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Subject: On the Phone With JJ Author: Bitch [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 17:29:08 07/09/01 Mon Sometimes I want to just beat his head in for being so insensitive. but then, he never claimed to be sensitive so it's not his fault, right? RIGHT?! GGRRRRR!!!! For someone so incredibly close and trusted, he sure is a bastard. Dammit, he's so damn... I should have neve told him I thought he was insensitive. I hate it when he never tells me what he thinks of me. I hate it when he doesn't care, because he doesn't. I've been abandoned or betrayed by everyone, practically. Well, not Leen and not myself. Not Tara...well, really. Sort of. She is sucking energy from me and all. Screw it, I feel so good today so it's hard to remember what made me cry for so long last night. Absence of Nerim? Possibly. I can't trust anyone and I wish I could and I know I'm just whining but it's so hard to be strong when you know that you need some fucking help....maybe realizing people are bastards could be the first step twoards that. but then i could be blind to my own faults...no, not if I overdo it. I just have o learn not to skew things so damn much. Now JJ's talking about homosexual holocausts. And sundance. I hate being gay. i hate gay culture, but I can't help but find myself immersed in it. it's all Thomas and chatnder ever wanted, but now that I have a chance to be there I realize how incredibly shallow gay men are. JJ included. how does it feel to fit perfectly into a stereotype, Jackson? hmm? Hypocritical bastard. He likes getting me riled up. it's so sad. I hate being a plaything, but...but...fuck, we're supposed to be friends so why does he keep doing this to me?! Don't cry. He's not worth it. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]