Date Posted:11:21:54 10/04/04 Mon Author: Colin Subject: He was just tired of it all - the harder he tried to stop using, the more exhausted he felt and the darker the world seemed to be. It was mentally and physically wearing him out and he could handle it, and then when he went for another fix - he felt like a complete failure who could do nothing for himself or the woman that he loved more than anything. It was even more difficult being off work because he had nothing to keep him busy or focussed... In reply to:
Bailey
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