Cause you...don't see me.....and you don't need me...and you....don't love me....the way I want you to -- Desidero and Maleah's Apartment

[ Show ]

Support VoyForums

[ Shrink ]

VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

[ Login ] [ Contact Forum Admin ] [ Main index ] [ Post a new message ] [ Search | Check update time ]

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Date Posted: 14:53:07 07/11/02 Thu
Author: Desi
Subject: Cause you...don't see me.....and you don't need me...and you....don't love me....the way I want you to

the awkwardness between them had continued to grow till it finally caused him to snap, he'd gone home for a few days. He'd snuck back earlier today, she had no idea he was here, he called her mom to make sure she kept busy. When she did walk in sh'd be greeted by a room lit only by candles, a dinner setting for two and a very well dressed Desi. The little latino had decked himself up for a special date...which is what this was.even if she didn't know it. He couldn't stop thinking about what she'd said...and he realized it was because he was elated...he loved her too

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Replies:

>> -- Maleah, 15:00:45 07/11/02 Thu
- he silently unlocked it before getting back into place by the table, hoping she'd try again, he didn't want to ruin the effect (NT) -- Desi, 15:06:53 07/11/02 Thu
She turns back to the door, resting her forehead against it as she calmed herself, she was just having a bad day...everyone had them... she sighs and tries the handle again, maybe she could forse her way in....but to her suprise...it opened...she frowned gently and and pushed the door open, her dark mocha eyes widening at the sight awaiting her (NT) -- maleah, 15:16:23 07/11/02 Thu
- he smiled his dazzling smile, another of his dads features, his brilliant blue eyes vibrant in the low light "Hi" (NT) -- Desi, 15:19:40 07/11/02 Thu
Her gaze moves to him, her jaw slackened, frozen in place, door still wide open...maybe she'd come to the wrong place... or maybe this was some...crazy dream... (NT) -- Maleah, 15:30:48 07/11/02 Thu
- he grinned nervously "You gonna come in kid?" (NT) -- Desi, 15:47:42 07/11/02 Thu
She pressed her lips together light as she shut the door, drawing a calming breath as she drew nearer to him, biting her lip a little (NT) -- Maleah, 15:53:55 07/11/02 Thu
- he gestured toward the table "Come on in all the way Mae...I won't bite" (NT) -- Desi, 15:57:41 07/11/02 Thu
She swallows hard as she seats herself, still watching him curiously...what did this all mean? (NT) -- Maleah, 16:10:42 07/11/02 Thu
- he sat down, spreading the napkin in his lap, opening the pan of enchaladas "Eat up" (NT) -- Desi, 16:13:19 07/11/02 Thu
She stared at the food, then at him, before breaking into a soft grin "What is all this?" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:16:46 07/11/02 Thu
- he looks down at his food then at her "Dinner" (NT) -- Desi, 11:36:30 07/12/02 Fri
She arches a brow, glancing around at the candles and such "And we usually eat dinner like this?" (NT) -- Mali, 11:43:47 07/12/02 Fri
- he scoffs "Please, you should know I only cook enchaladas for special occasions" (NT) -- Desi, 11:49:09 07/12/02 Fri
She smirks gently and nods, brows lifted gently "Exactly...thats my point... so whats the occasion?" (NT) -- Maleah, 12:06:11 07/12/02 Fri
- he wipes his mouth casually with his napkin, not even batting an eye "Our first date" (NT) -- Des, 12:08:33 07/12/02 Fri
She faulter, brow furrowing softly "Our... our first date? Desi..." (NT) -- Maleah, 12:20:03 07/12/02 Fri
- he looks up, taking a bite "Mae...?" (NT) -- Desi, 12:22:22 07/12/02 Fri
She pouted her lips a little unconciously, she hated feeling so confused " Desi I don't understand... explain" (NT) -- Maleah, 12:30:03 07/12/02 Fri
- he shrugged lightly "You can't tell me you don't know what a date is" (NT) -- Desi, 12:32:43 07/12/02 Fri
"Quit with the games Desi" She frowned gently, her emotions were too delicate to be played with right now (NT) -- Mali, 12:47:05 07/12/02 Fri
- he frowned "I'm not playing" (NT) -- Desi, 12:59:36 07/12/02 Fri
Frustraited tears prick her dark eyes as she sets her jaw, doing her best to hold them back " Then explain why we are having a date" (NT) -- Maleah, 13:02:51 07/12/02 Fri
- (NT) -- -, 13:13:46 07/12/02 Fri
  (NT) -- :P, 13:15:15 07/12/02 Fri
  he shrugged lightly, toying with his food "The same reason other people go on dates" (NT) -- Desi, 17:04:45 07/12/02 Fri
She watches him with a confused frown, lips still pursed "Don't people normally get asked on dates? (NT) -- Maleah, 17:08:15 07/12/02 Fri
- he slams down his napkins, he had expected questions but not an interigation "fine dates over, good night"he stalks down the hall to his room, humiliated (NT) -- Desi, 17:10:38 07/12/02 Fri
She growns and storms after him, he'd thrown her in at the deep end and she had no idea what was going on "Desi just damn well explain. "She sets her jaw, walking into his room and standing infront of him, arms crossed " I want to know why you'd want a date with me and I need to hear it all, because I love you, alright? And I'm terrified this is just some joke." She swallows har, frowning still, almost not wanting to see his reaction (NT) -- Maleah, 02:09:06 07/13/02 Sat
- he shook his head, eyes meeting hers "It's not a joke Mae...I heard you...the other night....and ..I couldn't joke about something like that" (NT) -- Desi, 16:46:02 07/15/02 Mon
Her dark eyes fill with tears, her hands flying up to cover her mouth "You heard me? I'm sorry Des...I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to make this so messed up... I couldn't help it" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:50:14 07/15/02 Mon
- he shook his head, standing "Don't.....don't say sorry...sorry is for a mistake....and if you loving me is a mistake....then I've made a big ass out of myself" (NT) -- Desi, 16:51:39 07/15/02 Mon
She shakes her head, biting her lip a little "I'm just sorry if you want me to be" (NT) -- Maleah, 16:57:46 07/15/02 Mon
- he shook his head "I don't want you to be sorry" (NT) -- Desi, 16:59:21 07/15/02 Mon
She sniffs a little and lowers her hands, glancing down before frowning softly " You gotta quit all this making me cry Desidero... or else I'll hide all your suckers" (NT) -- Maleah, 17:06:10 07/15/02 Mon
- he smiled lightly, brushing a tear away "I could give you a sucker to make it better if you want" to him suckers were a cure all (NT) -- Des, 17:07:51 07/15/02 Mon
She sniffs a little and pouts, shaking her head "Only one thing will cure this" (NT) -- Maleah, 17:13:12 07/15/02 Mon
- he raised a brow "Oh yeah? (NT) -- Desi, 17:15:31 07/15/02 Mon
She lifts her brows and nods a little, pursing her lips "A candle lit dinner for two... and... i think theres still one out there waiting for us " She offers a small smile, tilting her head and holding her hand out for him (NT) -- Maleah, 17:20:51 07/15/02 Mon
- he took her hand, kissing the back of it "Sounds good" (NT) -- Des, 17:25:56 07/15/02 Mon
She smiles and leads them back to the table, settling down oposite him again (NT) -- Maleah, 17:28:28 07/15/02 Mon
- he smiled at her over the table, picking up where he left off (NT) -- Desi, 17:30:33 07/15/02 Mon
She suprised herself just how hungry she was...she hadn't eaten for days and now everything had come out she was suddenly feeling her stomach again (NT) -- Maleah, 17:37:27 07/15/02 Mon
- he set his fork and napkin down after the enchaladas were devoured, sighing (NT) -- Des, 17:40:36 07/15/02 Mon
She set her own down and rests back in her chair, resting her hands on her stomach and echoing his sigh (NT) -- Maleah, 17:46:47 07/15/02 Mon
- "Feel better?" (NT) -- Des, 17:49:08 07/15/02 Mon
She smiles and nods" Much better" (NT) -- Maleah, 17:52:08 07/15/02 Mon
- He takes the dishes and napkins into the kitchen, cleaning up (NT) -- Des, 17:56:52 07/15/02 Mon
She goes to the music system and puts a CD on, flicking to her favourite track, turning back to watch him "Dance with me?" (NT) -- Maleah, 04:41:36 07/16/02 Tue
- he bit his lip "Despite being half Cuban....I can't dance a step" (NT) -- Desi, 16:11:47 07/17/02 Wed
She smiles a little, holding her hands out to him "Please? All you gotta do is hold me..." It was a slow song- didn't take much dancing (NT) -- Maleah, 16:31:31 07/17/02 Wed
- he sighed, takng her in his arms "I can't say no to you princess" (NT) -- Desi, 12:42:24 07/18/02 Thu
  - (NT) -- -, 14:25:04 07/19/02 Fri
She grins a little, linking her fingers into his with one hand, the other arm curled around his shoulder, swaying gently "I know its fun" (NT) -- Maleah, 14:10:06 07/19/02 Fri
- he rolls his eyes "Shut up" (NT) -- Des, 14:11:44 07/19/02 Fri
She grins gently, moving into him and resting her forehead against his neck, taking in his scent, butterflys hitting her stomach, it felt so nice to be held by him (NT) -- Maleah, 14:28:47 07/19/02 Fri
- he pressed his lips to her hair, rocking her gently, not even listenining to the music (NT) -- Desi, 14:31:26 07/19/02 Fri
She smiles, pressing a kiss in return against his neck, her fingers travelling over the muscles of his back slowly (NT) -- Mali, 14:43:30 07/19/02 Fri
- he tilted his head back with a sigh, closing his eyes "I don't think we've ever fought like that before" (NT) -- Des, 15:01:05 07/19/02 Fri
She closes her eyes, frowning a little against his neck "We haven't... I hated it... " (NT) -- Maleah, 15:03:20 07/19/02 Fri
- he nodded resting his head on hers "Me too.....I just hated...having all those guys...."he didn't need to finish (NT) -- Desi, 15:06:24 07/19/02 Fri
She frowns, tensing, pursing her lips "I hate that stupid annoying girlfriend of yours.... "she frowns...she didn't know about her yet " Are you two still..." she didn't want to finish (NT) -- Maleah, 15:11:06 07/19/02 Fri
- he shook his head "No....I hated her too" (NT) -- Desi, 15:12:08 07/19/02 Fri
She grins a little and looks up at him "So its just you and me again?" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:19:23 07/19/02 Fri
- he nods "Yeah.....just you and me" (NT) -- Desi, 15:20:04 07/19/02 Fri
She smiles a little, gaze locked on his, hestitating a moment "Desi?" (NT) -- Maleah, 15:31:38 07/19/02 Fri
- "Hm?" (NT) -- Desi, 15:43:19 07/19/02 Fri
She bites her lip a little, Her gaze moving to his lips a moment before she lifts herself a little, catching his lips in a sweet kiss (NT) -- Maleah, 15:47:24 07/19/02 Fri
- he kissed her lightly before pulling back, he still had to get over all the men that she'd paraded through the apartment, but he was trying (NT) -- Desi, 15:51:55 07/19/02 Fri
She bites her lip and glances down, a little embarrassed after he'd pulled away... perhaps they weren't...there yet "Sorry... I... " She smiles a little, her lower lip tucking back between her teeth again "Sorry..." (NT) -- Maleah, 15:58:01 07/19/02 Fri
- he shook his head slightly "we're going slow....you've gon fast enough for the both of us" (NT) -- Desik, 16:03:19 07/19/02 Fri
She nods, lifting her brows a little, but still her gaze remained downcast, stepping out of his arms, tucking her dark silken hair behind her ears nervously "I know... i shouldn't have just done that... Im sorry.. " (NT) -- Maleah, 16:13:04 07/19/02 Fri
- he frowned "What?" (NT) -- Desi, 18:41:40 07/19/02 Fri
She sighs, raking her fingers through her hair "You just said... I went too fast... I just... I dont know our boundries you know?" (NT) -- Maleah, 03:11:03 07/20/02 Sat
- he smirks softly "Try letting me lead huh?" (NT) -- Desi, 17:06:44 08/03/02 Sat
She sighs softly and nods, glancing down as she feels her cheeks flame (NT) -- Maleah, 17:15:29 08/03/02 Sat
- he switches the music over to something with a heavy cuban beat "Come on baby, you owe me a dance" (NT) -- Desi, 17:17:45 08/03/02 Sat
A soft smirk tugs at her lips as she tilts her head, watching him (NT) -- Maleah, 17:25:50 08/03/02 Sat
- he arches a brow "You best get that beautiful body of yours over here so you can learn how to salsa dance, mom would kill me for dating someone that didn't know how" (NT) -- Desi, 17:29:01 08/03/02 Sat
She grins and moves over to him, pursing her lips as she folds her arms "C'mon then" (NT) -- Maleah, 17:32:24 08/03/02 Sat
- his hips moved easily to the music as he tugged hers to his, putting one of her hands on his shoulder and taking the other one, his hand on her waist "Follow my lead" (NT) -- Desi, 17:33:41 08/03/02 Sat
She grins a little, biting her lip as she moved with him. She had pretty good rhythm luckily (NT) -- Mali, 17:46:43 08/03/02 Sat
- he grins, dipping her back and drawing her back up "You're doing good"q (NT) -- Desi, 17:48:20 08/03/02 Sat
She laughs a little, quickly relaxing again, dark curls quickly finding their way loose around her face as they danced "I have a good teacher..." (NT) -- Mali, 17:56:08 08/03/02 Sat
- he grins, kissing the tip of her nose "You'll impress her" (NT) -- Desi, 17:57:36 08/03/02 Sat
She grins tipping her chin up to him "I won't have to work to hard to do that... she's been wanting this since we were born (NT) -- Mali, 03:27:01 08/04/02 Sun
- he arches a brow "oh you think so?" (NT) -- Desi, 13:07:24 08/04/02 Sun
She arches a brow, watching him with a gentle smirk "You don't think so?" (NT) -- Mali, 13:12:26 08/04/02 Sun
- he grinned "You never know with my mom" (NT) -- Desi, 13:15:06 08/04/02 Sun
She laughs a little, watching him, staying silent, just dancing "remember the last time we danced?" It was one christmas before they'd...grown up (NT) -- Mali, 13:21:17 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods with a grin "Even then you were trying to lead" (NT) -- Desi, 13:22:32 08/04/02 Sun
She laughs a little "I think thats why you never wanted to dance with me again" (NT) -- Mali, 13:27:00 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods "Damn you figured me out" (NT) -- Desi, 13:28:59 08/04/02 Sun
She grins a little, glancing down "Still hurt my feelings though... " (NT) -- Mali, 13:35:41 08/04/02 Sun
- he forces her gaze up "Sorry.......boys are like that you know" (NT) -- Desi, 13:37:33 08/04/02 Sun
She looks back up to him and nods "I quickly figured that out.. s'when I became just the girl you grew up with" When he started becoming more interested in other girls (NT) -- Mali, 13:49:16 08/04/02 Sun
- he tilted his head "Did that bother you?" (NT) -- Desi, 13:50:08 08/04/02 Sun
She nods a little, holding his gaze "we'd been the most important people in each others lives till then" (NT) -- Mali, 13:53:40 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods "We both moved on around the same time" (NT) -- Desi, 14:02:22 08/04/02 Sun
She nods a little tilting her head...she hadn't wanted to she was just ... "To scared of being left behind... "She thought allowed... (NT) -- Mali, 14:05:18 08/04/02 Sun
- he frowns "What do you mean?" (NT) -- Desi, 14:06:52 08/04/02 Sun
She shrugs a little, slowly growing still in his hold " You were growing up, moving on... I didn't want to be stood on the sidelines just watching" (NT)
-- mali, 14:16:01 08/04/02 Sun
- "You could have said something.."he frowned (NT) -- Desi, 14:17:50 08/04/02 Sun
She smiles a little and nods "But... thats not so easy when you're a twelve year old girl" (NT) -- Mali, 14:27:17 08/04/02 Sun
- he sighs, his forehead resting against hers as it turns to a slow dance "That's the past thoug" (NT) -- Desi, 14:28:38 08/04/02 Sun
She closes her eyes, sighing softly , a gentle smile turning her lips up " future look brighter?" (NT) -- Mali, 14:39:48 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods, lips caressing hers tenderly "Much" (NT) -- Desi, 14:40:51 08/04/02 Sun
She smiles softly, her lips returning his soft touch, enjoying the tenderness "good..." (NT) -- Maleah, 14:53:37 08/04/02 Sun
- he rocked gently with the music, not needing to say a word (NT) -- Desi, 16:28:41 08/04/02 Sun
She sighs contently, eyes closed softly as they danced, her arm curling around his shoulder, this was turning into the best date she'd ever had (NT) -- Mali, 16:35:33 08/04/02 Sun
- he rested his head atop hers, humming with the music (NT) -- Desi, 16:36:45 08/04/02 Sun
She tucks her face into the crook of his neck, delighting in his scent, her voice soft, barely a whisper "This is wonderful" (NT) -- Mali, 16:52:30 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods, smiling "It feels right" (NT) -- Desi, 16:57:21 08/04/02 Sun
She grins a little at that, nodding gently, nuzzling against his neck (NT) -- Mali, 17:05:15 08/04/02 Sun
- "This is the best date I've ever had" (NT) -- Desi, 17:07:09 08/04/02 Sun
She grins, laughing quietly "i was just thinking that exact same thing" (NT) -- Mali, 17:18:29 08/04/02 Sun
- he leans back, running a finger over her cheek "You make me so happy" (NT) -- Desi, 17:20:51 08/04/02 Sun
She lifts her chin, looking up at him, smiling gently, tilting her head softly "Dito" (NT) -- Mali, 17:37:57 08/04/02 Sun
- he just held her and moved with the music, a large smile on his face (NT) -- Desi, 17:40:10 08/04/02 Sun
She tucked her head back under his chin, dancing away the next few hours, watching the candles burn down, blinking sleepily , their movements slowing (NT) -- Mali, 17:46:05 08/04/02 Sun
- he smiles, kissing her softly "I think it's time to call it a night" (NT) -- Desi, 17:48:15 08/04/02 Sun
She yawns softly and smiles, nodding a little" can I stay with you?" It had been a long time since they'd just curled up and slept, she didn't have her nightmares when he was with her (NT) -- mali, 17:54:48 08/04/02 Sun
- he nods "Of course you can sweetheart" (NT) -- Desi, 17:58:35 08/04/02 Sun
She smiles softly, leaning up, pressing a kiss to his cheek before wandering into her room, changing and cleaning her teeth before padding back out in fleese Pj bottoms and a simple pink tank, wandering through to his room (NT) -- Mali, 18:06:53 08/04/02 Sun
- he cleaned up the date and did the same, cleaning himself up, before getting into bed (NT) -- Des, 18:08:16 08/04/02 Sun