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Subject: NEED SUPPORT, HAVING SUCIDAL THOUGHTS!!!!

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BYRON

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Date Posted: 16:10:29 04/03/09 Fri

I am at my wits end, just found out that my Hep C is back.. And stronger then ever, count at 2.6 mil.. I just lost the love of my life, seems like it does nothing but pour on me.. Im burnt out, could use some support..

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[> Subject: Re: NEED SUPPORT, HAVING SUCIDAL THOUGHTS!!!!

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Emo (mellowes with time)
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Date Posted: 09:59:52 05/03/09 Sun

Hi Byron, don't let go of your wit!!!!!!I'm a 1a and 3Xlooser @ current treatment.last dose was 5/5/07 and still have repercussions. So sorry for your life pot holes. The death of my 17 year old was a particulairly deep one for me, followed 6 weeks later by my then husbands mistress calling and asking me to tell him it's over, followed 16 months later by the death of my daddy, and 8 days later, the death of my marriage, and single mom again to a 3 and 6 year old with wicked, vicious outlaw grand(asshole)parents. so....was maybe a decade deep pothole....and I still find little pothole tripping me in. The thing about our emotional pain is we have to chose not to feed it, or it will find a way to eat us to death. Are you on the page I'm on?....ever been to church?
ever sing or hear the song "love lifted me, love lifted me;when no-oth-ing else would help, love lifted me,

and after you sing that twenty times, stop and check your attitude, and see if God has'nt blessed you with a little infilling of joy..... and floated your heart up outta your current pot hole enough for you to breathe in deep, and know God will carry you if you let him.

you are a prayer in my heart.
Emo

>I am at my wits end, just found out that my Hep C is
>back.. And stronger then ever, count at 2.6 mil.. I
>just lost the love of my life, seems like it does
>nothing but pour on me.. Im burnt out, could use some
>support..

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[> Subject: Re: NEED SUPPORT, HAVING SUCIDAL THOUGHTS!!!!

Author:
wookie (TIRED)
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Date Posted: 10:15:02 05/18/09 Mon

Only a little over 2 mil? I was diagnosed with non A-non B in 1975. Have chirossis and have started into the organ decline we see with diabetes, high blood pressure, hormonal difficulties yada, yada. I was told I had 6 months in 1998, still here. Yes it is a pain in the ass. The worst part is feeling that you're out there alone. But your not. Been non responsive 3 times. Not a transplant candidate as I'm over 50 with no dependants. So I take each day as it comes, some days are good and some really suck. But remember that what your looking at is a permenant soluition to a temporary problem. As to the disease there are so many new medications in stage 3 trials I figure I'll end up cured from the HCV before I kick the bucket. It's what else I lost that I was hanging onto that brought me down. I have had to reaccess my life and what I want to do with what is left of it. And yes the last time they rolled me into the ER with vomiting blood I prayed to get off this planet. I've been on full disability for over 10 years and went from a 6 figure income to SSDI payments. Lost the stuff, the wife etc. Yet here I am still going. So start your day over and hit some HCV support groups or some open NA meetings as most of the NA groups have loads of Heppers there. But get out of yourself. Its the only way. I know.

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