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Subject: Thinking about our conversation, I fell into my heart Author: kyla [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 08:06:07 07/24/01 Tue Ben, i was thinking about our exchanges last night and I got dropped into a place where I was experiencing that I have been so weary of laboring to carry this HUGE HEAVY heart into the world. that even letting myself fully feel human love is painful because it pushes at all my membranes, it is too huge for any outlets to ever be sufficient. I then observed how I go into the room of the mind and play there for relief, escape, refreshment from that carrying and holding that feels so impossible. i do this addictively and unconsciously. Whatever truth there may be to anything I have previously said, this is also true. I suspect i will keep on doing this, but at least now I have also entered it consciously. it was especially interesting to get into the overlapping territory between....thank you for giving me the opportunity and the motivation to get this. love*Kyla [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date Re: Thinking about our conversation, I fell into my heart Ben 23:13:28 07/26/01 Thu Re: Thinking about our conversation, I fell into my heart -- Kyla, 16:35:18 07/27/01 Fri Re: Thinking about our conversation, I fell into my heart -- Ben, 22:18:17 07/27/01 Fri Re: Thinking about our conversation, I fell into my heart -- Kyla, 07:52:00 07/28/01 Sat