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Date Posted: 17:24:31 03/01/06 Wed
Author: chrys
Subject: Re: love gone wrong
In reply to: chrys 's message, "love gone wrong" on 20:33:01 02/28/06 Tue

so, i finished writing out what i want to say. it took me a long time to sort through what is important and what isn't, and also took a lot of time to just write. it only ended up being two and a half pages, in large type, that is like a record for me, i can easily go on fifteen, lol. i tried to boil it down and just be direct. so my thinking is, either i will see/hear from him and we can talk face to face here or at his place, and i will have the letter to read from if i get confuddled or forget how to talk, lol. and if i can't get ahold of him, i may run into one of the other dudes that lives there and just ask them to pass the letter on. i am not comfortable going over there, esp. as i don't even know the guy whose house it is and AJ is the most recent of them to move in. he also was talking last time he was here about moving into a different room in the house, so i'm not even sure where to find him. so unless i have an okay from one of the guys over there, i feel reeeeeeally weird just walking in, guess it is part how i was raised, it seems too impolite, it makes me feel like a stalker or an intruder, and i'm not okay w/that.

but i also did leave another msg on kelly's machine asking him to please tell AJ i want to talk to him. just don't know if kelly is at all reliable about msgs, or if hes' even home (he goes off island a lot) so that part is frustrating. whatever way it happens, i am committed to actually dealing with this and addressing it and being honest, and seeing where that takes me. i feel better about it now, like since i finished writing out the stuff. i'm not crying anymore for one thing, but i also feel resolved and strong, in my own way.

i will show you guys what it says if you want me too, lol. and i will definitely let you know what happens.

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[> Re: love gone wrong -- amadaun, 17:55:54 03/01/06 Wed [1]

Chrys, you express yourself so well in writing, why not just write everything down that you want to say?

And give it to him yourself, don't trust some flat mate you hardly know with something so precious.

hope you can sort it all out!!

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