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Date Posted: 00:59:57 03/13/01 Tue
Author: Doug S
Subject: Despair Me

Despair Me

The storm cometh, dark clouds rolling in,
moments passing all reason, defiantly ominous.
Streaking lightning, thunderous voices of despair,
pulling at the light of hope in murderous threats.

I shield my mind in an umbrella of self preservation,
hopelessly lost in the violent winds and gales.
Struggling to lift my foot forward to I know not where.
No where, no where, how it sucks to be there.

The storm cometh, in furious waves,
into my mind, into my soul, in life or grave.
This moments chaos, throughout the day,
tearing at my structure in a violent way.

Angry voices demeaning nature prevail,
thoughts of self destruction's wail.
Desire I not to die, in this storms clouding eye.
Reasoning gone in whirling confusion, elusion.

I dodge the debris and particle dust,
to end my guilt and misery here and now.
No shelter from torment and torturous mutt,
in darkest suffocation in this meaningless rut.

Into my self made pit of sheltered woe,
rain drops of despair filling the whole.
The whole, the whole, drowning in my hole.
Damned self pitiful cowardly mole.

Cometh the storm, storm cometh again,
no day free of it's violence or ever to end.

Doug S. 2001©

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