living with sowrrow -- living with sorrow

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Date Posted: 22:25:04 07/01/02 Mon
Author: Samuel
Subject: living with sowrrow

I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY MOM WAS TAKEN SIDES SINCE SHE ALWAYS CHOOSE MY SISTER AND MY LITTLE BROTHER MY SISITER IS THE OLDET AND THE ONLY GIRL IN HE HOUSE MY DAD WORKS MOSTLY ALL THE TIME AND HE ONLY HAS A COUPLE DAYS OFF AND WHEN HE DOES HE'LL GO WITH HIS FRIENDS SO WE DONT SEE HIM MUCH MY LITTLE BROTHER I DEAF AND MY MOM AND MY SISTER ALWAYS GET ALONG WITH MY MOM I MADE MISTAKES IN LIFE BUT ALL KIDS DO EVEN BIG ONES MY MOM HITS ME OR USE TO HIT ME IM 14 NOW THEY DONT HIT ME LIKE THEY USE TO I WAS GETTING BEAT WHEN I WAS LITTLE MOSTLY EVERY WEK NOT 1 WEEL WEEK WENT BY WITH OUT ME SHWING MY COUSIN WHAT MY FOLKS HAD DOIN SEE MY PARENTS HIT ME FOR A REASON NOT BECAUSE THEY WANT TO THEY HIT ME BECAUSE THEY HAD TO DICIPLINE ME ITS NOT THAT IM MAD AT ITS MORE IM MAD AT HOW THEY HIT ME IT WAS HARD BECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY BUT THEY ALWAYS GOT AD CAUSE I DIDNT DO MY CHORES SEE I GOT HIT FOR THE LITTLES THINGS LIKE FOR DRINKING THE LAST PEPSI AND I WASEN'T SUPPOSE TO DRINK IT I GOT WOOPED SO HARD THAT THEY BUT THERS WORSE WAYS I'VE BEN BEATEN I JUST DON'T THINK I SHOULD SAY BUT THE THING IS THAT MY MOM ALWAYS CAME HME MAD CAUSE SHE KNEW I DIDN'T DO MY CHORES WHEN MY DAD WAS AROUND HE'D ALWAYS YELL WHAT ARE YOU DION THIS AND THAT I WAS ALWAYS SCARED OF MY DAD I JUST DIDN'T REALIVE IT TILL THE 5TH GRADE AND I GUESS THATS WHEN I JUST STARTEC TO THINKMORE BOUT THIS STUFF WELL WHEN I WAAS SCARED I RUN TO THE BATHROOM CAUSE I HEARD MY DAD COME AND ILL RUN TO THE BATHROOM AND PRAY I'D PRAY TO GOD AND SAY PLEASE DON'T LET MY DAD HIT ME PLEASE DONT LET HIM COME OME DRUNK THATS WHAT ID SAY AND SOME TIMES HIT WOLD WORK AND WHEN I SAW HIM AND HE LOOKED OK ILLL GO BACK TO THE BATHROOM AND SAY THANK YOU THANK YOU BUT SOME NITSE I DIDN'T GET SO LUCKY BUT NOW THINGS CALMED DOWN NOW THEY JUST BITCH AT ME NOW ITS WORSE CAUSE MY MOM DOSENT CARE IF I LEAVE THIS HOUSE SHE TELLS ME SHE RATHER ME LEAVE THAT WAY SHE'LL HAVE MORE MONEY TO SAVE UP WHEN SHE COMES HOME FROM WORK I TRY TO TALK TO HER WHEN I COME HOME FROM SCHOOL BUT SHE IGNORES ME AND SAY SHHHHHH IM WATCHING T.V. SO THATS WHY NOW IM GONNA BE STRAIGT OUT IM NOT A LL THAT GOODY GOODY TO I TALK BACK I YELL I CUSS I FIGHT WITH MY BORTHERE AND SISTA SO I GUESS THATS WHY SHE HATES ME I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PHASE WHERE MY MOM WOULD START TO LOVE ME MORE THATS WHAT I THOUGHT 2 YEARS AGO AND THE PHASE IS STILL COMIN TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT THE BAD THINGS THEY VE DONE TO ME CAUSE IT GETS TO ME BUT ONE OF THESE DAYS I JUST DON'T KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN I JUST GET SO MAD I WANNA DIE WHEN I SEE THEM TOHETHER I WANNA DIE CAUSE THEYER FINE WITH OUT ME THEY DONT FIGHT THEY DONT SCREAM OR YELL I JUST DONT KNOW IF ILL EVER SEE 16 IF THIS KEEPS UP LIKE THE WAYS THINGS ARE NOW

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