有時真係好矛盾 -- 小珊子的安樂窩

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Subject: 有時真係好矛盾

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小珊子

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Date Posted: 23:00:53 05/01/05 Sun

在朋友眼中,我現在可算是幸福的
有一份在別人眼中覺得好好的工作,人工都OK......又可以間唔中出外工幹......

但係真係有苦自己知
公司既人事關係超複雜,除了有些人我勁唔滿意之外,有些人,總覺得不太可信,奸奸的,好像隨時會"sin"你一獲的那樣.....

初初開始工作時,我真的傻下傻下,而且做野成日好鬼緊張同騰雞....
現在的我比當初好多了,定了很多,雖然有時仍會傻傻下,但很多工作上的事已經能獨立處理,唔洗成日走去問人......

可是,我開始覺得自己也變得虛假了,有時對著不滿意的人,我會扮無野,好多時也開始刻意的扮傻,明明知道的事,都說不知道.....有時會去猜度別人的用意,開始變得不像以前的我那麼純真了,我怕自己會改變,會變得陰暗起來,漸漸變成一個圓滑的人......工作真的會令人變得那麼可怕嗎?

所以,各位好朋友們,請不要怪我在你們面前說著傻傻的話,也不要覺得我說話太直,因為只有對著你們,我才夠膽表現出真我

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