january.jan-you-airy.jun-oo-are-ree?it's amazing how writing the word 'january' on over one hundred pieces of paper make the pronounciation confusing.drunk?I think not.Useless nightfalls would produce new morning,a chance for a new found luck.was today a good day?everytime an attempt to create something 'better' it rains down on me.what would be out of the ordinary?a day where no pain is felt?a day where not a single drop of liquid drips from your eye?the populated earth is it's own tragically beautiful portrait.there is one (somewhere out there) in bliss as I speak,and one drowning in their own mistake.
blue streaks ran through the clouded firmament,staining the perfection into bits of broken pieces.thickness of the day old fog had vanished off the face of the world..summer once again.children of different colors and ages all in happiness that the torture chamber of education would hold until the leafage had turned into a shade of red.when the sun had finally settled in it's bed,the kingdom of nocturnity took over.
sounds of innocent footfalls entered the overflow of dark activity.this was a story,minus the 'once upon a time' and one that does not deserve a ending.Alexis Paige was yet another innocent lost in a world of phantoms to haunt her days.afraid that her sweet 16 would never arrive at her steps,and always as sweet as melted chocolate she would tempt the hearts of men.now why 16 would feel any different than 15 I would not know.a damsel in distress awaiting for her knight to rescue her from captivity.a spellbinding tale of a princess wasted.a natural rush of a rosey tint dutched the perfection of her cheekbone structue,the well tanned epidermis morphing into a different shade due to short moments of humiliation.a light burst of uncontrolable giggles escaped through crimson painted labrums,the gentle grace inhabited by the seductress dangling on the eve of the morning glory,drew her close to the unfimilliar shadow burried within her soul.soothing vocals were hushed to the hearing of the chosen,following by extra giggles.by now it had been about three hours..I was alone watching my companion crack like a fruitcake infront of 'worthy' socialites.ah yes...apparently I drifted off into the land of boredomness where all the lifelessness in me dwelled.It was a sickening sight,though in my demented kingdom I still watched dear ol' Lexy tampering the hearts of thirty year old men.Oh yes,much entertainment.how much would I have loved to storm out of the chamber of hidden failures..if only my ride back to 'kansas' was not the belle of the ball.It was a 'there was no place like home' moment..where no place was better than the comfort of the cushionage you rest upon when your short (or long) 24 hour day had been wasted.No..standing against wall of chipped paint works just fine.Being fourteen in a celebration where everyone ranges from sixteen to thirty..sure,fourteen works.Oh dear..get me out of here.drunken men tilted in crazy motions..i hadn't seen anything more hilarious in my day.then again,I guess I was knee deep in alcohol as well (that would explain why everything was like a comic).princess Lexy continued on with the train of flirtation while I sulked in a dim corner with alcohol swallowing me up whole.that night was a begining of a different lifestyle.my summer had continued with me trailing behind Lexy.till today,Alexis is out loose bubble-gum popping in her mouth as usual stealing the hearts of strangers.Wooo...pass the popcorn.Fine,the tale was twisted.Sweet destiny,it was all a lie.though main points remained to the truth.despite the outburst of giggles Alexis was but the innocent type.My only companion since the age of eleven,you eventually learn to love her.On January 13,2002 her lifeless body was found on the side of a deserted road..what caused her life to end is still a mystery.A dawning of a new year hands you the soul of someone who is dead. (in loving memory of Alexis R. Paige?)and all who are left can do no help,except pay sympathy..but sympathy can only last so long.
Clusters of the white puffs encircled me..the chill sending to me as a reminder of past winters.A smile coiled upon my lips to the offer,before making an enterance into the domicile.
"Aw,thanks"
through the wooden frame,I traveled from the exterior to what is hidden beneath.the spacious dwelling was suddenly revealed,had I not fallen asleep and awoken half alive in my virgin state of mind?excitement had drowned my sorrow and replaced it with a wonderfilled honesty.
"This place is so big!Do I get a tour?"
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