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Date Posted:09:26:10 07/31/07 Tue In reply to:
Shelly
's message, "Re: Just checking in - miss everyone" on 17:10:30 07/30/07 Mon
Thanks Shelley. Yes I know that I haven't stuck to my guns until now and I needed you to tell me that a few m onths ago. It made me mad inside because I knew I had given in to that addict over and over and yet still blaming him. I have become stronger through all of this and I will not give in again. I am in a different place now.
Yesterday was the actual day of our little boys birthday. His dad didn't contact us but he had his older brother call last evening to tell my son happy birthday. My son said, who is that. HIs uncle is an addict too. He is the person who brought it around my ex in February of 2001. I remember he came from New York to live here in Los Angeles. I was 4 months pregnant. That is when it all begun.
My son doesn't know any of his dads family and I am ok with that. I dont keep them away, they choose to stay away. O well, it is their loss because my son is a great boy.