted: 05:31:33 09/27/07 Thu
Dear Pastor,
I greet you in the name of our lord Jesus Christ. I am Jebah Raj, a believer of Jesus since last 10 years. I lost my mom at a very early age, when I was boy of 6 years old. She had committed suicide. After her death, my father married again within 6 months. In my family, there was no happiness and no peace. There were only tears in my life. There was a lot fear and confusion in my mind and I was always frightened and did’nt have the courage to meet anyone or to speak to anyone. I couldn’t make friends because I was suffering from inferiority complex since I was a discarded child in my childhood. After passing school, I passed first year graduation at the age of 18.
At the age of 19, I understood that I was under the spell of some evil in the form of witchcraft. The trouble compelled me to meet some people (non Christian) who were involved in black magic, to get delivered and after their help, I managed to complete my graduation but was unable to go to work. I used to go wandering in the streets with any little memory of what I was doing. People living in my society looked at me as mad. At the age of 29, I started to work.
At the age of 31, my brother-in-law took me to a pastor for prayers and from that day onwards, I started believing in Jesus Christ. So, I started fasting and praying to God to deliver me from evil bondage. I attend the church daily, and whenever the pastor prays over me and lays his hands on my head, I am thrown off to the floor violently. I loose consciousness, my whole body becomes stiff and numb and at least 4 people are required to control me.
Though, I’ve been suffering from evil attack from childhood, it is now since 4-5 years that I’m always feeling myself covered from my head to toe with some thing heavy and a burden on my shoulders. I feel always in a state of slavery loosing my strength from defending against any injustice done to me, not able to speak. I feel like a heavy yoke is tied to my neck, and I’m unable to do anything about it always feeling restless. Also, there is a pricking pain in my joints and limbs with a sensation of burning under the knees of both the legs. On the other hand, because of this continued torment, confusion, fear, etc. I resigned from my esteemed job which I was holding since 9 years, as it was just not possible to continue in the state I was. Thus, I resigned the job at the age of 38.
Now, I am 41 years old and still each day, I am undergoing a tortured life in my mind, body and soul. Since I am not going to work, everyday I go to church and spend 2 hours in prayer with pastor and some church believers. After the prayers, pastor prays over me and I start manifesting immediately, I’m thrown to the floor. Then coming back to my house, I spend 3 hours in prayer in my private room and also confess my sins in my prayer. Now, since one month, I have started reading 20 chapters everyday from the Holy Bible.
The manifestation is happening since last 10 years and till this day, the evil spirit had never spoke and revealed its identity. This way not one but many pastors from India, who have the gift of deliverance have prayed over me in all these years but they have not been able to help me so far. I am deeply worried, Will I be delivered from this evil possession,? Please help me.
I have desire to do many things for Jesus in my daily life, and to get married, but at present my life seems to be wasted away and my life is full of darkness without any hope of light.
I earnestly request you to please pray for me, so that I’m completely delivered from this evil bondage, and able to live a normal life in Christ Jesus.
Thanking you for your prayer support,
With Love in Christ Jesus,
Jebah Raj
Mobile No: 0091-9323868302
(Mumbai, India)
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