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Date Posted: 11:47:40 07/18/01 Wed
Author: Betsy
Subject: Alteration of life is common

My point being, do any of you enter thoughts on this forum while actually BEING DRUNK? The question plagues me because I'm kinda "outside the boundaries" with many of my queries. I'm very drunk. I'm so drunk on studying every breath I take and every second I'm alive. I mean this. What a trip.

For years, I thought I wouldn't reach a "certain age" I'd labelled as "the age to weather and go forward after" but I just actually kept creeping along on my life's journey into my next death.

I've long given up the idea of "being famous or popular or astounding" and decided I'm really quite lucky to live another second, minute, hour, day, etc., just being a quiet, very strange, kinda unapproachable (unless I'm in a high time) creature living on this terra firma.

If there is a guy (named God and sitting up there in those incredibly lovely fluffy clouds) why would it want me to "just bide my time and take up space?" Deal is, NO OTHER ANIMAL ON THIS EARTH SEEMS TO HAVE THE ABILITY TO USE THAT BRAIN WE ALL TREASURE, YET THEY SEEM TO LIVE IN A WELL-ORDERED WORLD THAT LOOKS PRETTY GOOD TO ME.

Am I missing something FUNDAMENTAL? What am I overlooking? I know, from reading lots of books - Hesse (all of them) and Jung (several, but I don't know German), others have walked down the same trail I seem to be (inevitably) on. Yet, I feel so alone.

Perhaps I'm just as crazy as I thought. Let me know your honest thoughts......please.

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