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• Fiya and Josiah trailed in behind them, Josiah quietly listening to what she was saying with a furrowed brow, running a hand over his head for a moment - pausing for a moment outside the door and speaking in hushed tones. With a frown he let her walk away from him - his gaze narrowed before he pushed off the door - walking into the room with a smile on his face. "Nice play you got here Fy girl." He looked over, his eyes halting on Lilah for a moment. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 05:47:19 06/04/04 Fri

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• She was trying her hardest to ignore him and was doing a half-decent job - her gaze cold on him whenever she did sneak a glance. She knew she had no reason to be so jealous, but couldn't help it. So, she just sat perched on the arm of the couch and focussed her attention on Theo and Mich - her brother's girlfriend had joined in just moments ago and had turned the young man's monologue into an actual conversation... // His dark gaze lingered on Mich for a moment before he sighed softly and looked to Safiya before ducking into the kitchen. (NT) -- Lilah / Darius, 05:52:07 06/04/04 Fri

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• She moved into the kitchen to help him with drinks, smiling absently. "Hey.." She hadn't really gotten a chance to talk to him all night. // Josiah cocked a brow at Lilah, his head tilting before he headed over there."What?" (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 05:56:05 06/04/04 Fri

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• He smiled a touch and kissed her cheek as he passed to grab himself a Corona from the fridge. "Hey princess.." // She shifted her gaze to him, turning on the couch arm to face him more and Theo and Mich less. "Nothing." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 05:58:19 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled, though she wasn't as close to him as she had been in the past - she kept a personal distance betwen them now. "Figured you could use some help with the drinks." // "Don't nothin' me, you've been shootin' me death looks all night." He kept his voice low. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 06:02:56 06/04/04 Fri

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• "No one wants anything difficult... But you're more than welcome." He shrugged, leaning back against the counter - more interested in getting away from the group for a little bit. // She cocked a brow and crossed her arms under her chest - petite frame dwarfed by Theo's jacket. "Surprised you noticed." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:05:35 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Well..just help carrying them is all..." She moved past him, getting a few more beers out of the fridge. // He growled, looking around before he took her hand and pulled her off into the hallway. "You want me to go in trouble Lilah? Is that what you want?" (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:08:29 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Yeah... Sure..." He watched her quietly a long moment and raised his drink to his lips before speaking again. "What's up?" // Frowning at him, she leaned her shoulders back against the wall, dark deep eyes on her fingers as she toyed absently with one carefully manicured nail. "No, of course not." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:11:43 06/04/04 Fri

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• She shook her head, looking over her shoulder at him. "Nothin'." Her braids had been taken out to reveal long raven shining midnight hair. Only one side was braided and that was just netted at the top, the rest hanging down. She was clad in a short white pleated skirt and a low v-cut pink top with had lace around the edges - the colors showing her skin nicely. // "Then what do you want me to do?" He was aggravated. (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 06:14:28 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Alright..." He muttered quietly, mixing a drink for his sister after a moment of silence... // "Nothing!" She insisted, gaze shifted to him again - if he was so interested in Safiya, than good for him. She liked to think she could pretend that she didn't care. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:17:04 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smirked, lightly teasing. "Nothin' complicated huh?" She questioned, shrugging her shoulders. "Between your sister and Si, they have complicated tastes." Siah had whimpered till she said she'd make him a white russian. // He frowned, looking down at her. "If your brother found out, if he even suspsected what went on Lilah, he'd kill me." (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 06:20:12 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Yeah.. They're a pain. I keep telling her that she needs to learn to like beer." He smirked briefly as he glanced to her with a small shrug. // She nodded and ran one hand through her dark wavy hair absently. "I know... So I understand." (NT) -- Lilah, 06:22:51 06/04/04 Fri

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• She finished up the drink, calling out. "Siah, get your whiney ass in here and get your damn drink!" She grinned, heading into the living room. She had yet to actually speak to Mich, and she didn't think she wanted too. // He nodded, frowning as Fiya called him before he just headed from the hallway, placing a kiss to Fiya's cheek. "Your beautiful darlin'." He mock drawled, taking his drink. (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 06:25:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• He lingered in the kitchen a long moment before heading out as well, handing Lilah her drink as she wandered from the hall towards him, and tugging gently on her hair. Handing a beer to Theo, he slipped an arm around Mich's neck from behind, though his gaze soon strayed to Safiya with a soft sigh... // She growled in frustration and almost stomped her foot as she left the hall. Murmuring a thanks for her drink, she headed out to the balcony to sit in the dark... (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:29:32 06/04/04 Fri

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• Josiah was about to growl himself as he frowned at the balcony, then at the way Safiya glanced at D and his woman - then quickly away. Damn people. // Fiya bit her lip, smiling at the group before she laughed nervously. "Well..don't want her sitting out there all by herself..." She quickly made her exit out onto the balcony with the other girl. "Wow....this is a tense group." (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:31:27 06/04/04 Fri

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• She laughed humorlessly and shrugged, sipping at her drink and tugging the jacket closer to her. "It's all D's fault. He transfers negative energy to everyone." // Everyone but his amicable girlfriend and Theo, who rarely let anything bother him, seemed on edge and he was feeling it too. With a sigh he kissed Mich's cheek before leaving her in favor of Josiah. "Hey Josie." (NT) -- Lilah / Darius, 06:35:11 06/04/04 Fri

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• He glanced at Darius almost warily, the man had seemed pissy with him all night. "Hey." // "It's always like this?" She questioned, her brow furrowed. (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:36:54 06/04/04 Fri

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• He was frustrated, but rarely stayed mad at Josiah for long. "What's up?" // She shook her head, gaze on the dark though she spoke to the other girl. "No.. Never... But D's miserable and he affects a lot of people." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:39:18 06/04/04 Fri

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• He shook his head. "Not much..." He sipped on his drink, twirling it for a moment, before he glanced over to his friend. "You?" // She frowned lightly. "I don't get it. Whats he so miserable about?" (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:41:05 06/04/04 Fri

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• "About the same..." He sipped at his drink before speaking again. "You look miserable." // She shrugged a touch, absently twisting a strand of hair around one finger. "No one really knows... Mich and I were after him about drinking so much all the time, but I don't think that would have made him so mad." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:44:58 06/04/04 Fri

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• He shrugged lightly, his hand running over his head. "Ever have the feeling everything is a little tense but your not sure why?" // "She seem's nice..." She murmured,her eyes following the other girls out to the darkness. (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:48:24 06/04/04 Fri

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• He smired briefly but nodded a touch, gaze lingering on his friend before drifting out. "Yeah.." // "She is nice..." She agreed easily - she liked the other girl, but there was nothing special about what Darius and her shared, and everyone knew it. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:51:58 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Not sure what to do about it either." He looked over at his friend, not sure what his issue had been with him that night. // She pursed her lips, not having much to say so she just lit up her cigarette. (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 06:55:52 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I'm not sure there's much anyone can do." He shrugged and ran a hand over his head, sighing softly. // She was silent as well for a long moment before speaking what she had been thinking - she had an idea what Darius' problem was, but wouldn't mention it. "They're just putting in time though." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 06:57:56 06/04/04 Fri

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• He shrugged. "I'm 'bout to bust out of here for a bit I think." He tilted his head, shrugging. "It's a nice place though, if you ever do move in here." He smirked, shaking his head. "If you don't, I just might. Can't beat the rent, or the company." // She frowned at that. "What do you mean?" (NT) -- Josiah/Lilah, 07:01:45 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Lay off, Josie." That was exactly what was bothering him - how his friend saw just another pretty face in Safiya, but he saw so much more than that... // She shrugged and finished off her drink before speaking. "They like each other and enjoy each other's company... But neither is head-over-heels in love." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 07:11:52 06/04/04 Fri

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• He cocked a brow, eyeing D for a moment. "You just want what you can't have...is that what the heats about Darius?" He'd been giving him attitude for days now. // "Oh..." She shrugged her small nearly bare shoulders. "Whatever works for them." (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 07:15:24 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I have what I want." He muttered, meeting his friend's gaze squarely. // She nodded slightly and glance to the other girl. "Yeah, that's what I say." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 07:18:54 06/04/04 Fri

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• He nodded. "Well good for you then." He raised his drink, though it was obviously his mood wasn't the best now. He opened the patio door. "I'm headin' out Fiya." // "Oh, gimmie a second Siah." She smiled at Lilah "I'll be back." She brushed back out into the apartment, walking with Siah into the living room as he said to bye to everyone. (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 07:21:12 06/04/04 Fri

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• He sighed and ran a hand over his head, moving into the kitchen to leave his empty bottle there and take a breather... // She trailed after Safiya in, quiet a moment before speaking up - and only doing so because she wanted so bad just to go home and take a hot shower and go to bed. "Can I catch a ride home, Josiah?" (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 07:28:18 06/04/04 Fri

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• He nodded. "Yeah, if your wantin' to leave now, thats cool." He kissed Fiya on the cheek softly. "I'll talk to you tomorrow or something." He opened the door for Lilah. "I'll catch you later D." He called out - though still aggrevated with the other man. (NT) -- Josiah, 07:36:47 06/04/04 Fri

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• She ducked into the kitchen to say goodbye to her brother. "Josiah's driving me home.. See you later?" At her brother's nod and wave, she handed Theo back his jacket and then headed out the door ahead of Josiah. // He just shouted out a goodbye from the kitchen - even if they were frustrated with each other, they were still reasonably decent.. (NT) -- Lilah / Darius, 07:40:30 06/04/04 Fri

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• Fiya came back into the kitchen, cracking open a drink and heading back out onto the balcony with a pack of cigarettes and her drink. This was basically his place too so he could make himself at home. // Siah looked over at her, shrugging out of his jacket and placing it over her shoulders silently. (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 07:43:50 06/04/04 Fri

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• He headed back into the living room to join Theo and Mich, just as they were starting to talk about getting ready to go as well. // She murmured a quiet 'thanks' and lead the way down and out, unsure what, if anything, she had to say to him. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 07:46:35 06/04/04 Fri

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• She let out a slow breath, leaning back and looking up at the stars, quickly downing the drinking - she was starting to get buzzed. // "Why'd you wanna head out shorty?" (NT) -- Josiah/Fiya, 07:48:09 06/04/04 Fri

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• He protested only meekly when Mich announced she was leaving - that Theo would drive her home. She ducked out to the balcony to say goodbye and thanks to Fiya - still uncertain why they had never even talked. He said goodbye to them and let them out before dropping onto the couch with a heavy sigh. // Her slight shoulders shrugged beneath his jacket, voice soft. "'Cause I wanted to go home." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 07:55:00 06/04/04 Fri

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• She was nice to her, she wasn't a complete bitch all the time. "Feel free to stop by whenever D's here...you know..our casa your casa or whatever." She smiled more amiable with the liquor in her system. // He frowned softly, closing the car door behind her before he slid into his side. "You ok?" (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 07:59:04 06/04/04 Fri

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• Mich smiled and made some idle comment about taking her up on the offer some time before heading out... // "Great." She tugged his jacket tighter around her, gaze out the window. When she was around Safiya and saw how Josiah was with her - it made her feel like nothing more than a little girl next to a woman. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 08:01:51 06/04/04 Fri

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• She came back out into the kitchen, grabbing another drink before eyeing him briefly. // He frowned briefly, looking over to her before he started the car. "Don't sound great..." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:04:10 06/04/04 Fri

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• "You've tossed back more than me tonight, Safiya." He commented absently from where he sat on the floor, playing some racing game on the PS2. // She sighed softly and glanced over to him, one hand pushing her hair back from her face. "Does it matter to you?" (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 08:07:30 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smirked, winking lightly. "Learned from the master." She was nursing a good buzz now. // "Yes..." He sighed softly, looking at her. "Things are just weird Deliliah..." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:11:04 06/04/04 Fri

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• He smirked briefly and nodded, his gaze shifted to her briefly before back to his game. "Yeah..." // She exhaled softly, teeth catching her lip a moment before she responded, uncertain of what he meant. "What things?" (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:13:14 06/04/04 Fri

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• She pursed her lips, moving over and sitting directly in front of him cross legged. "Your sister said your miserable..." // "Just..everything." He didn't know how to explain it. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:14:54 06/04/04 Fri

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• He sat up a little straighter to try and see past her, shrugging a touch. "My sister says a lot of things." // "Do you like Safiya?" She wasn't sure if he liked her, or just liked the idea of her - someone his age, someone confident and outspoken, and easier to be around without worrying who might see. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:17:56 06/04/04 Fri

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• She sat up straighter in turn. "Why would she say your miserable? Are you miserable?" She tilted her head, worried a bit. // "What?" He frowned lightly, shaking his head. "I..where would you get that idea?" (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:22:21 06/04/04 Fri

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• He paused the game with a quiet sigh and shook his head a touch. "I'm good." // She shrugged a touch, her gaze shifting to the window again. "You act like you do." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:24:15 06/04/04 Fri

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• She frowned, her brow furrowed. "I'm bothering you aren't I?" She sighed, standing up, shrugging and giving him a wink. "I was jus' checkin'." // "We're tight..." He shrugged, his gaze drifting to her for a split second. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:25:57 06/04/04 Fri

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• His hands caught her ankles and he smiled reassuringly, shaking his head. "Nah. You don't bother me." // Nodding a touch at that, she silently worried her lower lip - he hadn't denied it and she took that for something close to a yes. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:28:34 06/04/04 Fri

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• She paused, running her hand down his head to his neck then back up briefly before she smiled, raising her glass to him. "Drunk." // "I don't want to be with her." He stated. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:31:50 06/04/04 Fri

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• He laughed softly, his hands slipping up the backs of her calves. "You're just buzzed. Don't exaggerate." // She was quiet a moment longer before looking to him and sighing softly. "Oh." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:34:06 06/04/04 Fri

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• She shook her head, looking down at him. "I meant I am going to get drunk." She downed the rest of it, pushing that glass aside. // "Why?" He questioned, tilting his head. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:36:39 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Why?" He leaned back against the base of the couch, head tilted a touch as he watched her. // "Because I wanted to know." She offered quietly, watching him a moment before dropping her eyes to her hands. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:38:14 06/04/04 Fri

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• She shrugged. "I dunno..cuz I feel like it." She looked down at him. From his spot on the floor he had a good view of long legs and a short skirt. // He ran his tongue across his lips, unsure how to take her. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:40:52 06/04/04 Fri

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• His eyes were shamelessly taking in the exposed skin, a brief smile on his lips. "Whatever works..." // She sighed and rested her head back against the headrest. "So what's wrong?" (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:42:59 06/04/04 Fri

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• She tilted her head. "The one night your not getting drunk...gonna make me drink all by myself on the porch?" She questioned, leaning down, the v-neck also showing off plenty of skin. // "Your pissed at me..." He murmured softly, his brow furrowed. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:46:13 06/04/04 Fri

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• He cleared his throat softly, forcing his eyes to meet hers. "I never said anything about not getting drunk... And you don't need to drink on the porch..." // "I'm not..." She murmured gently in return, glancing to him - she had hardly expected him to care or notice if she was mad or upset. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:48:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• She went into the kitchen, grabbing them both a drink before she came out, settling directly in his lap and handing it to him. "So lets get drunk." // "You are...you have been all night." (NT) -- Fiya/ Siah, 08:53:39 06/04/04 Fri

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• One arm slipped around her waist as he cracked open his drink, nodding a moment later. "Sounds good.." // She exhaled softly and shook her head, her dark gaze lingering on him. "I just thought maybe you wanted to be with Safiya..." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:56:04 06/04/04 Fri

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• She grinned lightly, taking her own drink and curling against his chest, her back to his chest - picking up his game controler. "I bet I can do better then you..." // He shook his head. "Nah, there's a number of reasons I wouldn't get with Fiya..but she's a fun girl to hang out with." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 08:57:56 06/04/04 Fri

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• He laughed softly, his free hand resting between her knees, the other gripping his drink. "Sure you can." // "Yeah.." She nodded a touch in understanding and ran a hand through her hair again with a soft sigh. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 08:59:56 06/04/04 Fri

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• She leaned back against his chest, trying to play while still holding her drink, but evantually she just paused it, taking a few long drinks to finish it off - more then buzzed now. // "Even if your brother wouldn't absolutely despise me if I touched her...I still wouldn't." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:03:04 06/04/04 Fri

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• He nursed his drink a little slower - not sure he wanted to get completely trashed - and rested his head back as he watched her play. // "Okay." She exhaled softly, still unsure what he was thinking about everything else. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:05:08 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled back at him, shifting on his lap absently. "Your girlfriend is nice." She murmured, shifting again then swearing at the tv. // He parked in a parks parking lot, turning off the headlights "Now, honestly, you ok?" (NT) -- Fiya/SIah, 09:07:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• "She's nice..." He nodded touch in quiet agreement and raised his drink to his lips again at that, his free hand steadying her gently. // Her gaze shifted to him once again and she slouched down into the seat. "Yeah, fine." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:09:13 06/04/04 Fri

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• Her dark hair was soft and sparkling in the dim light from the lamp in the corner, her drink gone - her driving crappy in the game. // He looked over at her, running his hand over his head, taking the bandana off. "What do you expect from me?" (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:11:01 06/04/04 Fri

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• He exhaled softly before pressing a kiss to her shoulder, his hand shifting from her hip to rest on his thigh as he watched the TV absently. // She shook her head a touch and ran a hand over her hair quietly before speaking. "Nothing, Siah... I don't expect anything from you..." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:15:20 06/04/04 Fri

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• She pursed her lips, her eyes on the game but one hand moved to take his hand and bring it back up to rest across her hips, near her stomache. // "I don't want...look..I.." He growled, his hand running over his face. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:19:27 06/04/04 Fri

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• His hand slipped beneath her top to rest flat on her bare stomach, finishing his drink silently. // She shifted her gaze to him, quiet for a moment before speaking. "Just say it, Si." (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:21:58 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled, looking back to him - not commenting on his hand - even though she had put it there. "I am gonna beat your record...I am.." She grinned up at him. // "I don't want you to get the wrong idea Lilah..." He sighed softly, tilting his head, then moving to look at her. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:25:47 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Good luck." He scoffed playfully, gaze drifting to the ceiling as she played. // "What idea do you think I have?" She always thought the worst and so thought herself prepared for what he had to say. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:30:24 06/04/04 Fri

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• "When I am not so much tipsy I could do it." She paused the game, throwing the controler away from her as she leaned against him, drawing both his arms around her now, her eyes closed as she rested against his shoulder. // "I don't know..that I was just using you for a screw or somethin'..." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:32:32 06/04/04 Fri

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• Breathing softly, his lips brushed her cheek from behind, his hand linking over her stomach. "If you say so..." // She shook her head a touch and exhaled softly, rubbing her arms even though she wasn't cold. "I know that... But I also know you're not interested in much more. And I understand that..." (NT) -- D / lilah, 09:35:18 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I do.." She swallowed heavily, closing her eyes. "You know what?" // He nearly groaned. "Man, Lilah, your a great girl..you know that..but your just a kid and half the time you hate me..." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 09:38:33 06/04/04 Fri

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• "What, Fiya?" His voice was soft, muffled slightly by her hair as he softly inhaled her scent. // She hadn't wanted to sound like she was interested in anything more.. All that she was thinking about was that her feelings were involved and she didn't like seeing him flirt so heavily right in front of her... But that hadn't come out, and he was being pretty clear about how he felt about her - that hurt and the last thing she wanted to do was reinforce his idea that she was just a kid by crying or acting like she couldn't handle hearing it. "Can you take me home, please?" (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 09:44:15 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I miss you the nights your not here..." She closed her eyes, nuzzling closer to him - inhaling deeply. "I think 'bout you.." // "Fine." He had tried to talk things out, but apperantly she couldn't that so fuck it. (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 09:45:49 06/04/04 Fri

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• He exhaled softly, his jaw tensing and then relaxing. "Yeah?" // "It's after my bed time and all..." She murmured quietly and sat up a touch, gaze returning to the window. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 09:48:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Yeah...definately think about you...." She swallowed lightly, her hands on his arms, tugging them tighter. // His jaw tightened, his eyes turning out the front window as he started the car. (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 09:52:07 06/04/04 Fri

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• His hand left her stomach just to brush her hair away from her neck, and then returned, lips brushing the side of her neck. "What kinda things?" // She snuck a glance at him and swallowed softly, teeth worrying her lip once again. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 09:54:27 06/04/04 Fri

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• She took a deep breath, her eyes closed as her hand trailed over his arms. "Things...I dunno.." Her cheeks were heating up, a soft blush covering them. // His hand was tight around the steering wheel, not looking over. (NT) -- Siah/Lilah, 09:59:32 06/04/04 Fri

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• He had enough alcohol in him that he was feeling that beloved warmth, but was still thinking clearly enough to know that he was surpassing some of the friends/more than friends boundaries. // "So was there a point in there that you were trying to make?" She had to clear her throat quietly and work up the guts to speak again, so did so softly. (NT) -- D / Lilah, 10:03:51 06/04/04 Fri

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• She bit her lip, looking up at him for a moment. "Things I ...." She trailed off, blushing still, her head hiding in his chest. // "No, just, just forget about it Lilah, forget I ever said anything." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 10:13:05 06/04/04 Fri

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• He sucked softly at her throat for a moment,l hands spread over her stomach. (NT) -- Lilah, 10:14:37 06/04/04 Fri

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• She exhaled softly, voice a soft murmur. "Okay... Forget you ever said anything, forget anything ever happened.." (NT) -- Lilah, 10:16:02 06/04/04 Fri

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• She swallowed heavily, her voice soft as she breathed out his name. The kissing on the cheek, on the neck..could pass off as friendly activity..this couldn't. She shifted in his lap, obviously enjoying his touch. // "Right, glad you understand." It would be so much easier if she was being a bitch... (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 10:18:17 06/04/04 Fri

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• He sighed deeply and dropped his forehead to her shoulder - pulled in so many different directions, he wasn't sure what to do... // "Yeah.." Her voice softened and almost broke at that and her eyes locked on the dark window - all she wanted was out of that car before she made an even bigger fool of herself. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 10:21:16 06/04/04 Fri

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• She turned so that she was facing him, her arms going around him quietly - just holding on // It didn't have to be like his but he didn't know what else to do here..... (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 10:28:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• His arms slipped around her waist and he cleared his throat softly, brows furrowed gently.. // Arms wrapped around herself, she slouched down into the seat and rested her head back against the headrest. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 10:31:26 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I mean it....I miss it when your not here." She let out a breath, holding on to him. // He looked over to her finally, as he pulled in the driveway. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 10:36:58 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I miss you too... When I'm not here..." He admitted finally, eyes lightly shut as he squeezed her gently. // She shrugged off his jacket, pushed open the door, and stood before glancing down to him one last time. "Thanks for the ride." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 10:39:41 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled slowly, she may be drunk, but she still had some sense to her. "But..it's cuz we such tight.. friends " // He frowned, looking up, seeing the light on. He reached into the backseat, tossing her a hoodie. "Your dad'll flip he see's that shirt..." or what the shirt revealed rather. (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 10:42:14 06/04/04 Fri

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• He nodded a touch and smiled briefly, his hand brushed over her hair. "That's right..." // Her shoulders slumped a touch and she sighed at the sight of the light. She pulled the hoodie on and then tugged her skirt as low as was safe to add as much to the length as possible. "Yeah." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 10:48:22 06/04/04 Fri

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• She swallowed softly, looking up at him for a brief moment. "You stayin' here tonight?" // He paused, wanting to do what he should, but not knowing what to do... (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 10:54:36 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Ah, yeah... I think so..." He wasn't sure he would be able to make himself leave... // She lingered a moment, wanting him to do something, anything, as well... But not sure what there was. "Well, bye.." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 10:57:40 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Good..." She sighed softly, placing a kiss to his neck,lingering there for a long moment. She could feel his pulse beneth her lips. // "Bye Angel..." He let out a soft breathe, his eyes on her. (NT) -- Fiya/Josiah, 11:04:38 06/04/04 Fri

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• He exhaled deeply, a hand playing up her back as his eyes slid lightly shut. // Her gaze lingered on his, lips pursing and then tucking between her teeth as her jaw tightened as she slowly stepped back to close the car door. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:06:48 06/04/04 Fri

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• She lifted her eyes for a moment, her hand moving to cover his chest. "Your hearts beating really hard..." She smiled softly. // If only he knew how similiar his thoughts were to his fathers so many years ago...She was just a kid and he didn't want to hurt her. He stepped out of the car suddenly, moving over to her side."I didn't mean to be a jerk." (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 11:11:15 06/04/04 Fri

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• Nodding a touch, his eyes found hers and he smiled briefly in return as he nodded. "I know..." // She took a small step back, arms crossing under her chest. "I know..." She exhaled softly, wry humor in her words, despite the quiet, uncertain edge to her features. "It just comes natually.." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:14:45 06/04/04 Fri

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• She ran her tongue over her lips slowly, looking up at him. "It's ok...mine too." // "Yeah...you know...in the genes...just talk to my mom.." He smirked lightly. (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 11:22:38 06/04/04 Fri

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• He exhaled softly, a hand brushing the hair from her eyes. "Good... // She smiled lightly for a brief moment at that and then sighed quietly, running her fingers through her hair and then hugging herself tighter - partly for the warm, partly for the security. "I'll take your word for it.." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:25:54 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled a little, her eyes moving over him. "Are you still gonna cuddle with me tonight?" // He pulled the hoodie tighter around her, lifting up the hood over her head. (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 11:28:39 06/04/04 Fri

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• He nodded a touch and smiled briefly - answering honestly. "Yeah... For sure..." // She watched him with wide, dark eyes, full lips pulled into a fine line and parting only to allow a soft breath out. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:31:10 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Good...lets go." She stood, other wobbled a little bit she was basically ok. // "Your shivering..." She may be a kid..but he was attracted to her...and he hated that. (NT) -- Siah/Fiya, 11:34:25 06/04/04 Fri

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• He steadied her quietly as he stood and then, his fingers in hers, allowed to her lead the way. "Sure..." // "It's kinda cold..." She murmured softly, she didn't want to go in because that would mean leaving him - which she knew she should, and she wished she wasn't so reluctant to do - and because the porch light on meant that her dad was likely in bed but had been up when she should have been home. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:37:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• She went into the bedroom, going to the adjacent bathroom to brush her teeth and her hair and then change into a tank top and short little shorts. // He sighed, looking at the porch for a moment before he looked back to her. "Wanna stay at my house?" (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 11:40:38 06/04/04 Fri

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• He just stripped out of his clothes and crawled into bed in his boxers - he always slept in his boxers enen she was with him, he didn't want to change that now. // She was quiet a long moment, sighing softly as she watched him. "Do you want me to?" (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:42:39 06/04/04 Fri

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• She crawled into bed next to him, her eyes resting on him for a moment; to see what he would do. // He fought his pride for a long moment before he nodded. "Yeah..." (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 11:46:18 06/04/04 Fri

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• Slipping his arm around her shoulders, he tugged her to him, silent for the time being.. // She took one final look at her house before sighing softly and nodding. "Okay.." (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:47:57 06/04/04 Fri

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• She smiled, happy that he wanted her close and she was more then willing to oblige. Her leg rested on top of hers. // He opened the door for her, sighing as he ran his hand down his face. (NT) -- Fiya/Siah, 11:51:08 06/04/04 Fri

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• His lips brushed her cheek as he reached over to turn off the light, though sleep was far away. // She settled back into the care quietly, just murmuring a thanks for getting her door. (NT) -- Darius / Lilah, 11:53:06 06/04/04 Fri

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• She sighed softly, her brow furrowed lightly "I have lots of questions..." // He murmured a reply as he got in, taking off to his place... (NT) -- FIya/Siah, 11:54:23 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Ask away..." He murmured softly, honestly, fingers toying through her hair. (NT) -- Darius, 11:58:57 06/04/04 Fri

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• She sighed softly, silent for a moment before she spoke. "You still see me as a fourteen year old kid following you around? Do I bother you? When are you going to move in? Do you really want too? Why did your sister say your miserable? Does your girlfriend mind you moving in here?" (NT) -- Fiya, 12:01:11 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Whoa, baby... One question at a time..." He laughed softly, just briefly, fingers gently twisted in her hair. "No, I don't see you as a fourteen year old kid following me around... You've grown up so much." (NT) -- Darius, 12:02:49 06/04/04 Fri

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• She nodded a little. "I was always your little tag along, I figured it had to have bothered you..." (NT) -- Fiya, 12:05:07 06/04/04 Fri

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• "No way..." He shook his head, smiling affectionately. "I've always liked having you around.." (NT) -- Darius, 12:07:51 06/04/04 Fri

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• She pursed her lips, trying to think. "What was my next question...?" She paused. "Oh yeah, When can you be in here? and are you sure you want to be?" (NT) -- Fiya, 12:13:48 06/04/04 Fri

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• "I still don't know when... But I'm sure I want to." He answered easily, voice soft as he responded. (NT) -- Darius, 12:14:55 06/04/04 Fri

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• She pursed her lips nodding lightly, the next two questions a little more personal. "For real...why would Delilah think your miserable?" (NT) -- Fiya, 12:18:17 06/04/04 Fri

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• He shrugged a touch, his gaze on the ceiling through the dark. "I don't know..." (NT) -- Darius, 12:20:38 06/04/04 Fri

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• "Oh...." She let out a breath, falling silent also. (NT) -- Fiya, 12:26:32 06/04/04 Fri

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• His fingers brushed through her hair as he pondered the thought - he had been tense lately, but he refused to admit and face up to the reason for it... (NT) -- Darius, 06:03:09 06/05/04 Sat

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• She smiled softly, pressing a kiss to his shoulder, yawning a bit. "What does your girlfriend think about you living here?" (NT) -- Fiya, 06:06:38 06/05/04 Sat

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• "I don't really know..." He had mentioned it and she had sounded okay, but sometimes he couldn't tell what she was really thinking... (NT) -- Darius, 06:11:30 06/05/04 Sat

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• She yawned softly, cuddling close to him - her eyes closing. "I don't wanan cause trouble..." She murmured. (NT) -- Fiya, 06:14:33 06/05/04 Sat

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• "Don't worry about it..." He reassured her easily and brushed a kiss to her cheek with a soft sigh. (NT) -- Darius, 06:18:34 06/05/04 Sat

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• "I think I am gonna fall asleep..." She warned him, her breath slowing down. (NT) -- Fiya, 06:21:12 06/05/04 Sat

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• "That's okay..." He murmured gently in response and held her a little tighter, his voice low. (NT) -- Darius, 06:22:07 06/05/04 Sat

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• "You gonna be here...in the morning...?" She murmured. (NT) -- Fiya, 06:26:33 06/05/04 Sat

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• "Yeah..." He assured her softly, speaking against her hair. (NT) -- Darius, 06:27:41 06/05/04 Sat

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• "Good...I'll make you breakfast or something.." She yawned again, snuggling in closer, one leg slung over his. (NT) -- Fiya, 06:32:11 06/05/04 Sat

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• "Sounds great..." A hand brushed down her side to rest on her hip as he held her close, his own eyes lightly shut fo rthe moment. (NT) -- DArius, 06:34:43 06/05/04 Sat

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• Within a few more moments she was sound asleep in his arms, half on him. (NT) -- Fiya, 06:37:21 06/05/04 Sat

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• He was awake for a long while after she slept, but eventually he too drifted off into a light doze... (NT) -- Darius, 06:38:41 06/05/04 Sat