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Author: Sage |
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Date Posted: 00:33:45 02/01/05 Tue In reply to: Mael 's message, "Re: Bad days" on 11:27:56 01/31/05 Mon I don't plan to kill myself. I considered it a long time ago in the past though. The harm it would cause to my family would be way too selfish for me to do. If I did, I think Brett would too, because he has told me before he feels like he has nothing to live for. But that's all behind me, I havn't considered it since then, and I wouldn't now. If what I said sounded suicidal, I didn't mean for it to. I have a hard time talking about my problems too. My parents don't know the half of how I feel, other than that I can't figure out a career, or some motivation. Alot of people my age I talk to always say that they wish they were still in high school. Me too. Things were so simple back then. I know I'm the only one who can help myself. I think I might have a bipolar disorder or something, because some days I feel like I did last night, and others I feel perfectly fine. I guess it's when I'm not thinking too hard, that everything is ok, when I have some short term goals. Last night was definatly one of the worst nights I've ever had, but the feeling passed as I woke up, got ready for school and left. I think when I get a job and start living on my own it will at least help me some. I think I might look into QA testing jobs on games. Eventually I'll figure things out, and until then, I'll just drift. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |