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Date Posted: 19:21:17 11/27/05 Sun
Author: brokened
Subject: in between (mt)

i just need more time
when everything grows dark inside
and all the world keeps spinning


every time i find myself
telling you what's blocking me
feeling denied by any answer given, anyhow

and it's just too much
i cannot bear the pain i'm sharing
but i cannot control this

and would i ask from them to keep it all in?
if i could spare them from needing to do that for one more moment -
it's just that i don't know quite how to survive


with all of this chaos within,
all that i'm trying when i ask if it really is okay
sometimes is to find some clearness and some order,

maybe even some kind of direction in the midst of all this... liberty;
it makes me so very insecure and i am not used to choosing,
especially not this much, too much, really.

but it's merely the chaos that i feel inside
that makes me run for finding safety
in some kind of set borderline, a knowing how far i can go from here before 'falling of'

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