Subject:  Re: Sara, ba-by! |
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Sara
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Date Posted: 11/11/05 7:59pm
In reply to:
Blake
's message, "Re: Sara, ba-by!" on 11/11/05 7:44pm
>Lol, and I don't
>want to go back.
Why not?
>So, you love me. You want to marry me. However, the
>fact that I have a daughter who is married with a
>child and is your best friend ruins my chances. Sara,
>don't tell me things like this if you don't know that
>we'll get back together. I'm a 36 year old man.
>Alright, I can't waste the rest of my life hoping that
>some 23 year old daughter of my best friend will give
>me a second chance. I love you, Sara, but I can't wait
>on you any longer.
So, that's a no. *sigh* Okay, I deserve that, but I'm not the one who cheated on me, remember that. I'm trying to be nice and I'm trying to figure a lot of things out Blake! I've lost everything and I have to start over. I'm still trying to figure out this single mom thing. I'm trying to stay a singer. I'm TRYING to be with you, but I'm scared that if I do you'll hurt me again. Do I not deserve you now? I mean, I'm scared so I don't deserve you. Thanks.
>How much time? A year? A week? An hour? A decade? You
>have to let me know, Sara. If not, I'll spend the next
>30 years of my life waiting on you.
If you're not willing to wait, then you don't love me. It's just a simple case of infatuation. And with that additude, I'm rethinking what I just said. You're always this way when I tell you I want you back. Before that you're begging me. Blake, you're an immature baby. You don't act your age. Hell, I act older than you and good god I act immature sometimes. Just forget what I said, ok?
Goodnight,
Sara
p.s. I did love Cody, so don't start acting like those DAMN tabloids saying that I didn't just because I find myself a bit confused right now okay? The last thing I need is someone actually believing that I didn't. If you didn't notice I didn't fall for you UNTIL you were around me after he died. I didn't realize I loved you until you left. But, don't worry about it now. I'm used to losing things I love these days. It happens almost daily.
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