He was just tired of it all - the harder he tried to stop using, the more exhausted he felt and the darker the world seemed to be. It was mentally and physically wearing him out and he could handle it, and then when he went for another fix - he felt like a complete failure who could do nothing for himself or the woman that he loved more than anything. It was even more difficult being off work because he had nothing to keep him busy or focussed... -- Bailey Alexis' Apartment

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Date Posted: 11:21:54 10/04/04 Mon
Author: Colin
Subject: He was just tired of it all - the harder he tried to stop using, the more exhausted he felt and the darker the world seemed to be. It was mentally and physically wearing him out and he could handle it, and then when he went for another fix - he felt like a complete failure who could do nothing for himself or the woman that he loved more than anything. It was even more difficult being off work because he had nothing to keep him busy or focussed...
In reply to: Bailey 's message, " Everything is clearer now " on 11:16:10 10/04/04 Mon

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She knocked on the door but then just let herself in, closing the door behind her before she crossed her arms over her chest - staring him down with those bright blue eyes that sparked so visciously when she was upset, especially if it had something to do with one of her babies. "You know, I don't look highly on my little girl coming to my house three nights in one week all upset and refusing to tell us why." (NT) -- Bailey, 11:26:22 10/04/04 Mon