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Date Posted: 08:40:56 03/17/12 Sat
Author: 
Ravenbeauty
Subject: 
Not the news I was hoping for........
Hey Guys,
I'm sorry that I haven't been able to check in sooner. Things are incredibly dark right now. I love you guys more than you will ever know. You have come to mean the world to me (I don't say this lightly). The cancer has spread. Because it's Angiosarcoma, they are suggesting that I get my things in order. I have no idea if this means 3 months, 6 months, or a year. I have no clue. I just got off the phone with my Oncologist and he wants a head to toe CT scan ordered immediately to see what other area's it's gone to other than all the biopsied area's that they know of (all came back as Angiosarcoma). Angiosarcoma typically spreads rather quickly internally. Usually when you see a lesion, it's already gone to other places. When it reoccurs this quickly, it's grim at best. I've been told it's the ugliest and most insidious cancer of them all (I guess when I do things, I do them big).
I've had my fit today. Crying mixed in with anger and fear. I look for answers, but there are none. My Oncologist said that he was trying to find the words to tell me all of this after the breast surgeon called him with the results today. He is in contact with colleagues at Sloan and in a few other places right now as they have yet to see a case quite like this. What he has gotten back thus far is not all that promising. They said if this was any other type, there might be reason to hope. I'm heartsick right now. I am in a state that does not have a right to die in place. I think it's disgusting that you are made to suffer through something that they know is rare, aggressive, terminal, and incredibly painful. They put animals down so they don't suffer. I will never understand this. I'm not really up to catching up to my wall just yet. Please know that I am so incredibly grateful for your love. You guys are in my heart and soul. I will take you with me always. For now, I just need to digest all of this and what's ahead of me. I love you. I wish so much that I could have shared happy news. I guess some things are not meant to be.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Nancee, 09:15:01 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I was so hoping for better news for you, Raven. You never know though, miracles happen to special people. I hope you feel well enough to do something you really have wanted to do for a long time. I am crying for you and also praying. There is always hope. Think of yourself right now, and know you are cared about by so many people. You have touched my life, and I have only read things you have written. I am in awe of your generosity of sharing your life as a way to educate others. Sending out more prayers for you. Please take care of YOU! You are a very special person.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Arlene Domkowski, 14:31:31 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven-
Dearest Raven-
You don't know me. But I know you. From Silas Kane's broadcasts. I came upon them doing a soap search. And was hooked.
Dear lady- I am holding you and your bright , wonderful spirit in my heart. You are loved and admired by more people than you can imagine.
Just sending love.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jo Ann Zinaman, 14:39:07 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Hello RavenBeauty. Maybe you will Luck Out IF You can Call It Lucking Out and You will have Another Year to Live. That way, You can have the Summer, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas and Another New Year's Eve. Who Knows, Maybe They will Find out what to do for Your Cancer by Then. Jody
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Mary, 02:42:58 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Dear Raven, I know that this news must be just devastating to you. It is devastating to all of us, yet it is your battle to wage. I wish I could send something other than prayers for a miracle and for strength to you. I do not know how religious you are (especially these days) but I'm sending an exerpt of the Footprints in the Sand poem to you. Everyone has a path to follow. Unfortunately, your life path has had many bumps. But you are never, ever alone. We all walk next to you, support you and hope for the best with you. God bless you in your travels.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering.
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Disappears, 10:24:41 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Like so many of the people who have been reading your posts for such a long time, this too is my first time posting. This is so you know and can visually see how many people you actually touch and bring together, by the service you provide freely without reservation, but most importantly because of the person you are with whom we have all come to respect and care about. Your strength of character is without question, your charm is undeniable, your courage is inspiring and your fears are real and expected. You are at your most vulnerable and yet you let us in. Sharing your battle with us and letting us see the emotional struggle you face each and every day. It's in your words and the way you write that we've come to know you best. You have fans from all over who come to visit your site and your FB page to read what you have to say to them. That is so huge! You have a gift. Your fans know it and you need to know it... let it bring you peace.
We are here for you and because of you! <3
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- A, 00:31:05 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Hi Raven,
Thank you for taking the time to share with us your prognosis. I am not giving up. I will continue to pray that an intervention occurs that will prove the dr.s wrong and keep you here!
Thank you for being you, and all you do. In the meantime, let us know how WE can help YOU!
Akesha
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- judith fiumara, 02:33:30 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Raven, my heart is breaking for you. All I can do is send my love to you at this time.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Annika Mito (thoughts), 08:47:28 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Raven, I saw your message, and no one can know what it is like to walk in your shoes. I also know that we live each minute in the now. Please be with us, let us love you and send you our prayers. It has been said often, but we all are going to the same place and no one knows what tomorrow brings. Please share your love and let us give it back to you. You are an amazing woman, in that you have given all of us such joy and with a full heart for so many breaking news stories that we all feel you are our angel. So please don't think anyone is not there. I bet that
you can reach out to all of us and if we are close we will come. I wish I could have sent you one of my healing quilts. We do wash and dry and seal in plastic bags before we send them. Let me know if you change your mind. We are all here for you, take care, and know you are in my prayers every minute of the day. Blessings and peace,
Annika
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Re: I KNOW YOU! -- AmyeIizabeth (Hurt), 08:39:30 03/21/12 Wed [1]
I have not looked at you with my eyes but I can see you
I have not heard your voice with my ears but I can hear you
I have not touched you with my hands but I can feel you
We've never met before but I know you
I love you! Thank you!
You've had this effect on thousands of people! It is incredible! We are hear for you!!!!!!!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- mamajj, 03:05:00 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven....you are in my thoughts & prayers. I know you know you are loved by so many. Hold that tight. My best to you & your family.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- rapido (Love), 19:30:39 03/30/12 Fri [1]
Raven, I'm traveling out of the country, finally got google up, so sorry for your unfortunate news and suffering. May God Bless you. Thinking of you every day
Love
admirer
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Silas Kain, 09:30:02 03/17/12 Sat [1]
My Dearest Raven,
You know, my friend, you are in my heart every moment I am awake. And in my dreams I reach out to the angels to heal you and keep you safe. For many there are no words which describe the pain we feel. I think I speak for thousands of Raven's Legions when I say you are loved, you're admired but most of all we respect you for what you have come to represent. For many it's just about your legendary impact on the soap genre. For me, it's your legendary impact on my spirit. You're a fighter. You never seem to do things in a small way -- you're a woman who tends to defy the odds.
When you get slammed, you rise above. When the ravages of this disease attacked you once, you beat the odds only to revisit the battle in a new theater. Yet throughout this struggle you've maintained composure, dignity and that brilliant sense of humor which always seems to carry you through. Raven, none of us knows what lays ahead. Tomorrow you may rise and find a light of hope you can't seem to fathom tonight. Regardless of what is ahead remember this -- thousands love you. You have been their beacon of light for so many years. You gave hope to them in their darkest hours. It is time for us to return that gift which you have given us so freely without any expectations!
Regardless of this journey's destination allow your spirit to be filled with our warmth and deepest affection. Treasure the love we give you without condition. You need not isolate yourself for we are here to help lift you. On this St. Patrick's Eve be assured the Choirs of Heaven have been drowned out by the songs of prayer we send to Our Creator! We are a strong, resilient bunch who refuse to surrender you to the Ages without a fight! We are with you and here to support you if you need us! You are and will always be our RavenBeauty!
And some day - a long, long time from now (Lord willing) we will meet in that special place and I'll throw True Blood's theme song into the celestial jukebox! And oh how we shall dance! I love you, Raven! I always will.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- OneLifeToLiveFan, 09:31:36 03/17/12 Sat [1]
My thoughts and prayers are with you always, Raven. My best childhood friend is going through something very similar. You are one of the strongest people I 'know'. I'm not on Facebook, so I only know you through this site and Silas's show, but your beauty and strength shines through, always. Much love, xoxo
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Barbara Darlin, 09:40:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, there are no words I can offer to comfort you.
I wish I had the power to take your pain away. You have been so incredible throughout all this; I've been amazed by your strength.
As you well know, you have thousands of people in your corner which I hope brings you some small amount of comfort.
Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
As always, your mother is holding your hand.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Dragon15, 09:44:18 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I wish I had words to make you feel better. Know that there are so many people praying for you...
Know that there is always hope.
Know that there is always light.
Know that you are loved.....
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Susan, 09:47:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, Please know that you are in my prayers. I am sending you all the warmth and love in my heart hoping that it will find it's way to you and offer some small comfort in this horrible time. Pleas know that you are not alone in this as I am sure their are millions of silent prayers being utter on your behalf.
Susan
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- dr.ivankipling, 09:48:22 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm so sorry to hear this Raven!You've become a very dear important part of my life. I hate the thought of you going through this horrible ordeal. I'd give anything in the world to be able to take this from you. I can't but I can&will continue to keep you in my thoughts&prayers. You hang in there!Keep your head up&remember that HE always has the last word. I've never come up against the foe you find yourself facing but have been come close to the "get your things in order" category&somehow by GRACE I was given another chance. All my love dear Ravenbeauty!! :)
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- JustmeKimcee, 09:53:36 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Ravenm having been a follower for about two years now I have always read your postings and rejoiced, hoped, angered and prayed right along with you but have never posted. Your post today made me want to let you know how appreciated and loved you are. Although we have never met I feel absolutely awful for you and the things you are going through. Please know I will keep you in my prayers and hope you dont have the pain you are so fearful of and a cure or treatment that will help you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Aurora, 09:59:55 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Sending much love and good thoughts your way. Thank you so much for everything that you do for soap fans. You have been through so much and I am humbled by the grace and love that you have demonstrated all thorough out. Just know you are in all of our thoughts.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lori B. (Sad), 10:00:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm so sorry to hear this news. I'll be praying for you.. for your health and peace....
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- B, 10:08:09 03/17/12 Sat [1]
So sorry to hear this news Raven. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. You are such an amazing person and your strength is an inspiration to everyone.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Robin (SAD), 10:11:22 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm So Sad To Hear This, My Heart Is with U.Just Know I'm Thinking Of U And Praying As Hard As I Can.Every One Love's U As Much As U Love All Of Us.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- irlrhatm (very sad), 10:11:34 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm not sure if you remember me (I'm using the name here as I had back then) but 10 years ago when I use to post over at SOC during a different format you were always very nice to me and understanding about my love for Roger Howarths Todd when he first went to ATWT in 2003. I've been ill myself and have developed diabetes etc.. (don't really get around much anymore). But I am really very sad to hear this news. I am very sensitive so I am in tears. I really hope that you will be ok. I will be thinking of you. God Bless.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Satina001, 10:13:33 03/17/12 Sat [1]
All I can do is pray for you...sending good thoughts to you.....Raven you are loved....please know that....let it give you strength...but please never think that you are alone in this....sending positive vibes your way...God Bless You...love you Satina00
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Starlett (sad), 10:15:16 03/17/12 Sat [1]
My dear Raven I was so hoping you would receive better news. I am truly heart broken that the cancer has spread. Though I have never met you, I love you as I do any other member of my family. You have a right to be angry and afraid. You are a fighter and may God be with you as you continue to fight this enemy known as cancer.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Heavenly77, 10:21:15 03/17/12 Sat [1]
This verse gives me comfort when I am sad, angry, or don't understand when things happen in my life.
New Living Translation (©2007)
Psalms 56:8 "You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book."
Hi I don't know you but my dad is currently battling cancer. My uncle passed away from cancer. My grandfather who I never met had cancer. My cousin had cancer and is now in remission. It is ok to be scared and feel grief. I want to say that I love you and will pray for you. Dear Lord Jesus; I thank you for all the blessings that you bestow upon your children. I ask right now that you touch this womans' body and give her peace in her mind, body, soul, and spirit. If it is your will to heal her or to take her into your kingdom, I ask that you continue to give her courage to live each day with hope, peace, and love. Please send your ministering angels around her to be a shield over her. Reveal to her who you are and let her know that she is not alone. Thank you for what you will do in this beautiful ladies life. Let your peace shine within her and through her. Give peace to her family and comfort them in this time. Amen
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Erin Goeller, 10:23:56 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, I am so sorry to hear that the cancer has spread. I almost started crying when I read this post. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hate that this form of cancer is so incredibly painful. I hope that maybe there is medicine that can help ease the physical pain. I will hope for a miracle. Keep fighting, don't give up.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Chris, 10:30:31 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, I will be praying for you. You're so loved so don't give up. You are such a strong person and I know you're going to fight this for as long as you have to. I wish you the best.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Linda, 10:36:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
oh, raven i am SO sorry about your news. know that you are loved & will be prayed for. you are SUCH a good person & i will do all i can to help you through this.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- CM, 10:43:32 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven.
I have no words. I send you all good energy. I send you my love. You are bringing goodness into the world. I refuse to lose you and OLTL :) So you fight. You fight until YOU are ready to move on to your next lifetime. You have touched my heart. You should be proud of the human being that you are.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jill Tidwell, 10:45:46 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Be positive. We love you. We are here for you always.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Kim Givhan, 10:48:21 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, my heart is breaking for you. I am so sorry to read this update. Know that you have thousands of people praying for you. You are loved by many.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Stormie, 10:48:27 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm so sorry to hear this news. You are incredibly strong and I'll keep you in my thoughts.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- gloria aguilar (:-[:-[), 10:53:58 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Ravenbeauty words cannot express my sorrow for what you are going through..please remember all of us are praying for you everyday that you will triumph over this horrible disease...my love and hugs to you today and always...xoxo..
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Debbie, 11:03:24 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Know that you are loved by all and you have touched so many with your story. Thank you for being there for us as we will be there for you!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Shelly Samuel, 11:04:53 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I am so sorry to hear what the doctor had t say to you but My prayers and thoughts go out to you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Brenda, 11:15:09 03/17/12 Sat [1]
This is not the news that all of us were hoping for - so many of us have been checking in here daily to hear how you are doing and hoping to hear better news. So many of us care so much about you. You have touched so many of us with your courageous fight. For someone that we have never met face-to-face, you have become very important to so many, as evidenced by the prayers, good wishes and messages of encouragement that are posted here daily. Please continue to fight. I know it is tough right now but miracles can happen and do.
I'd like to offer my help. I like in Montreal, Canada and we have an excellent cancer center at the Jewish General Hospital called the Segal Cancer Center. It was there that Michael Douglas was diagnosed with his stage 4 cancer after it was missed by the american doctors. It has a great reputation. If you would like, I could make some inquiries about whether they would be willing to consult with your doctors on your case. I know that they accept referrals of new patients but I don't know if that is something that you can or want to do. But there is no harm in asking for a consultation. If you would like me to look into it at the beginning of the week, let me know and I will pull whatever strings I can to get as much information as I can and let you know. I am sincere in wanting to help so if you feel comfortable, I'm ready. Take care...Brenda
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- patty, 11:16:06 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Love you! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Sarah, 11:19:02 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm just sick reading this. I have read your site for so long, but never posted before. After reading this though, how could I not? You will be in my prayers and I wish nothing but the best for you. You have handled this with such grace and courage. Godspeed to you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lori, 11:31:19 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven you will continue to be in my prayers. If anyone can get through this it's you! I know the doctors aren't offering hope but God is the ultimate decision maker and what looks grim to the doctors is not what it looks like to God. Be positive and know you have so many friends praying for you. Miracles happen.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lisa, 11:34:49 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Praying for you. Sometimes the devil wins out in this world but I won't give up praying for you. Sending positive vibes to you to get some type of comfort as you face this too challenging disease. I so wish I had a means and the words and to make you feel better and lead much deserved peaceful path.
Always know and remember that you have a lots of footprints all over internet, and essence in many places all over the world. Those of us who have read your blogs first hand or second hand remember you now and forever and will continue sending out positive thoughts to you. There's only one you, Ravenbeauty and you're a beautiful raven who flies high despite the complete crap on your plate. You're an inspiration.
I've only probably heard about you within the last year or so cause people have quoted you. And I've heard of other bloggers too who do GH spoilers, etc., too but it's YOU, your "name" Ravenbeauty that I can really recall...who has paved a path in my mind, and no doubt many people's minds. <3 to you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Najmah, 12:13:53 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Cancer Treatment Centers of America. They are helping my auntie through her Sarcoma, maybe they can help you too.
Very sorry for your difficult time.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Susan Rumph (compassionate), 12:19:13 03/17/12 Sat [1]
RB,
The only words I have to offer are ones of admiration. You have shown invincible spirit in this battle and it's your body that is failing not the quintessential you. There aren't reasons why such things happen to certain people and not others (beyond genetics and biochemistry) and so all that is left is the dignity with which you face the outcome. So far you've demonstrated amazing courage in the face of insurmountable odds. When you finally get to that place of acknowledgement then give yourself the last gift possible, the right to see and embrace everything and anything about this world before it's too late. It's the ONLY advantage to having a mortal deadline distinctly imposed. In other words, in the face of death-LIVE!!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- ethel, 12:25:46 03/17/12 Sat [1]
i am not giving up raven - i am still going to pray for you everyday............
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Sending love, prayers Ravey! -- Tear, 12:30:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Miracles do happen!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Susan (sad), 12:35:10 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Ravenbeauty, I've never posted to you before but I just want you to know you and those you love will always be in my prayers. You made a big mark on this world and will always be loved.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- MBmomof3, 12:45:15 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, I have followed u for quite awhile, but have never posted. I am so sorry u r suffering. You have been & continue to b in my thoughts & prayers. Is there anything else u need? Sending light & love to u.
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all the love I can muster -- Kelly :(, 13:18:26 03/17/12 Sat [1]
and all the prayers I can pray! Had to post here too! xoxo ♥
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- wherly, 13:34:11 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I have no words to express my sorrow for you and your loved ones, but please know you are in my prayers.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Anonymous, 13:45:21 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm here Raven. I wish I could be there to comfort you. Don't give up. You never know what tomorrow may bring. There are more doctors in this now. There is always hope. Love always!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- 3kids, 14:04:09 03/17/12 Sat [1]
My hope and prayers are with you. God bless!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Amy, 14:21:38 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Dearest Ravenbeauty,
Like so many others, this is my very first post. I've been following you for several months and have really enjoyed and appreciated the spoilers and news you have provided. I especially enjoyed the wonderful tribute to you on Silas's program in December. I cried then and now I am crying again. I want you to know how special you are, not only to us fans, but to our loving Heavenly Father. Like others have said, HE has the final say in what happens to you. He loves you with an everlasting love and YOU, precious Raven, are in the palm of His almighty hand. Don't let these doctors have the last word. Get a copy of Ty Bollinger's book "Cancer- Step Outside the Box" and get it quick! (You may have already heard of it, it's too important not to mention, though.) I love and care about your soul, I am praying for you- for God to give you wisdom regarding the cancer treatments, for God to fill you with His awesome peace and His healing power. We might not understand why He allows these things, but please trust Him. God bless you and keep you, Raven.+In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit+ Psalm 121:1-2
A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Angela (God Bless You), 14:39:28 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, you are truly one of the bravest people I have ever encountered. From the onset of this terrible disease you have been open and poured out your deepest emotions. You have no idea of the number of lives you may have saved by spreading the news that a rash can turn into tragedy. I know that is of little comfort, when the life you want to save is your own. I wish soooo much that all of us out here could collectively do SOMETHING more to help you than just write you messages. If you think of ANYTHING we can do for you please ask. In the meantime, I will pray that you do not suffer the pain and indignities of this disease, but will enjoy your days here on Earth in peace and happiness. I KNOW there is a special place in Heaven for you. And we all love you and will cherish each day we have with y9u!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Marie, 14:46:26 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven,
We are not promised that nothing bad will happen in our lives. We're promised that when it does, we’re not alone. And you my friend, are not. You have at least a thousand people in the world who love you, someone they have never met, but through your words you have touched their hearts, and now they, yours.
They pray to their Gods to give you strength, peace, reduction of distress and spiritual comfort when it comes time for your journey from this life into the next. The one where your God and family awaits you.
My father died a couple of years back and whenever I am suffering emotionally, I can feel him sharing my pain. It’s like he’s standing right beside me expressing his love. Your mother, like my father, are now angels and they appear as voices, dreams, signs, visions. Look for them. Also, envision your mother’s wings encasing you as you sleep and comfort surrounding you. It has worked for me since I lost mine, when I was a child.
While I pray for your recovery, do not fear your demise. The Bible says heaven is a place of unspeakable beauty. A place of light and love beyond comprehension. It is not the end, it is a new beginning.
Love and Blessings.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Diane Visage, 14:49:17 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Im sorry to hear this news,,, sending possitve energy your way, I so enjoy hearing your stories and comments,,, you have touched many people in a positve way, there is always hope, wishing you the best of doctors, care, and RECOVERY.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- llanviewlovely (:'(), 00:14:15 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, I am greatly saddened to hear this news but I do know that God is STILL in the miracle working business and nothing is over until he says so. My mom and I are praying for you and sending you healing rays of healing white light, you can beat this Raven, may God bless you and give you all the strength that you need to fight and kick cancer's ass!!!! Much L-O-V-E to you dear Raven!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- HeatherF, 17:24:48 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Ravenbeauty,
I cannot put into words how much my heart hurts for what you are going through. Although I know that sometimes God frees us from the can Ed by giving us our wings, I am praying that you will be healed 100% while here on earth.
If things do go the way the doctors are saying, I wanted to encourage you in this next step that your life will take. Death will not be the period in your life or have the final say. You will close your eyes in one world to open them up in the next. I think of the cruises I have take. When I close my eyes in one destination to awake the next morning somewhere completely. You will be going to the ultimate, all inclusive resort, sweetheart. I recently read the book, Heaven is for Real, about a boy's experience as he died, went to heaven but the doctors were able to bring him back. He spoke of all he saw and what awaits us. I think God allows those miracles to happen sometimes because He wants us to know what He has in store for each one of us. He loves you so much, Raven; you are His baby girl. I can't imagine the fear that accompanies this time but take heart because you are not alone. You have so many who are lifting you up in their prayers right now, hosts of angels cheering you on, and a Savior who treasures you and desires to spend eternity with you. Never doubt the limits of His love. He says, "I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens it, I will come to him.". What an image. A God who stands knocking at a door just hoping we will let Him into our hearts. He has made it so simple. He says believe with your heart and speak it with your mouth that He is God. That is it.... It's amazing that it's about a billion times easier to receive eternal salvation than it is to file your income taxes...
I leave you with this prayer that covers it all:
“Lord Jesus Christ,
I am sorry for the things I have done wrong in my life. I ask your forgiveness and now turn from everything which I know is wrong. Thank you for dying on the cross for me to set me free from my sins. Please come into my life and fill me with your Holy Spirit and be with me forever.
Thank you, Lord Jesus.
Amen.”
Peace and blessings to you, my friend.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Sharon (Hopeful), 19:04:46 03/17/12 Sat [1]
We do not know each other but I want to send you good thoughts, best wishes and most of all prayers! Miracles do happen everyday so don't give up. May God be merciful and surround you in love and care. <3 and Blessings to You Raven Beauty
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Rudi, 22:06:06 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven: get angry, curse scream, shout, shake your fist at the sky and say "This isn't fair!" because it isn't. NOBODY should ever have to go through an ordeal like this, especially someone who's as decent, and kind and well loved as you are. If you need to vent, do it here. Let us know how you feel. We will be your sounding board, your therapists, if you like. Those of us who believe in prayer will pray. Those of us who have seen others fight this fight will stand by you and hold your hand (metaphorically) no matter what. Don't be afraid to unload on us. We don't want you going through this alone. And remember, nothing you say will shock us. We can take it. We love you and we're here for you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Randy, 22:27:26 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Dear Raven,
Our hearts and prayers are with you. We know you will never stop fighting and all of your fans and they are legion are ready to fight with you all the way. Just ask and we will be there for you. Stay positive and and firm, my friend you are the best.
Randy
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Courtney, 22:44:40 03/17/12 Sat [1]
Raven, I have been following your website for a while, but I have never posted. I am so sorry to hear that this is happening to you. You have been so brave and you have touched so many people. You and your loved ones have been and will continue to be in my prayers.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Gail Murray, 23:09:47 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I am so sorry to hear your news. I'm fairly new to FB and enjoyed your posts about the soaps, especially GH. I looked forward to reading them last year when I first found you. My prayers are with you and I'm hoping for the best for you. Stay strong and know many people are thinking of you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lisa (heart sick), 23:35:28 03/17/12 Sat [1]
I'm sorry that the news came back as grim as it did. However, all cannot be lost. We've all heard stories of people hearing from doctors they have months to live and the person goes on and can live for years. Doctors do not know everything. Fight with everything you have Raven. We love you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- monika, 00:00:53 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, I can't imagine what you are going through right now... You have just received the toughest news there is. I hope that in your real life, your friends and family are holding you up on their shoulders and showering you with love.
Angiosarcoma is so cruel. Because it is so rare, it is not adequately researched, and so I would encourage everyone who cares for Raven to contribute to the research efforts in understanding this disease.
I found this site to be good; apparently, some of the leading research is being done at Sloan Kettering, so that is definitely the place to go for guidance on treatment:
http://www.angiosarcomaawareness.org/page1.php
Ironically, I know someone who had angiosarcoma; I am reminded of her at every meal, as I inherited her dining table and china cabinet. Angiosarcoma needs research dollars, and I hope that those of us who have come to care for Raven over the years will contribute in her honour.
Raven, thank you for sharing your passion with us these many years. I send you my love and best wishes in these dark hours, and hope that you find some comfort in them. I wish there were more I could do...
You are in my thoughts. <3
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I love you so much, Raven -- Gordie, 00:32:25 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Every now and then, I find myself hoping there's an afterlife, and this is one of those times. I wish your pain could be taken away and that you will find unimaginable joy when you are returned to the warm embrace of your beautiful Raven-haired mother. I really hope that becomes a reality.
Selfishly, I wish we could go back more than a decade and bicker about Michael Nader again and relive the angry and hilarious way you and I became friends. Back then, it was just you and me and a few dozen AMC fans, many of whom remain cyberfriends to this day. In this cold, impersonal place that is the internet, we found real friendships that I treasure as much as any of the people I actually see and love.
I'm glad it's not a decade ago, though, because you have grown and evolved into this amazing woman who is loved not just by those of us from our original board, but by a multitude of appreciative fans and friends. It has been marvelous to see you being appreciated by so many, just as you were always appreciated by those of us from our little corner of the web. Just as you are appreciated by me.
I don't even know your real name, Raven, but I love you, I adore you, I will always appreciate you for the kind, open-hearted woman I have always known. I wish you peace, and I am continuing to concentrate on a miracle. You have made a real difference in this world.
Thank you for your friendship, always.
Love,
Gord
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Yvonne, 00:35:22 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, Please check out these two things. A friend of mine sent this video to me and I trust him very much It's on youtube and is called Every Cancer Can be Cured in Weeks. The link is below. Also a family member of mine who had terminal cancer was helped by the Cancer Centers of America. They use alternative and European treatments as well as traditiona. Her life was extended by many years. They have several facilities in the U.S. I went with her to the Chicago facility and they were wonderful. Here's the link for the video. I will send out many prayers for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1hrqrKcE3A
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jen H., 01:12:41 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Dear Raven,
I have come to "know" you through this page and through Silas' shows, though I have never posted before. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you, and warm, positive energy is being sent your way. Your strength and determination are boundless. Know that you are loved and cared for.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- guest, 01:23:38 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I am so sorry to hear about this..My Prayers and thoughts are with you
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- soaptownnina, 01:59:49 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven words can not express what I am feeling for you right now, and go with the positive. There is always hope no matter what anyone says. I did some searching and found a sight that seems to be enlighting...http://www.angiosarcomaawareness.org
If there is anything you need please do not hesitate to ask.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- MaryKay, 02:07:22 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Love to you!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Kireanna, 02:29:21 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Oh Raven.... I have been reading your spoilers, news and comments about OLTL for many years. First I found you on the message board as SOC. Then you weren't there, I asked about you and someone told me where to find you. I am so heartbroken to hear your devasting news of cancer. I don't know you, I don't know what you look like, I don't know your voice, but you have touched me. I am crying as I write. My auntie had a lung cancer. I HATE cancer. Please take all the pain meds you can, even the alternative green stuff if you can.
I know you have impacted so many people. I know in your next life, or on the other side, you will impact souls in a very good and positive way.
I will vision positive thoughts for you in my own special way. I am not very religous but I do believe in the power of positive thoughts.
All my best....Kireana
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Angie Smith, 02:43:24 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Oh Raven crying right now but I know what a fighter you are. Will be praying for you. Just know how much you are loved by all. And that God is being bombarded with prayers on your behalf, and saying this must be one special person. Love you Raven
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Dakin Jun, 03:29:34 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Just no words.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- K.E., 03:37:38 03/18/12 Sun [1]
You are one very strong, brave, courageous woman. Please know that God is with you always no matter what!!! Praying for you...
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Brinard, 04:02:27 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I love, love, love you is all i can say, because i cannot generate any words to say at this point of me being so axed to the heart to hear this, All i can say at this point is don't believe the report of the doctors, believe the report of the Lord. This is a time more than ever, if you haven't already, to get with God. This is the time to "Let Go, and Let God".
My prayers, decrees and declarations are with you more than ever. I left my email here and if you ever need a upliftment do not hesitate to email me, i'm online 24/7.
Again, Love you, and KNOW
and KNOW
"You're next in line for a miracle".
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- CareyN, 04:08:38 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Adding my prayers, sympathy, and love into the pot. Raven, you are brave beyond words for overcoming the many trials in life you've shared with your readers (and I'm sure there are some you haven't shared). You've touched, inspired, and enlightened more people than you may ever know. It's never a matter of which way the pendulum swings, but a matter of when it stops. May you only have comfort and joy until your pendulum stands still...and may that be longer than you anticipate.
Namaste.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- BringRobertBack (Support, hugs, prayers), 04:12:33 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, I am sorry beyond words. I don't follow your blog but am friends with many who do and have enjoyed your spoilers over the years posted elsewhere, so I've always know of you.
I am so so so sorry. I have watched those fight valiantly and seen miracles, don't EVER give up. But know you are in our hearts and prayers - those that follow you regularly and those that don't. I read and hear all of your frustrations but put yourselves in your family, friends, our hands as well as God and the angels...and know we will be sending out karma, love, hope and so much more in the days to come. Keep a line to us - I know in some of my darker hours, a couple of online soap group friends/frenemies were such a lifeline and many times showed me such light at the end of the tunnel. That said, as who was it Churchill said? "When you are going through Hell, keep on going" sister - keep on going!!!
Best to you, now and always. So sorry for this news but don't give up... :)
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Mieka Speir, 05:17:12 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, you have been on my soap page on numerous occasions (Boycott ABC Until they keep ANC and OLTL on the Air). My prayers are with you. I know there is not much anyone can say right now to make it all better. I can tell you this, though. If you are a person of faith, God is with you. He will guide your doctors and if it isn't your time, He can perform miracles. And if He wants you with Him, He has a wonderful place in eternity for you where you will have a perfect body. Stay strong, sweet lady and also know that not only is God with you, but we are all here for you as well. Those friends you have met and those you have not. We love you and are sending up prayers and love.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- AllyG, 05:23:55 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven I am so sorry that your news has not been better. Please know that I am praying for you and sending you all the positive energy I have. As you know from all the others who have posted here and on FB that you are loved and that we will always be with you in spirit.
Ally
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- blackjack13, 05:38:57 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I've been reading your columns for years. I've been following your personal story, as you've been so gracious to share it with us. I offer you my love, my prayers, and my sincerest hopes and wishes that you will find some peace. I wish I knew you personally so I could give you a hug or a shoulder to cry on, but with my words know that there is a huge community that respects you, loves you, and sends you love beyond measure.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- sandy, 05:42:54 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I am sorry to hear about your diagnosis and wish you all the best,for whatever amount of time you have to enjoy on this earth.I hope you have great Hospice help and you get to do as much as you can without suffering too much pain.
As always, miracles CAN and DO happen,and there is always Hope,but this is just one step along the way to a better place,so Good Luck to you and your family.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Denise, 06:03:38 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I read your words with a heavy heart. You have a gift in words I wish you a gift in healing both body, mind and spirit. Stay tuff..enjoy life and never give up....prayers are coming you way, you should be feeling them hugging you about now!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Tina Gray, 06:12:52 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Oh Raven. I wish I had the right words to say to you. Some words of hope or comfort........ My heart and and my mind just cannot articulate what I'm feeling. I can only say that I wish we had the opportunity to meet, but since we didn't, please know that it doesn't matter. If I can do ANYTHING AT ALL FOR YOU, we have a mutual friend who can reach me day or night. Anything you need, my friend....... Anything. Sending you much love and prayers along with everyone else who loves you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Deb P., 08:42:00 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Dearest Raven:
I am at a loss for words right now, but I will try my best. You have made me laugh, scream at my screen and cry over the years, and for this, I thank you. If this illness is God's plan for you, know that you have made a difference in the lives of many and we are praying for you. You truly are and always shall be "Ravenbeauty". God ease you in this difficult time of your life. Love and Light to you, sweet woman. (aka Bunzbud)
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Angela, 08:50:39 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Hi, Raven.
Even though this was not the news you hoped for, please remember this: there are various kinds of miracles in this world. Yes, we all wish for you the miracle of physical
healing, but beyond that, there are miracles of mental and emotional clarity as well. I am confident that you will get the exact one that you need in the exact moment that you need it. It may not be what you want, but it will be what you NEED.
I think there are certain "dark" events in life that we will never understand until we arrive in Heaven and can view them from an eternal perspective. You'll get your answers one day.
In the meantime, keep in mind that you won't leave this earth one second sooner than you're supposed to, not until everything that you have been put here to do is done, be it a public or private accomplishment.
The desire of every human who values and cherishes the gift of life is to make a positive mark on the world that will long be remembered after he or she is physcially gone. You've done that, Raven, in very short. So the words that you wrote above were true--when you do something, you really do DO IT BIG.:)
I'll close for now. I pray that all earthly and heavenly angels will be dispatched to you whenever you need them and that you will be comforted every day with the thought of how much you are loved.
You'll be okay--and even better.
Angela
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Emjay (Sad), 09:45:55 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I am heartsick reading your words and I prayed that you would have better news. But you are strong and brave. Your courage is an example for all of us. Lot of love and hugs going your way.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Ballerina (Dancingw/heavyheart), 09:54:42 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I have no words to offer other than I will continue to hold you up in prayer, that you will be healed and made whole. Your courage fighting off this invader serves as an example to us all of grace and dignity in the face of daunting odds. Do not give up. In the end you will be the victor. And we will all rejoice. Love and hugs to you darlin'.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lisa (My heart is breaking foy you), 11:30:03 03/18/12 Sun [1]
I I have followed you on fb from then begining,and you have inspired me.Your courage everyday and your love for soaps,you are special.PLEASE FIGHT ,I ve been suffing MS,your corageousness,has really helped me with my illness,keep doing what you love,and never give up hope
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Nancy, 13:07:02 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Dear Ravenbeauty,
Thank you for your heartfelt message. You are a strong beautiful human being. You are fighting something beyond our imaginations. I pray that God gives you the strength you need to do what you need to do to win this battle. You have done so much for us and I am now asking my other soap lovers' family to do something for you, please send Ravenbeauty prayers and positive thoughts! Thank you so much for sharing your courage, charm and grace. I hope you are able to share again with us soon. God's peace to you-
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- DrChuckTyler, 14:02:55 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven
My friend was told to get his affairs in order because he had aggressive cancer. Everyone started to sincerely pray for him and when he went to the doctor the doctor started to cry. He told my friend that the cancer had vanished. Prayer does work and you have many friends praying for you now.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- John B (Loving Hugs and Prayers), 16:05:19 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Dear Raven:
You've been on my mind and I wanted to check up on you. I wish I had the ability to make things better for you. I'd love to be able to reach right through this internet and give you the biggest hugs ever. Though I haven't known you for very long, I immediately knew that you are a special person and your light just shines for everyone to see regardless of what you have been going through. You have so much love and admiration out here. I know the news has not been good, but I believe in the power of prayer and in it's ability to bring healing. When I read your post, I stopped and prayed for you to feel our love and to be healed. I hope everyone will take a few minutes and pray for you too. Regardless of what the doctors are saying, I believe that you can be healed. If anyone can beat this, it's you. So I'm sending prayers, loving hugs and healing thoughts your way just like I know so many others are. Remember we're always nearby and any of us would do what we can for you. BIG HUGS!!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Kelly Woollett, 17:45:41 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Raven, I am truly sorry for what you are going through. My brother died of AIDS when the disease was young and more deadly. I often think about what courage it took him to go on and even keep hoping beyond all reason for a miracle. It's been 15 years and I still don't know where he found the courage and bravery to do so when faced with such odds. And I see the same fight and courage in you. Please know that miracles do happen every day. And life is so precious, never give up because even one more day is a blessing to all who love you. I will do my part and keep praying for you with all the fight I have in myself. Hugs and angel kisses xoxoxoxo!!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Susan, 21:55:52 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Sending Love from Canada
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Denise (Look into.....IMPORTANT), 23:02:17 03/18/12 Sun [1]
Ravenbeauty, Not sure if you are doing any of this already but my daughter is an holistic health coach, she mentioned you can look into Gershon therapy, Hippocrates Institute. These are alternative treatments, are you familiar with Kris Carr, crazy sexy cancer is her movie and book, book crazy sexy diet, she believes cancer thrives in an acidic enviroment, you need to make your body akaline, you need to juice greens, macrobiotic diet etc. Look into Kris Carr's web site. If you need more info go to my daughters website www.justbehealthandwellness.com.Her name is Danielle. She will contact you with what she has learned.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- HB (Sad), 00:44:40 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Hello Ravenbeauty as many have expressed before I have been folowing for several years but have never posted. I too wish I had words that could bring you hope and comfort, sending you lots of positive energy and best of luck really so sorry about this news.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Meg (Praying), 01:27:31 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Raven, I am so sorry. Just keep remembering that Jesus knows all and can change any situation. He tells us to pray and bring our requests to Him. He wants to hear from us. So, I will keep praying to Jesus for healing, comfort and blessing.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Tamalemama, 02:37:19 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Dearest Raven, Love is a very powerful thing, as you can see with so many of us posting here and Im sure on Facebook. Feel our love turn into light in your darkest hour,use this light to draw strength and healing for we are and always will be with you. You mean so very much to all of us. Love you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Yolanda Arias-Arenas (Yolanda Arias-Arenas), 03:53:04 03/19/12 Mon [1]
I am so sorry for what you are going through. You are a very brave woman with a lot of courage and grace. May God bless you on this journey and please know that we love you and support you. XOXO x a million!!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Anonymous, 04:18:39 03/19/12 Mon [1]
You know how I feel Raven and what I wish for you and I want everything to turn around for the better. You have many people who adore you and who have followed you throughout. Do not let Raven down for what she has done and what she is doing for us. Continue to watch General Hospital, keep watching it and boycott the other shows on ABC FOR HER. BLOW THE RATING THROUGH THE ROOF. Love you Raven.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Amy, 05:18:20 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Raven, I am so sorry for what you are going through. I have read your site for so long and this is the first time I am posting. Thank you so much for everything you have done for all of us. I will be thinking of you and praying for you. Please keep fighting...there are so many for that that are pulling for you!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- catshadowsi8, 06:53:15 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Well my friend now is when you start living in the moment. Pull out that bucket list you have sitting in the back of your dresser drawer gathering dust and start checking things off. If you don't have one, make one. Take that trip (it may be a week instead of a month but so what), read that book, watch that series you have put off, go try out that fantastic restaurant everyone is talking about, whatever just do it. It doesn't mean you give up, but it does mean you take that precious time between doctors visits, treatment and tests to grab life by the tail and enjoy every moment of it. Even if the cancer goes into remission, which does occur, you are spending your time engaged, not sitting around waiting for the next report. Trust me. You can cram more living into a few months than most people do in a lifetime. As always I wish you only the best.
Keep Hunting
catshadowsi8
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Joelle, 09:41:20 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Raven, I am so sorry to hear this news. I have been a lurker here for a long time, and this is my first time posting on here, but you have become a big part of my life. I visit this site regularly looking for updates. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I wish all the best.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Lori (tears), 09:50:11 03/19/12 Mon [1]
There are no words. Just sending love and support.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- LSR, 10:40:41 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Hi Raven,
I've followed you for some time, here and on FB, but never posted. I'm so amazed by your strength and courage. Thank you for all you do. You're in my prayers. Don't give up!
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Raven, longtime cyber friend, you still have -- LAwoman, 10:54:11 03/19/12 Mon [1]
a lot of fight in you. As some have suggested here, Cancer Treatment Centers of America is worth a look. There are always other opinions and treatments. You were one of the first people I had contact with years ago when I ventured onto message boards. And it's been many years now--so hard to believe! Time just goes so fast. You had my back during "board wars" and I will always have yours in any way big or small that you need. I don't forget the kindness of others and you are one of the best. This isn't over my dear. Get mad. Be demanding. Don't back down. You are a beautiful, strong woman. I love and admire you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Silent-Until-Now, 10:57:51 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Ravenbeauty, You are such an exceptional Lady of Strength and Grace. You are a Force of Nature! You touch the hearts of SO MANY people on SO MANY levels. People you have always known AND people you have never met Love you Dearly. Know that!!! You are in the hearts of each of us. Feel our love throughout all you are going through and may it help you in just the way you need.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jelnnifer Moore, 11:21:46 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Only good thoughts are with you. Please have courage to journey through this the way you want to. Much love
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jenny (heartsick), 15:57:44 03/19/12 Mon [1]
I feel so terribly about what you're going through, but all hope is not lost. As long as you decide to continue to fight, you have THOUSANDS who are rooting specifically for you, and even more fighting against this horrific disease. Doctors are not gods, and no one can clinically evaluate how powerful the human spirit truly is.
Thank you for everything you've given your fans over the years, and for opening up about this very private experience. You have inspired me to get tests done that I've been afraid to do. I don't know what will come of them, but if early detection is power, I'll have it, thanks to you.
I am wishing and hoping the very best for you every day.
"Live for today's dream
Tomorrow's what will be
Look and you'll find you have
One Life to Live."
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Stephanie, 18:12:05 03/19/12 Mon [1]
Raven,
All I can say is that you will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. You have brought so much happiness and joy to so many over the years, myself amongst the many. I can never thank you enough for all that you've done for us all! We are here for you during this battle so don't feel too alone. We love you and will continue to keep you in our hearts!
Stay Strong Raven!
Love,
Stephanie
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- K.Maw, 19:47:39 03/19/12 Mon [1]
My dear sweet Raven, I have no words to either help or brighten your situation. You need to do things in this time that you've always wanted to do, but haven't. Even if that means standing on your head and eating ice cream at the same time. Be with the people close to you.
But remember to never give up. Try options that you wouldn't normally try. Even if it helps you feel better just a little bit, it is worth it.
Some times a hug is the best medicine, so I'll send you one of those.
**HUG**
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Angela, 01:26:02 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Raven, I am so saddened by your news...I am holding you in my thoughts and prayers.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Daryl (sad), 01:54:40 03/20/12 Tue [1]
I am so very sorry ...I wish you the courage to do what you need to do
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Carol, 02:01:32 03/20/12 Tue [1]
So sorry to hear this sad news. Just like many others, I have read your column for years but never posted. Just wanted to say thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. I will continue to pray for you and hope for the best, but please know that no matter what, you have been a positive force and have truly made a difference to so many.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Kathy (with hugs, love and blessings), 03:37:44 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Raven,
just a note to say that I am praying for you. for your strength, for no pain, to feel love, and most of all for hope. God Bless You
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Trish Cantillon, 04:19:40 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Raven, I work for a charity called Dream Foundation www.dreamfoundation.org - we are much like Make-A-Wish, but we grant dreams to ADULTS (age 18 and over) not children. Please visit the website -- and if you are interested in pursuing have a dream granted, contact me trish@dreamfoundation.org
keeping you in my prayers
T
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Disappears, 07:48:30 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Like so many of the people who have been reading your posts for such a long time, this too is my first time posting. This is so you know and can visually see how many people you actually touch and bring together, by the service you provide freely without reservation, but most importantly because of the person you are with whom we have all come to respect and care about. Your strength of character is without question, your charm is undeniable, your courage is inspiring and your fears are real and expected. You are at your most vulnerable and yet you let us in. Sharing your battle with us and letting us see the emotional struggle you face each and every day. It's in your words and the way you write that we've come to know you best. You have fans from all over who come to visit your site and your FB page to read what you have to say to them. That is so huge! You have a gift. Your fans know it and you need to know it... let it bring you peace.
We are here for you and because of you! <3
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Chloe and Mom, 09:54:12 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Dear Raven,
You are a wonderful, beautiful, loving person. We have and will continue to pray for you. I know it's easier said than done, but please don't give up and don't lose hope. We love you!
Chloe and her Mom
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Laura C (Speechless), 10:42:18 03/20/12 Tue [1]
I am determined to hold your health in the highest possible place, in the greatest possible light. I do believe in miracles, and angels. You are a beautiful, strong spirit, an angel, and a real inspiration to me. (And I can't say that about many people I only know from a spoiler thread on the internet). I will continue to pray for you, and for some BIG miracles.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- S.M, 13:18:37 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Dear Raven,
I too have been following you online for years but this is my first post. I am posting for the first time today so you know how many people care about you. Please do not lose hope and please do not fear whatever God has planned for you. We all belong to God and it is to Him that we all surely return to. Know that we are all thinking of you and praying for you.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Ana, 14:26:18 03/20/12 Tue [1]
Hi Ravenbeauty,
Perhaps this story might offer some inspiration and even hope: http://www.examiner.com/televangelism-pop-christianity-in-national/dodie-osteen-healed-of-cancer . Basically in a nutshell, Dodie Osteen was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer and was told nothing more could be done for her. That was 31 years ago. Today she is alive and doing great. The point of her story, is never lose hope. Through faith in God anything is possible.
*hugs*
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Chris, 15:04:48 03/20/12 Tue [1]
I'm very sorry to hear that your cancer is now terminal! You'll be in my thoughts and prayers always!!! I hope that you can have your cancer in remission with a miracle from God that can come your way if you have faith in Him and trust Him with all of your heart and soul!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Pilar (Heartfelt), 02:30:52 03/21/12 Wed [1]
I am sorry that this battle you are facing is too much. You are very brave to share it with us all. I lift you up to the Almighty Lord in the name of Jesus of Nazareth:
Heavenly Father, I thank you for this courageous woman you set here before us, your daughter. Lord her trail, her sickness is such a heavy burden, we cast this burden, this pain, this sorrow, this anger, fear & hopelessness at the foot of your throne. I pray that you will be the lifter of her head & that you would stretch your mighty hand over her & cover her with your grace, mercy & the peace only you can give. You are a Mighty Physician, Jehova Rafah,(the Lord my healer), I ask in the Precious name of Jesus that you bring healing to this beautiful woman & that you bind the pain from her presence. You are the God who raised Jesus from the dead, the God of Israel, you can raise up this woman in faith, courage and in the uderstanding that you are where her help comes from. Holy Spirit minister to this broken heart, reveal to her that this battle belongs to the Lord, it is too much for her to carry alone & that through the Precious blood of Jesus death cannot contain us. I pray that you bind the enemy from her thoughts, from her body. He is a liar who brings fear, doubt & hopelessness through our thoughts. He has no power or authority over this woman through the power of the Holy Spirit. You O Lord are our Comfort, Healer, Master Builder, you are our Deliverer, our Salvation. I pray for a miracle, & I pray that she knows that she too can call upon your name & that her beautiful heart can know Jesus personally, intimately. All honor & Glory is yours Father, in Jesus name!
God bless you sweetheart!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Morna (Sad), 02:46:34 03/21/12 Wed [1]
My heart is so hurting for you. I have no words to say. We all love you and pray for you and I keep you in my thoughts and pryers.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Jesus, 03:52:05 03/21/12 Wed [1]
I have searched you, child, and I know you. I know when you sit down and when you stand up. I know your thoughts from afar. I know when you go out and when you lay down. I know everything about you. I know what you are going to say before you even say it. I surround you--in front of you and behind you--and My hand is upon you. This knowledge is too wonderful for you to understand, too high for you to comprehend.
Where can you go to get away from My Spirit? Where can you run to get away from Me? If you go up to heaven, I am there. If you make your bed in the grave, I am there. If you take the wings of the morning and fly to the farthest reaches of the sea, even there My hand leads you, My strength holds you. When the darkness bruises you, My Light shines forth. Darkness cannot hide you from Me; for Me the night shines as bright as the day, for Me, darkness is light.
I knit you together in your mother’s womb. I covered you in your mother’s belly. You have been wonderfully created, uniquely and specially made. All My works are wonderful, and deep in your soul you know it well. From the tiniest cell, I have seen you. I was there, making you in secret, curiously creating you in the hidden place. I saw you before you were born. I knew all your days before you ever saw the first one.
You are precious to Me, and you could never count all the thoughts I have of you. They are more than the sands of the sea. I am thinking of you constantly, and when you awake I’m still thinking of you. I know your heart. I know your thoughts. I want to lead you in the age-enduring way.
I am here to bind up your broken heart, to set you free, and release you from darkness. I am here to comfort you in your mourning, to provide for you in your grief, to give you a crown of beauty instead of ashes, and the oil of gladness instead of mourning, a robe of praise instead of a spirit of despair. You could be an oak of righteousness, My planting to display My splendor. So repent, child, and return to Me, so that your sins may be wiped out, and you may receive My refreshing Life. Come to Me with your heavy burdens. Throw them all upon Me, because I love you with a love that never ends. I will give you rest. Take My hand and learn from Me—I am meek and humble in heart. You will find rest for your soul, for My yoke is easy, and My burden is light. Return to Me and find rest—that is your salvation. Be quiet and listen to Me, put your confidence in Me—that is your strength.
I am the high, exalted one. I inhabit eternity, and I am named Holy. I live in the high and holy place, and I dwell with the bruised and humble ones, so that I may revive their spirits and heal their bruised hearts. Look—I am right at the door, knocking. Don’t you hear Me? Open the door, and I will come into you. We’ll eat and live together. You are My most precious daughter. Come back to your Father’s home.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- kat, 05:51:01 03/21/12 Wed [1]
Beautiful words...
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- oltlmania (love), 20:13:54 03/21/12 Wed [1]
Raven sending you love and hope!! Praying for you!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- elizabeth (hopeful book), 11:38:53 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Run to buy "Outsmart your Cancer" So many alternatives that WORK!!!
Beautiful spirit- beautiful energy- trust this book
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Anna, 01:23:17 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven, I am so sorry to hear about this update. I love you, Raven! HUGS!!
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Evelyn, 03:26:15 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you. I am sorry for all your suffering. You are loved and you are not alone.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Shanean Austin, 04:00:17 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Dear Ravenbeauty,
I am so upset to hear about your latest news. I am happy that you are in contact with Sloan. Look into flaxseed oil krill oil, vitamin d(mega doses@) and calcium. These are supposed to be good for reasr cancer. These days they are saying that aspirin fights tumors? And prayer helps. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank god for the love from your readers!!!!
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Update.......................................................... -- Ravenbeauty, 06:07:48 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Hey Guys,
I have the scans scheduled to see where else the cancer has gone (besides the obvious areas that we are already aware of) all set for early next week. Meeting with a new surgeon next week as well since the one I had been using is on maternity leave and her partner is NOTHING like her. Her partner said something that for me is simply unforgivable. No matter where it's gone on the inside, I certainly expected her to remove the growing lesions, which are starting to ulcerate and cause pain under the left part of the incision. She told me that she couldn't see the point in doing another recession because I have Angiosarcoma. In other words, you are a dead girl walking so why bother. That in of itself had me so upset that I didn't know whether to cry or scream. Her partner would have never said that to me. She was wonderful and stood by me in so many ways, but she is on maternity leave. My heart sank when I first learned that she was unavailable. She was someone who would have stood by me to the end.
Even if I only have a short time left, you don't leave Angiosarcoma on the skin as it gets black, and causes gangrene. It's a horrific situation and whether it's inside or not, I should not have to endure that additional pain and suffering. The other doctor who I adored would have told me to fight and tried to give me hope even though this situation is as dark as it gets, but her partner's words were cruel and lacked even an ounce of compassion (they are night and day). Meanwhile, I am watching this stuff grow again, knowing that it's spreading even more so, and trying to keep my wits about me at the same time. Hoping that the surgeon I am meeting with doesn't feel the same way she does. If not, I will keep going if I must until I do find one that will remove this, but I am racing against time, and the whole thing has been nothing short of a nightmare. I have spent hours trying to reason what is happening to me. Why this had to be Angiosarcoma of all cancers. It's such a grim and hopeless cancer. I am just so angry and so scared and so thoroughly disgusted at this point that there are no words strong enough.
Please know that I am not just lying down to die (no matter what they tell me). I am trying alternative treatments that I have been reading about although I am fully aware of the odds (painfully so). Right now, everything is just a blur of tests, trying to get some rest, and just finding a way to push through. Trying to stay away from crowds, anyone that has recently been on an airplane, and anyone sneezing or coughing because if I get sick now, I won't have much of chance to do anything with my immune system being the way that it is. Tired, angry, scared, and just plain numb. I have always shared with you, and that will never change. I am so grateful for your incredible words of love and hope out here. I usually try to answer each one of you, but as you know, circumstances have made this harder to do these days. No matter what happens to me, please never give up on this fight. This fight is a big one. It's bigger than saving just one show. It's preserving a very relevant genre that is vitally important on so many levels. I love you guys so much. I will keep you posted when I can.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Mary, 07:39:40 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Bless you, Raven.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Taelyn (Nobody loves U more than GOD), 16:41:16 03/24/12 Sat [1]
Sadly many Doctors "Mean well" But sadly they live by statics and odds.. and Their God is the Insurance CO.
Know you have to understand that whatever happens to you they get to just go on with life, and while some will tey harder than others at the end of the day.. no matter what Life does not change for them.
So You have to FIGHT BACK.. DEMAND they do more, Research EVERY option, And tell tem You are not intersted in hearing why something wont work.. You want them to try anyway, Remind them they made an oath.. Shame them if needed.. Ask them how far they would go for their loved one, or themself, and why should you get less..
Never give up.. And learn EVERYTHING you can.. Information is power.. empower yourself.. In all the world there must be a surgeon who can do what you need, Sometimes such Doctors will do things just to prove they can.. Otherwise get your friends to start a financial aide program. get it on the Media, have them make a cviral Video.
NEVER STOP fighting.. or Believing !! God Bless ..
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- An_Admirer, 17:44:49 03/30/12 Fri [1]
I really am hoping for the best. You don't know me at all, but I really hope there is some path you can navigate through this and emerge on the other side.
Best wishes to you and your family.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Denise, 07:51:00 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Stay tuff......prayers coming ur way!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Alexa (Keep the Faith - God is Able), 08:08:10 03/22/12 Thu [1]
I don't know what your faith is but just know this....God is able to do exceeding abundantly above and beyond what you can ask or imagine. He is the giver of life - not the taker. God is a healer and don't ever doubt it. He delivered from son from the brink of death when the doctors had given up on him. He is 13 now and healthy and whole. God is bigger than man and his plans. You will live and not die and declare the works of the Lord. We are praying for your miraculous turnaround in your health. Take it by faith.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Meredith (Encouragement), 09:35:07 03/25/12 Sun [1]
God is indeed the giver of life. I was healed of cancer five years ago. I put my trust and faith in Him.He is the one who died for us and arose on the third day. That isn't just Bible, it is history!!!Ask Him to give you faith and strength to let Him help you. I am praying for you.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Jan Johnson (Loving Support), 08:16:32 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Dear Raven,
We are all here to put our arms around you spiritually but do you have family & friends who are physically there for you? If any of us can help let us know.
Jan
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Shanean austin, 08:19:16 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Oh heck no. I hate do ties like that!! You keep fighting until u can no more!! Let me tell u all doctors are not alike. You find another who will treat u with the dignity u deserve. You always have to fight for yourself because no one will love you like you love yourself. You just keep on gOing to the next doctor. Don't let the doctors Play god!!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Brinard, 08:32:02 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Love you too Raven, still in your corner always, praying and decreeing and declaring! You ARE next in line for a miracle.
:)
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Shanean Austin, 08:36:09 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Just remember there are doctors who are willing to go the extra mile!! Also Chinese medicine works along with yoga and acupuncture. Please take vitamin c and the megadoses of vitamIn d like 5,000 iu and up and Calicum at least 1,000 Mgs per day there is proof now that helps in the fight against cancer but the docs do not tell u this. My husband takes about 9,500 iu of vitamin d alOng with Calicum and other vitamins. The docs can't believe how well he is doing but most docs do not tell u about vitamins. His nurse who works with his doctOr( the doctor does not believe in Alternative meds but the nurse at her side does. Go figure). My husband says he will continue to take these vitamins because so far so good.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Angie Smith, 08:59:28 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Still praying You are such a fighter. I had a Dr say something bad to me once and it took me 11 years before I could go to one. When I found mine and told her she said you should have looked him in the eye and said and you are being an asshole. Find a good one who will fight with you just as hard. Love and prayers Raven
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- mmm, 09:59:18 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven,
Please try juicing or researching the gerson therapy. It is a very credible alternative. Thank you for everything. Sending you healing vibes
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- AEH, 11:30:41 03/22/12 Thu [1]
My dad had stage 4 lung cancer and was told he did not have much time left by his doctors. He lived for 7 years. He swore by this stuff I recommended to him called "Flor essence" tea. You can get it on Amazon or any HFS. Keep your spirits up, avoid sick people, as you said (SO IMPORTANT) and know that your work and words have been incredibly appreciated.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Anonymous, 12:26:26 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven, there has to be someone who can recommend a top notch surgeon for you. There are so many good doctors out there. A friend, a neighbor, or someone in your family who has a good family medical doctor can recommend a good reputable surgeon. Even if you have to call and ask at a hospital to recommend a good surgeon and who has a lot of years of experience and has a good bedside manner. Whatever it takes just pick the phone up until you are satisfied and you will know it in your gut.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Shocked at idiot doctor, 12:33:35 03/22/12 Thu [1]
I would like to personally go kick that doctors rear for even letting words like that come out of her mouth. How dare someone tell you that you are not worth it. YOU ARE WORTH THE FIGHT, you are worth standing by and doing everything you can for. YOU ARE wonderful and that doctor has a lousy bedside manner. SHAME SHAME SHAME, someone needs to report that doctor and prevent them from working with cancer patients. Or people in general for that matter. What kind of crap is that. Get angry, get pissed off, and fight. Go to whoever you need to, until they meet YOUR needs and not theirs.
Huge huge hugs from all of us here. Like I've said before- soaps be damned, we are all here for you.
We are so proud of you for being the kind of woman you are. It's why we first started coming to you for scoops- because you care. Well.... so do we. Don't give up, GET MAD!! :)
We all love ya-
hugs
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Re: Update.......................angiosarcoma Inhibitors -- Shanean Austin, 17:10:55 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven Beauty has any of your doctors talked about angiosarcoma
Inhibitors. Drugs that stop the grow of angiosarcoma????
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- JHurley, 21:43:27 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Stay strong and try to be positive--and know that you are so very valued and loved in this world, Raven.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Ballerina (Dancingw/defiance), 22:33:41 03/22/12 Thu [1]
My flip calendar for today says "Pray. Pray. And then pray some more." Know that you are being held up. Every day from now on shows that you are willing and able to defy the odds that this is a hopeless battle. It is not. My dad survived an extended period with bladder cancer (six months turned into three years), and every day was a blessing. We are in this fight with you, darlin'.
Love and hugs for you.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Daryl (angry), 22:47:45 03/22/12 Thu [1]
I wish I could slap that doctor upside her (?) head ... what ever happened to compassion? If anyone ever deserved a miracle, its you ...
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- wherly, 03:02:22 03/23/12 Fri [1]
There's one Dr. that needs their license revoked. Just remember you are Fearfully and Wonderfully made, and you have the right to be treated with dignity and compassion by your Dr. Your health and well being is the whole purpose of their job, to CARE for their patients. I lift you and your loved ones up in my prayers, may the Lord give you strength and peace through this horrible journey.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- MBmomof3 (hopeful), 03:10:09 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Raven,continuing to keep you in my prayers. Sending light and love your way. I too have had some very scary and negative experiences with doctors, so I can relate to that. Keep looking until you find the right health care providers who treat you with the respect, dignity and compassion you deserve. You might try contacting your health insurance provider or a support group that has a patient advocate. they may be able to connect you with a doctor(s) who would be a better match for your needs. Stay strong.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- llanviewlovely, 03:21:45 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Raven, I am OUTRAGED that some unfeeling heartless doctor talked to you like that, they should be ashamed of themselves! I really don't understand some of these healthcare "professionals" at all. This kind of thing really makes me mad, when I was 16 I suffered a hormonal imbalance and my mom was asking this "doctor" what caused it and he goes "It's probably a brain tumor" and walks out like he could give a damn! My mom read him the riot act.
Anyway Raven, don't let that idiot stop you from fighting, GET MAD and fight with all your might! I am praying for you every day and sending you healing rays of white light, may God bless you and give you the strength and courage you need to beat this thing, we all love you!!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Angela, 03:43:53 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Raven, I am sickened by your message. I know your doctor is on maternity leave, but this is an emergency situation. Call her at home, explain what has happened and ask for a recommendation to get you in with someone quickly. Medical folks can pull strings when they need to. It sounds like she is a very compassionate person and under the circumstances I am sure will not mind. If you have a favorite nurse there call and plead your case with her. If you're too tired to do it, get one of your advocates to do it for you. I got in to my multiple myeloma doctor because my hair dresser also happened to be his head nurses hair dresser. She asked her for a favor and I had an appointment that day (after my doctor had been trying for two months). I know it's hard now, but don't give up.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- miss GG, 04:09:40 03/23/12 Fri [1]
this is so heart breaking but like you told us never give up this fight it is a big fight... but your life is so worth fighting for:) my prayers go out to you on your journey...stay strong:)
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- John B (Love & Bigger Hugs!), 06:20:36 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Dear Raven:
That doctor/surgeon is an idiot!! And not a person who should be treating anyone. I'm so glad that you're going to someone else. Sorry that you're in pain, but thankful that your fighting spirit is intact and pushing you forward. Hope your new surgeon is the best because that's what you deserve. Sending you lots of love and bigger hugs than ever before. Keeping the prayers coming too. Hugs!!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Ant, 09:44:59 03/23/12 Fri [1]
Raven,
I am so very impressed by your will to fight not surprised but impressed. You have given so much joy to so many and you will FIGHT to continue to do so not only for us because we have come to love you not for your updates that opened the door but now it has gone beyond that on a personal level you have let us in your life and we are all here to check in and see how you are doing here to support you and prey for you and love you like you have loved us all. I write this and truthfully I am not the most sensitive mushy person in the world but I felt compelled to tell you all this, to thank you for everything and please please dont ever give up the fight screw the cold unfeeling doctor who has become desensitized to the human being you just do what you do best FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT and cause what you have created here is more than just blogging or soap updates you have amassed a giant extended family who has you in there thought prayer and most importantly in our hearts!!!! We all love you Raven and please dont stop now just push through you have so much more good to do!!!!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- PHapin, 10:03:10 03/23/12 Fri [1]
I've enjoyed your posts. Continue to stay strong and think positively. Thank you for the enjoyment you've provided me and your other fans. :-)
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Kat2, 04:25:11 03/24/12 Sat [1]
I hope you tell your "GOOD" doctor what the "BAD" doctor said. She needs a new partner.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Katie, 09:24:49 03/24/12 Sat [1]
Thinking of you Raven. I'm so sorry you are going through all of this. That doctor sounds insanely cruel. I hope you can get better treatment from the surgeon.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Caroline, 14:03:19 03/25/12 Sun [1]
Ravenbeauty, some people says the most insensitive things and that doctor most definitely falls in that group. A few years ago I lost my son in an accident and traveling thru the grief I too encountered such ignorance and cruel remarks.
But now I just wanted to say even though I've never met you, like so many people here, I have followed you for a very long time. I'm so, so very sorry you are going thru this terrible ordeal. Please know I am in awe of your courage and my prayers and thoughts and healing vibes are sending your way. I wish there was more we could do to ease your pain, but we are most certainly sending your great big {{{HUGS!!!}}}
Peacefully and with warmest regards and prayers,
Caroline
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- stampurr, 10:47:07 03/26/12 Mon [1]
My dear dear Raven. I remember "meeting" you so long ago on the SOC board. I was always impressed and loved reading what you had to say. I've followed you for a long time although I don't post much any more. I'm so sorry to hear this. I am praying for you and sending you lots of love, light and energy. You are a very special lady. Big hugs to you!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Deborah, 04:18:58 03/27/12 Tue [1]
My brother was diagnosed with colon cancer (he's in the 4th stage 3 years ago - he said that he is going to continue to fight.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- shawn, 13:45:22 03/27/12 Tue [1]
I am sorry to hear of your cancer raven. Most all of my family has died of cancer through the years. It is terrible. I will pray for you. Remember God is love. He loves all his children no matter what and will restore all one day, God bless.
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Taelyn (Maybe something is here), 16:48:19 03/27/12 Tue [1]
Here is a search page, Perhaps something will give you hope.
I did read that you ***MUST*** have a "Sarcoma" specialist, A regular Oncologist is not informed enough as this is a comlicated and Rare condition. There are also a few Hospitals that have some research programs in place with reasonable success. I dont know where you live but John Hopkins, a place in Texas 'MD Anderson' etc are just a couple.. From what I read you need a Doctor to really fight for your inclusion in a program.. The Battle ahead is hard and scary ,, But Join one of the support groups, their is a favebook, and an online group.. NEVER forget Gods power to grant you a Miracle, But also never stop showing him how hard you are willing to fight for it,. You may have this, but either way,, I hope it helps,,
www.google.com/search?client=safari&rls=en&q=Successful+angiosarcoma+treatment+unconvintional+and+research&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- Pilar (Trusting!), 01:00:47 03/31/12 Sat [1]
Don't you dare let this quack of a doctor get you down! It seems to me that you are in a brink of a miracle & the enemy spoke through that sorry excuse of a woman to break you. He try to put fear, anger, doubt & hopelessness in your mind & sink your heart. God says He is the Lifter of your head & He is the Great Physician. Hold on to your faith, beacuase faith in Jesus Christ is where we get our break throughs. Do not listen to the enemy's lies, he fears the prayers & faith in the name of Jesus because there is Power & authority in His mighty name. Even the wind & waves obey Him. Cancerm all forms of cancer have no power over the Lord. So I, in the mighty name of Jesus bind the enemy from Raven's presence, you cannot speak or manifest to this woman, you can rise against her using her own medical team to bring her down, nor can you bring,the spirit of fear upon her. Our faith does not lie in man, but in the Living God who raised Jesus from the dead. Father breath the breath of life to Raven and command her cells to made whole, for the lesions to & this cancer to gone, for you have the Power in just saying so. I pray that you renew her faith & give her the strength and peace that only YOU can give. Show your mighty hand to her that she can glorify your Holy name above all names. I thank God that we can boldely before your throne in petition for Raven, & I thank you for your mercy and grace.
I bless you withe the Lord's blessing found in Numbers 6:24.
The Lord bless you Raven, The Lord keep you, May the Lord make His face shine upon you Raven and be so gracious unto you, may He lift up His countenance upon you and give you peace. In Jesus name!
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Re: Update.......................................................... -- TexasT, 13:28:59 04/05/12 Thu [1]
Keep fighting Raven. I'm furious to hear about the useless a-hole 'surgeon' that would treat you so callously. You're in my prayers. I hope you know how much you are loved and appreciated.
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Brenda Kastner, 08:04:49 03/22/12 Thu [1]
Raven, you are truly amazing. Fighting the fight of your life with courage and hope in spite of what no doubt must be intolerable pain as well as being so angry and scared.
I wish all your readers and fans and friends and cyberfriends and lurkers and admirers and posters could all get together in person and surround you with all the love that we feel for you. The good vibes alone would lift you up and help you continue your brave fight.
This would be a good time for a flash mob in Raven's honour!!!
Could we do a virtual hug???
I am sending along my hug. When my kids are upset, I give them a big, tight hug and tell then to take a big breath and then another and if needed, then another until I feel the stress slowly leave their bodies.
So I'm telling to breathe deeply and try to let the stress go. I know it is practically impossible, but try.
Your cyberfan and admirer, Brenda from Montréal, Canada
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Brandon, 07:24:33 03/25/12 Sun [1]
Long-time reader of yours here. Raven, I'm so sorry about this news. I'm not one to pray, but I will definitely pray for you and keep you in my thoughts and send lots of positive energy your way. xoxo
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Hannah (love heals), 21:46:00 03/27/12 Tue [1]
((((Ravenbeauty))))
Love sent to you from me and everyone around you (online and offline) can create miracles. I am praying, with all of my heart and soul, for the miracle of healing for you. I have seen these kinds of miracles, and know they are true. Please believe with all your heart so that miracle can reach you.
Love,
Hannah
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Re: Not the news I was hoping for........ -- Maria, 12:51:23 03/31/12 Sat [1]
Raven, leave no stone unturned. Doctors don't know everything. There are many alternatives as well as prayer and working with healers. Everyone is in your corner. God bless you. Sending you love and light.
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