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Date Posted: 19:10:36 03/13/01 Tue
Author: Doug S.
Subject: Die!

Die!

I wanted to leave and you placed a mountain in front of me I could not climb.
I tried to run, evade, escape, but you were faster. Too fast.
I hid, but you would find me every time in the deepest regions of obscurity.

Every time I tried to march forward, you drug me back and anchored me.
Every time I marched forward bravely, you clinged on me like a ball and chain.
Oh, if only I could forget you, forget your place in my life,
cast you off and be free of all of it, free, but your grip is molasses.

Your eating me up inside like some malignant cancer, all consuming.
What cure in cutting you out, cutting you off, gouging you free from me?
Let me move forward, look forward, let me move on.

I am a prisoner to you, weak and at your bidding, I'm so weak.
You lust for me, obsessive, stalking, consuming me to no end.
I am powerless to turn from you, throw you away, and you bewitch me.
That is your hold on me, my weakness, being your tool.
You make me hate everything and everyone, no compassion.
You make me cruel to myself, to everything, to everyone.

You live for it, you exist because of it, it is your power.
You are a consumer of souls, a surpent, a dragon, a beast.
You, from the pit I dug for myself, reside in, trapped in, lost in.
You are my grave, you are my hell, you'll be the death of me.


I don't want to be this way, free me, let me go! Let me go.
You're not wanted, so leave, you are too cruel and tormentive of me.
You hurt me, you keep on hurting me, through hurt you thrive.

You won't let me forget you and why you are with me,
because you are me.
Let me go forward, but you won't, you can't. Can't you?
You would die if I threw you out, and I will throw you out, so die.


I throw you out in the name of Jesus!
I lay me at God's feet. Be gone, be still forever.
This day, I vow to give you your fruit,what you teach,
Anger,

I hate you.
Die!

Doug S. 2001©

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